"If there is a God, he will have to beg for my forgiveness." Such is an inscription on one of the walls in a concentration camp in Germany.
The hiddenness of God is most bitter in times of wickedness. People look for answers during such times and make various conclusions:
Option #1: Conclude that God's not real.
Option #2: Be quiet and don't ask questions, considering questions as a sign of faithlessness.
Option #3: Admitting God's hiddenness is surprising and wrestling with why God defies our expectations.Isaiah 45 will help us chose Option #3.
First, God has hidden himself (Isaiah 45:15-16).Isaiah does not say "God is hidden" but "God hides himself," meaning he is intentional about his own hiddenness.
Second, God will not hide forever (Isaiah 45:17). Isaiah says to those faithful Israelites, "you will not be put to shame or confounded to all eternity." One day God will reveal himself "forever."
Third, in the meantime, know that God's ways are not our ways (Isaiah 55:8-9). When we are surprised that God defies our expectations (by keeping himself hidden), our view of God should be elevated. Job's words should be our mantra, "though he slay me, I will hope in him" (Job 13:15).
Forth, also in the meantime, notice God's presence in his absence. Reflecting on that God-forsaken Friday when the son of God was crucified, we need should notice God's quiet and still hand governing the events and raising Jesus from the grave on that easter Sunday. God is in control and will cause a great day of resurrection for us all.
In light of the inscription, "If there is a God, he will have to beg me for forgiveness," another Jew wrote a radically different sentiment:"I believe in the sun when it's not shining,I believe in love when feeling it notI believe in God when God is silent"