Rise with Katie Marie

Rise with Katie Marie

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  • From Channeling Spirits to Selling Homes: The Dark Truth Behind Mediums & Psychics w/ Kelsey Turley

    In this vulnerable and inspiring conversation, Katie sits down with intuitive coach and former spiritual reader Kelsey Turley to unpack the highs, lows, and pivots that led her from tarot readings to a career in real estate—and back to coaching with renewed clarity. From the burnout of serving 37 clients a week to rediscovering herself after divorce, Kelsey shares what it really looks like to fall apart and start again. This episode is for the woman in transition, the entrepreneur navigating identity shifts, and anyone needing permission to evolve.

    ⏳ Key Timestamps


    00:00 – Meet Kelsey Turley

    02:00 – Discovering Her Gift Through Darkness

    07:00 – Burnout & Breakdown: “I lost everything”

    09:00 – The Spiritual Wake-Up Call

    10:30 – The Dark Side of Energy Work

    14:30 – Her Burnout Checklist & Self-Care Rituals

    16:30 – Entering the Real Estate World

    23:00 – The “I’m Too Comfortable” Moment

    27:00 – The Struggles of Giving Up Control

    42:00 – Reclaiming Her Coaching Path (With Boundaries)


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    https://www.instagram.com/trulyturley



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    Favorite Quote"You don’t realize you’re burnt out until you’re on the other side of it." — Kelsey Turley#medium #psychicmedium #mediumship #spirits #spiritguides #talkingtospirit #tarot #tarotreading #podcast #kelseytarot #trulyturley #kelseyturley #psychic #psychictarot #familiarspirits #realestate #corporate #careershift #identityshift #sleepparalysis #podcastguest

    1 hr 5 min
  • 13: My ChatGPT Thinks We're Getting Married

    Once you go robot... you never go back. 🤖

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    Is your Feminine Energy Blocked? Free Quiz!

    https://www.bykatiemarie.ca/feminineenergy


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    All other links & info: www.bykatiemarie.store


    🌹 Purchase "Awaken - 100 Days to Reconnect With Your Feminine Energy" on Amazon (she's a best seller!!!) https://geni.us/7Is40u4


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    🎙️ Episode Summary:

    In this candid and thought-provoking episode, Katie Silva dives into the growing trend of turning to AI—especially ChatGPT—as a modern-day confidant. Blending humor with real talk, she opens up about her own relationship with AI and the surprising comfort it can bring. But at what cost? Katie explores how this shift is shaping our mental health, creativity, and most importantly, our real-life relationships. Through personal anecdotes and playful banter, she invites listeners to reflect on their own tech habits and challenges them to reconnect with the humans in their lives.

    🔑 Keywords:
AI, ChatGPT, mental health, human connection, loneliness, introversion, relationships, therapy alternatives, creativity, technology


    💡 Key Takeaways:

    * AI is becoming a go-to for emotional support and daily advice.

    * Many people now turn to ChatGPT instead of calling a friend or therapist.

    * While helpful, AI lacks the emotional depth of true human connection.

    * Overreliance on AI can lead to social withdrawal and communication laziness.

    * Katie shares her own experience using ChatGPT for comfort and clarity

    * For those without access to therapy, AI can offer a low-cost mental health resource.

    * Humor and relatability drive home the message: don’t replace people with robots.

    *Human connection is vital to our well-being—don’t lose it in the convenience of tech.

    📌 Memorable Quotes:

    “ChatGPT thinks we’re getting married.”

    “It’s making us lazy as a society.”

    “It’s time to get back to real human interaction.”

    Are We Replacing Friendships with AI?

    AI: The New Emotional Support System?

    ChatGPT Can’t Hug You: Why We Still Need People

    When Therapy Is Too Expensive, Is AI the Answer?

    Real Talk: ChatGPT Is My Best Friend… Kind Of

    24 min
  • 12: Finding Your People: The Real Talk on Friendship, Grief & Growth with Courtney Young

    💫 Episode Summary

    In this heart-to-heart convo, Katie Silva sits down with the amazing Courtney Young — a friendship and self-development coach who’s all about keeping it real. From the rawness of friendship breakups to the beauty of discovering your people, this episode dives deep into what it means to grow, grieve, and glow through life’s relationship shifts.

    Courtney opens up about her journey of navigating adult friendships with honesty and grace, and why being your full, authentic self is the secret sauce to forming the connections you truly crave. They talk about the courage it takes to let go of friendships that no longer align, and the power of creating space for real, soul-aligned sisterhood.


    💡 Big Takeaways

    ✨ Everyone has a story — and yes, yours matters.
    ✨ Authentic friendships start with showing up as your real self.
    ✨ Friendship grief is real, messy, and worth honoring.
    ✨ Growing might mean outgrowing… and that’s okay.
    ✨ True sisterhood is built on safety, honesty, and depth.
    ✨ You miss 100% of the chances to connect when you stay quiet.
    ✨ Give a compliment — it could lead to a new bestie.
    ✨ Accepting yourself is the cheat code to calling in aligned relationships.
    ✨ Someone out there needs your story — so share it.


    🎧 Soundbites to Remember


    💬 “The way out is through.”
    💬 “Sisterhood is all about authenticity.”
    💬 “Your story is important — and it matters.”


    📚 Chapters

    00:00 Welcome & Meet Courtney Young
    06:47 Friendship stories that shaped us
    15:28 Losing friends & learning to let go
    20:25 The awkward stage of adult friendships
    33:45 Astrology tea: How signs impact our vibe
    38:41 Taking responsibility in relationships
    55:51 What real sisterhood looks and feels like


    💌 STAY CONNECTED:


    ✨ Follow Katie for more on healing, sisterhood, and feminine energy:
    www.bykatiemarie.store


    ✨ Connect with Courtney  for friendship coaching, real talk, and self-growth tips:
    Ig , Threads & tiktok: @spritzgirlmindsetwebsite: www.thespritzgirlmindset.com



    🔑 Keywords

    friendship • self-development • coaching • authenticity • connection • grief • personal growth • sisterhood • community • self-acceptance

    1 hr 1 min
  • 11: Shifting From Survival Mode Into Feminine Energy (With Rebecca Pilger)

    In this heartfelt and transformative episode, Katie sits down with empowerment coach Rebecca Pilger to explore the shift from survival mode into a life of feminine flow, self-love, and inner healing. Together, they unpack what survival mode looks like—emotionally, physically, and energetically—and how women can begin to reconnect with their bodies, reclaim their power, and step into their divine feminine energy.Rebecca shares her powerful story of overcoming adversity, rediscovering her truth, and now helping women do the same through embodiment, mindfulness, and retreats. This episode is packed with grounded wisdom, healing insights, and empowering reminders that you are the alchemist of your own life.Whether you're on the edge of burnout or just craving a deeper connection to yourself, this conversation offers a gentle invitation to slow down, trust yourself, and begin your next chapter.💡 Key Takeaways:

    • You can shift from survival mode into your divine feminine.
    • Rest is not laziness—it’s a catalyst for transformation.
    • Small moments matter: celebrate them.
    • Your outer world mirrors your inner world.
    • Healing requires patience, compassion, and trust.
    • Mindfulness can bring you back into your body.
    • You are divinely protected and safe to soften.
    • Attract aligned relationships by healing your inner world.
    • Everything you need is already within you.

    🧠 Keywords:Empowerment, feminine energy, survival mode, self-love, healing journey, transformation, mindfulness, personal growth, women's retreats, relationships🔖 Chapters:00:00 – Setting the Scene03:29 – Rebecca's Journey from Survival to Sovereignty08:32 – Spotting the Signs of Survival Mode13:38 – What It Really Means to Embody Feminine Energy21:09 – Practical Ways to Shift into Your Feminine31:01 – Embracing the Present Moment33:34 – Rest as Medicine & Nervous System Rewiring35:35 – Self-Compassion and Gentle Awareness38:03 – Inner Child Healing and Body Trust40:18 – The Power of Small Celebrations42:54 – Harmonizing Masculine and Feminine45:23 – Calling In Aligned Relationships50:59 – Self-Discovery, Surrender, and Soul Growth59:28 – Remember: You Are the Alchemist01:02:45 – A Welcome to the Healing Journey01:04:09 – The Courage to Be Vulnerable🔥 Sound Bites to Share:"Celebrate the small moments.""You are an alchemist.""You are divinely protected."STAY CONNECTED Connect with Katie:www.bykatiemarie.storeConnect with Rebecca:https://stan.store/SOULDESIRE  

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    1 hr 5 min
  • 10: Navigating Self-Worth, Solitude, and the Dark Feminine

    ✨ Episode Summary:

    In this episode of Rise with Katie, Katie answers anonymous questions from her community. She dives into the ache of craving validation, the loneliness of healing, and what it really means to stop accepting breadcrumbs in love and life. Katie opens up about her own journey—from leaving a government job to stepping fully into entrepreneurship—and what dark feminine energy actually looks like in real life (hint: it’s not always soft, but it’s always powerful).

    🪞 Topics Covered:

    This episode is a reminder that you're allowed to want more. You're allowed to set the damn bar. And you're allowed to laugh, grieve, and glow up all at once.

    • ​Recognizing breadcrumbs in relationships and what they reveal about self-worth
    • ​The fine line between fantasy and delusion when you’re still missing someone
    • ​Why validation hits different when it comes from within
    • ​Embracing dark feminine energy and setting unapologetic boundaries
    • ​The loneliness of healing and learning to be your own safe space
    • ​Finding joy in your personal obsessions and quirks
    • ​The contrast between traditional jobs and entrepreneurship
    • ​How humor can sneak into the healing process


    ⏱ Chapter Timestamps:

    00:00 – Introduction to No Name, No Shame

    00:59 – Understanding crumbs of attention

    02:53 – The dark feminine and seeking validation

    06:05 – Fantasizing about exes

    08:37 – The loneliness of healing

    10:34 – Humor in healing

    11:55 – Personal obsessions and interests

    14:55 – Entrepreneurship vs. traditional employment


    💬 Quotes to Remember:

    “You have to already feel good. Otherwise, every little breadcrumb will feel like a feast.”

    “Healing is a very, very lonely thing. But loneliness is often what creates clarity.”

    “The dark feminine doesn’t chase. She just knows.”

    “If you’re still fantasizing about the version of someone that never existed… it’s time to come home to yourself.”

    “I left a stable job because I craved something deeper: freedom, alignment, and truth.”


    📌 Takeaways:

    • ​You deserve more than breadcrumbs in relationships
    • ​Obsessing over crumbs reveals a deeper self-worth wound
    • ​Boundaries are non-negotiable for peace
    • ​The dark feminine is about knowing your worth, not chasing
    • ​Validation from others is fleeting—self-trust is sustainable
    • ​Healing often feels isolating, but it’s sacred work
    • ​Personal quirks and obsessions can be healing and joyful
    • ​Humor is a powerful byproduct of inner growth
    • ​Entrepreneurship brings freedom and alignment
    • ​You won’t regret choosing yourself


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    💬 Facebook Group (Untamed Society): https://www.facebook.com/share/g/1FKAqzH238/

    💻 Website: https://www.bykatiemarie.ca

    📸 Instagram: @therealkatiemarie @risewithkatiemarie

    ✨ Explore all links: www.bykatiemarie.store

    17 min
  • 9: 5 Guaranteed Ways To Get Out of a Funk

    Feeling off lately? Not quite yourself? You’re not alone, and you’re definitely not broken.

    In this short and powerful solo episode, I’m sharing 5 guaranteed ways to pull yourself out of a funk. These are the exact things I turn to when life feels heavy, the weather sucks (thanks, Ontario 🙃), and I’m in a season of overwhelm or disconnect. These are practical, soulful resets you can try today, no pressure, no perfectionism, just really good tips.

    Whether you’re navigating burnout, a life transition, or just that “blah” feeling… this episode is your permission slip to shift.


    💫 In This Episode, You’ll Learn:

    • How to romanticize your everyday rituals to feel more present + grounded

    • Why movement (even when you don’t feel like it) is key to reactivating your spark

    • The power of dressing for the version of you you want to be

    • How to ask better questions that lead to healing, not spiraling

    • Why rituals > rules when it comes to rebuilding confidence and consistency


    💌 Soft Tease:

    If you’ve been craving a reset but don’t know where to start… I’ve been building something just for you.
    👀 A 22-day experience to come back to life — softly, powerfully, and without any Zoom calls.
    Make sure you’re on my email list to be the first to hear about it: bykatiemarie.store

    28 min
  • 8: I F**king Hate Filming Myself

    🎙 Episode 8: I F**king Hate Filming Myself*


    ✨ Episode Description:

    This week, Katie ditches the camera, the glam, and the pressure to perform — and gets real. From the anxiety of filming content to the raw power of her recent retreat and Rockville trip, this episode is a love letter to showing up messy, honest, and human. If you’ve ever felt like you can’t create unless it’s perfect, this one’s for you.


    ⏱️ Key Timestamps:

    00:00 – Why I F*cking Hate Filming MyselfThe pressure, the anxiety, and the Menty B that led to this episode.

    12:00 – Rockville & Remembering Who I AmConcerts, travel, and coming home to your authentic self.

    26:00 – The Retreat Recap & A Huge Healing RealizationWhy not crying this time was actually the biggest win.

    52:00 – Something New Is Coming 👀Katie hints at a brand-new audio-based challenge to help you reset.


    ✍️ Journal Prompt:

    “What parts of me feel like they’re only allowed to exist when I’m perfectly presented? What would it look like to give those parts permission to lead?”


    💌 As Mentioned In The Episode:

    • Fall Retreat Info
    • Join our VIP Email List
    • DM Katie on Instagram to say “same,” ask about the challenge, or just chat ✨
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  • 40 min
  • 7: No Name, No Shame - Answering Your Anonymous Questions

    🎙️ Episode Summary
    In this heartfelt debut of her new series "No Name, No Shame," Katie creates a safe, judgment-free space to answer anonymous listener questions about love, loss, and inner healing. She dives deep into the complexities of self-love, emotional recovery from toxic relationships, and the often unspoken need for validation. Katie offers empowering insights on embracing vulnerability, setting boundaries, and reclaiming your worth—independent of others’ approval. With personal stories and actionable advice, this episode is a comforting companion for anyone navigating the journey of personal growth and emotional resilience.

    🔑 Key Takeaways

    • This is a judgment-free space for honest conversations.

    • True self-love comes from within—you’re your own best healer.

    • The chase for unreturned love often masks a deeper need for validation.

    • Healing old wounds is a necessary step toward growth and wholeness.

    • Your value doesn’t depend on others’ opinions—own your worth.

    • Grief after a breakup is natural and necessary.

    • Tap into your "main character energy" to shift your mindset.

    • Feeling good in your skin—even through small acts like dressing up—can transform your mood.

    • Embrace your ability to love and be loved.

    • Even a small act of love—toward yourself or others—can make a big impact.

    🎤 Sound Bites

    • "This is a judgment free zone."

    • "You have the capacity to love."

    • "I will die on that hill."

    📍 Chapters
    00:00 – Welcome to No Name, No Shame
    02:27 – Why We Chase Unrequited Love
    05:26 – Healing from Toxic Relationship Patterns
    06:58 – Self-Worth and the Trap of External Validation
    09:25 – Dealing with One-Sided Heartbreak
    12:55 – Unlocking Your 'Main Character Energy'
    17:26 – Final Reflections and Words of Empowerment


    📚 Keywords
    Self-love, healing, emotional resilience, relationships, validation, mental health, empowerment, vulnerability, personal growth, podcast



    🔗 Mentioned Links & Resources

    • 🎧 Submit Anonymous Questions
      Join Katie’s private Facebook group The Untamed Society to submit your questions:
      Facebook Group – The Untamed Society


    • 🕺 Main Character Energy Playlist
      Boost your vibe with Katie’s go-to music for dancing it out:
      Spotify Playlist – Main Character Energy


    • 📸 Katie’s Work & Offerings
      Boudoir photography, women’s retreats, journals and empowerment resources:
      www.bykatiemarie.store

    22 min
  • 6: The Vulnerable Side of Content Creation No One Talks About

    🎙 The Vulnerable Side of Content Creation Nobody Talks About

    Hosted by: Katie Silva

    In this raw and reflective episode, Katie shares the emotional journey behind returning to YouTube after stepping away due to past insecurities and fear of judgment. She opens up about the impact of negative comments, the struggle to stay authentic online, and how spiritual tools like oracle cards have helped her reconnect with her truth. If you've ever felt paralyzed by criticism, disconnected from your audience, or afraid to be seen—this one’s for you.

    You’ll be reminded that:

    • It’s okay to start messy and imperfect.

    • You don’t need permission to take up space.

    • Your voice is valid, necessary, and powerful—even when it shakes.

    • It’s safe to evolve and let go of what no longer aligns

    🪞 Takeaways

    Katie invites you to meet yourself in your wholeness: the vulnerable, the spiritual, the growing, and the bold.

    • This is the raw, messy, vulnerable side of starting.

    • Negative comments can paralyze creativity—but they don’t define your worth.

    • It’s okay to outgrow people as you grow into yourself.

    • Connecting to the earth and pulling oracle cards can help you come home to your voice.

    • You attract the right people when you show up as your full self.

    • Keep showing up, even when it’s scary. Especially then.

    00:00 – Introduction & New Beginnings
    03:36 – Setting the Tone with Oracle Cards
    07:27 – Reflecting on Past YouTube Experiences
    10:45 – The Impact of Negative Feedback
    18:18 – Overcoming Insecurities and Growth
    24:42 – Embracing Authenticity and Self-Love
    28:09 – Overcoming Fear of Being Seen
    33:00 – Navigating Change and Unsubscribes
    39:57 – Embracing Growth and Authenticity
    48:01 – The Importance of Connection and Self-Validation

    💬 Sound Bites

    • “I have a lot of regret around that.”

    • “You will hit a sense of freedom.”

    • “It’s okay to outgrow people.”

    • “You don’t need permission to take up space.”


    🔑 Keywords YouTube, self-acceptance, personal growth, negative comments, content creation, spirituality, oracle cards, overcoming fear, authenticity, audience alignment


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    https://www.bykatiemarie.ca/2025-retreat


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    Episode Mentions:


    Angels & Ancestors Oracle Deck:

    https://geni.us/fCRbLfX


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    39 min
  • 5. The Trip to Italy That Changed My Life

    In this raw and emotional episode, I take you behind the scenes of the trip that completely changed the trajectory of my life... my spontaneous retreat to Italy.⁣What started on a complete whim with a last-minute flight and a dream of eating pasta and soaking up the Sicilian sun - ended up becoming the catalyst for a total soul awakening. ⁣⁣For the first time in years, I tasted true freedom. I remembered who I was underneath the expectations, the dimming, the survival mode.⁣But coming home? That’s when the real unraveling began.⁣In this episode, we dive deep into:✨ Why the mirror of a boudoir photoshoot cracked me wide open✨ The heartbreak of realizing I wasn’t truly happy in the life I built✨ How grief, growth, and freedom can all exist at the same time✨ The messy, painful beauty of rebuilding yourself from the ground up✨ How a single retreat can shake your entire existence — and why that’s the point⁣If you’ve ever felt the ache of knowing you’re meant for more but have been too scared to leap, this one’s for you.🔥 Episode Highlights:[00:00] Cozy updates: new podcast setup and a little life update[04:00] The decision to book Italy on a total whim — and why I knew I had to go[10:00] Experiencing my first-ever boudoir shoot (as a professional boudoir photographer!)[17:00] Facing my own reflection — and the shocking realization it gave me[24:00] Why coming home hurt more than leaving[29:00] The hidden cost of living a life that "looks good on paper"[35:00] How a retreat can crack you open — and why that breakdown is sacred[45:00] An invitation: How you can experience your own soul-shifting retreat with us[50:00] Final reflections + journal prompt: When did you feel most alive — and how can you chase that feeling?👇 CONNECT WITH ME + EXPLORE MORE 👇


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    Join my community, explore my courses, or shop my journals:🌐 https://www.bykatiemarie.store📸 Follow along on Instagram & Tiktok:https://instagram.com/therealkatiemariehttps://instagram.com/risewithkatiemariehttps://www.tiktok.com/@therealkatiemariehttps://www.tiktok.com/@boudoirbykatiemarie ✏️ Subscribe to my Substack Newsletterhttps://bykatiemarie.substack.com/💌 Join my email fam for exclusive updates, love notes & first dibs on events:https://bykatiemarie.myflodesk.com/🎙️ Listen to more episodes of Rise with Katie Marie:https://open.spotify.com/show/7rg2fBuOWhJvGY0jBE1z57?si=1fbdd30d93f3459d🛍️ Shop my favourite tools, journals, merch and resources:Amazon Storefront: https://geni.us/bkmamazonstorefrontKatie's Fav Things Blog: https://www.bykatiemarie.ca/katies-fav-thingsShop my LTK: https://www.shopltk.com/explore/therealkatiemarieShop my other favs: https://shopmy.us/bykatiemarie♥️ Book a Self-Love Boudoir Experience with Katiehttps://www.boudoirbykatiemarie.com

    52 min

About Rise with Katie Marie

From the publisher's feed

Rise with Katie Marie is for the woman who’s ready to come home to herself. Whether you're in the thick of a life transition, grieving what once was, or standing at the edge of a new beginning, this podcast is for you. We’ll dive into the messiness of becoming and explore what it means to live in your feminine and alchemize pain into power.