If we're too busy focused on what everyone else is doing or what they think of us, then we will never really live our own life, right? Well, I felt that way a year ago and decided to change things around. I was done acting for everyone and took control of my own story. Just like those famous directors do. 

Family. Excessive drinking. Going back home. What could even go wrong? Well, I know I'm not the only one who falls short of depression during the holidays so here's to trying to lift ourselves back up and realize we are worthy. Sending lots of love to my lonely hearts and fellow hopeless romantics this year! 

Can we just start letting people be who they want to be?? Publicly, privately, with the six best homies and all because we are all just trying our best out here. So here's my best because I'm just trying to figure out who the fuck I really am. 

This one goes out to the people who still don't really know what they want to do in life, and I am here to tell you that is perfectly okay. While it may still come with its anxieties to make money in the future, the path to creating your future is not linear. We don't need to have it all figured out with the perfect resume and elevator pitch. We can take it step by step and enjoy the days that we are living right now. 

This has been an incredible ride being able to share my inner thoughts on this kind of platform and I am so grateful I had the means to do this. I hope that my story can inspire others because we all need a little help when it comes to healing and there is no shame in asking for it! So, this is my way of asking for help by allowing space between my inner thoughts and public life in order to fully heal which is why I will be taking a break from future blog posts for the foreseeable future. Thank you for understanding! 

You ever just have that casual fling with someone that eventually turns into trying to avoid those feelings for them? Maybe you just weren't sure whether or not those feelings were reciprocated, and you didn't want to stir the pot on what was already naturally occurring. Well, for us hopeless romantics out there, this kind of fling can make your head spin in all kinds of ways. Taryn and I discuss the side effects of this kind of vibing because we are two very deep hopeless romantics. Enjoy! :)

Took a trip up to LA and had some things to say. I am upset about a lack of authentic love because my heart has been broken too many times, and I guess this is my little rant for a brokenhearted girl. 

If you're insecure and you know it, clap your hands! 👏👏 If you're insecure and you know it, clap your hands! 👏👏 If you're insecure and you know it, and you're lack of motivation really shows it. If you're insecure and you know it, clap your hands! Now, everybody with me! 

Hopefully, you're not as insecure as I am... but, if no then maybe I have some words for you. Listen if you please. :)

Everything I have learned and experienced during my solo journey to Costa Rica for three months... man, it has been quite a ride.