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On this episode, ex and Bobby get back in the waters of existence and surf some waves of thought. Enjoy :)

What’s good everyone? Had a really interesting day and feel like I’m breaking through on what’s holding me back and that means I’m healing well. I had a good day and feel super accomplished. I also finally allowed myself to be open to finding others attractive and that helped me push beyond a place I was stuck. Between us, there are so many beautiful women in the planet and I’m excited at then possibility to create a life with one of them; the one who also occupies my mind and my heart, not just my eyes. I’ve had some good realizations as of late and been reliving some old memories from my school days. There are also some major gaps in the ep because I was focused on drawing and forgot I was talking, my bad

I’m grateful to have gotten through that last ep. I think it’s important for people to know all sides of me. I’m scared to let it all out because my biggest fear is being all alone. It’s a shitty feeling, one I do my best with but it’s my motivating factor to continuously meet people. I feel like the more I let out, the more the world will get to know me. And maybe that’s a good thing? Anyway, hope you enjoy :)

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Fair warning, I dropped acid yesterday and hit some emotionally sad points and wanted to share what its like within when I reach out for help. I usually have it all under control but there’s a part of me when I’m at my most vulnerable and week that scares a lot of people away. Figure why hide it, you may see it at some point anyway. So again, fair warning, what you’re about to listen to may change your entire opinion of me. Good luck and enjoy and Godspeed. Ps. Appreciate the support of you choose to stay :)

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On this episode, ex and Lando get back in the waters of existence and surf some waves of thought. Enjoy :)

This episode is dedicated to all the real friends I have in life and who I’ve taught me the types of relationships I want in life. I’m super grateful I’m healing. Super grateful I’m moving on and super grateful I’m wanting to meet and connect with new people and align with my companion so we can journey together. I have no clue who’s going to enter my life now, all I know is I’m ready for it. I’m thankful for my willingness to residing what friend is (to myself) so I don’t crash and burn again. And I appreciate those who have stuck by me in the last while, y’all are the real MVPs. And that’s it. This ep was fun to record and I hope you enjoy :)

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This ep is all over the map. Been feeling good lately and hoping it rubs of on these recordings. Had a good day. Feel productive. Been making a lot of dinos and mastering my craft. Learning to remain positive through adversity. Been getting up a little earlier each day (a sign I’m healing), so overall all is positive and I feel like I’m heading in the right direction. Had to drop some weight and some decided to bounce off for me, and I’m grateful cause I feel a lot lighter. Going to draw tonight but for now, felt like posting this. Hope you enjoy :)

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On this ep I repeat the loop I’ve been on and then segue into my life working in film. It’s a long one and really goes all over the place, so I hope you can follow along and enjoy :)

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On this episode, ex and Bobby get back in the waters of existence and surf some waves of thought. Enjoy :)

In this episode I recap some of what I’ve been working on within (emotions and mentality) as well as dive into a story I’m working on because I want people to know I’m more than just a talking head but also a great storyteller as well. What I shared is a school project I’m working on for WonderTree. What’s WonderTree? Stay tuned and you’ll find out; will start to work on it soon. There’s obviously more but I forget what I talked about. It’s been an interesting last little while. Have grown a ton. Changed a lot and super proud of the man I’m becoming. I’m slowly forgiving myself for my actions a month ago and and moving forward in life knowing I’m still a good person. Now to get my flow back and shine brightly. Till next time, thank you for listening✌️