The Creative Scratch: Finding Time to Build When Your Schedule is Full
What do you do when you have no time to create, but you desperately want to?
This is a problem that I have been dealing with in my own life right now. My job is very time-consuming. Some weeks I'm putting in the standard 40 hours, and other weeks I might be putting in 50, 60 hours or more. I know that there are some people who put in even more than that. Between managing a career, being a husband, raising five kids, and balancing church responsibilities, trying to squeeze in time for creative passions is a constant challenge.
I get to the end of the week sometimes and I just kind of feel like: What did I even do with myself this week? Where did all the time go? Then the next week starts and it feels like, Here we go again.
I am a creative person. I love to draw, and I love to paint. I love to write fiction, and I write song lyrics (I can't actually write music, but I do like to write lyrics, and on a very rare occasion, maybe some poetry). I also like to read, though I rarely get to pick up a book.
Sometimes we just feel trapped. We might find ourselves on our knees, if we're religious, saying, "God, what do I do in this situation? You put into me these desires to create and I have no time to act on them in any way or fashion. You gave me these desires because they bring me joy, and because there's no time to create, I feel a lack of joy in my life at this time. I feel stuck."
That is how I feel right now in my life in a lot of ways. I feel stuck. But I feel stuck with Jesus—and I would rather feel stuck with Jesus than without Him.
Squeezing in the Scratch: The Sticky Note Strategy
This last week, I looked for little bits of time that I had here and there. I got myself a fresh pack of sticky notes last time I was at Walmart (one of the nice, tall stacks). Now, at the start of a meeting, I might doodle something quick and little. If it looks like it's a meeting that's going to be very attention-consuming—meaning I've got to pay attention—I'll do something small and fast just because I need to scratch that creative itch.
I need to get a little bit of joy from doing so. I know the meeting is about to be draining, and I know that I need to prep myself mentally for it. A little sticky note sketch sometimes is enough to give me that extra bit of joy before doing something intensive.
Unexpected Beginnings: From Changing Tires to Desktop Art
I have the benefit of working a desk job now, and I have for just about my entire career. But one of my very first jobs was working at a tire shop.
I got pretty good at changing tires, but one day the business computer was stolen. My boss kept all of his receipts for years, but his only digital copy of the business records was on that machine. (It wasn't even that great of a computer for the time, but someone still stole it. It would do thieves good to learn more about the hardware they're taking before they make the effort to break in somewhere—though that's not advice for thieves. Don't steal. That's my real advice.)
My boss was a man who liked to help young people from less fortunate backgrounds, often hiring those who had been in trouble with drugs or the law to help them get their lives back on track. I went to the same church as him, and he knew I needed work, so he offered me a job. After the theft, he pulled me aside and said, "All of my records are gone. I need them all recreated. You're the only person in this shop who doesn't come from a problematic background, and I know I can trust you. Would you be willing to rebuild all of this for me?"
He pointed to a massive pile of semi-organized receipts. I said yes.
That was my first desk job. It took me weeks to get through it all. The other guys in the shop would look at me and say, "Why does he get to sit at a computer?" I’d reply, "Well, come look at the work that I'm doing," and they’d immediately back peg: "Okay, yeah, I'm gonna go back to changing tires." I always thought that was amusing. They thought they wanted to do it until I showed them the numbers and how I was balancing them. Then they decided they were better off changing tires and talking to people.
Ever since then, through a church mission, college, tech support, and eventually entering the tech ecosystem as a developer, I’ve been at a desk. But my first love was never development.
The Hidden Artistry of Technical Work
I pursued a career that I honestly never intended to. When I first felt prompted to become a developer, I argued: You want me to do this professionally? I didn't even enjoy this the first time I tried it when I was 16. But the impression I got back was clear: Yes, because it will let you provide for a family. And it has done that very well, allowing my wife the option to stay home and raise our five kids, which was a situation we intentionally sought and prioritized.
But even though my primary job is technical, I’ve realized that coding in and of itself is still quite a creative endeavor.
People think of software development as a purely technical pursuit rather than an artistic one. Sure, companies hire entire user experience (UX) and user interface (UI) teams because you need visual art to go with the technical side. But even the actual art of writing code itself—or architecting a solution—is an art form.
I consider it a work of art when I can build a solution that works so cleanly that I won't have to spend a lot of time coming back to modify it later because of how it was built. When you can build something where you control the behavior through metadata or configuration files rather than constantly changing code here and there, that is a form of art.
Left Brain vs. Right Brain: A False Dichotomy
I have a friend I play tabletop RPGs with who is an incredibly talented tech architect. We were talking recently, and he mentioned wishing he had more interest in creative pursuits, claiming, "I'm all left brain. I got no right brain."
I told him I don't think that's true. We put a lot of emphasis on the idea that the right side is creative and the left side is technical, but there isn't any creativity that isn't first technical.
Even when I am drawing, there are strict principles and elements of art at play. Even if I don't explicitly think of the terms, a part of my brain is keeping track of line weight, value, composition, and narrative structure. Am I communicating the right emotion? These are ultimately technical questions, and they are stored in the left side of the brain.
The right side of the brain is simply the part that takes that technical knowledge and does something creative with it. That is just as true for technical architects as it is for painters. You store your technical knowledge on the left, but when you problem-solve and architect a clean system, you are accessing that knowledge through the creative right side of your brain. That’s how you come up with creative solutions.
Anything can become an art when creativity is applied to it—whether your art is creating applications, building perfect spreadsheets that are a beauty to look at, or architecting a perfectly connected system.
How to Squeeze Creativity Into Your Day
If your time is heavily limited, the "when" and "how" of creativity becomes a strict choice.
Personally, I don't watch a lot of TV. I know many people want to come home after a long day, sit in front of a screen, and unwind without thinking. That is a valid choice. But you could also choose to do something creative.
When we think about making time to create, we often fall into a black-and-white trap: “I only have an hour before bed, and I want to relax, not spend an hour working on a project.”
But it doesn't have to be all-or-nothing:
Multitask your relaxation: Can you draw or sketch while you watch a show?Shrink the scope: Can you take just five minutes to scribble a rough sketch in a notebook?You don't have to completely disrupt your routine. Sometimes you just need to insert creativity in a micro-form.
This last week, I didn't have the capacity to commit to a whole, finished drawing. But I wanted to get better at drawing noses. So, during and between meetings, I focused entirely on that. By the end of the week, I filled two and a half standard printer pages just practicing noses. I pursued micro-growth as an artist within my limited time, and I have a much better grasp of it now than I did on Monday.
Some weeks I focus on technical growth, some weeks I focus on a specific anatomy part, and other weeks I just draw for pure fun. And some weeks, if it's really not the right time for it, I don't force it at all.
Our time is limited. Not every free second has to be spent pursuing a single avenue of joy. I love to read, I love video games, and above all, I love spending time with my family. My family gets the first slice of my free time, and I squeeze in art, gaming, or reading into whatever micro-moments are left over.
My Invitation to You
What could you do differently in your day-to-day to squeeze a little bit of creativity in here and there?
Can you get a pack of sticky notes and commit to drawing just one sketch a day ? Toss them in a shoebox and watch them build up over time.Don't have time to read a whole chapter of a book? Can you read one or two paragraphs ? It’s not as satisfying as a full chapter, but it is something.We have to break out of the all-or-nothing mindset that keeps us paralyzed. Creativity isn't an all-or-nothing game. It’s about finding small, imperfect moments to create, however brief they may be.
Find those moments. I promise that as you build a small habit of capturing these micro-moments, you will experience an increase of genuine joy in your day.
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