It’s been kept a secret for years. Yet we as woman hide a lot of stuff because we love the person we are with even after it becomes too much we still try to fight and fight for what we know is true. You ask yourself why would God allow this to happen? The Bible says when two are brought together let no man separate, how is this true? Still no explanation as to why this happened and why my own husband that I am still madly in love with still to this day would choose another woman over his spouse.
Because they have hard times, misunderstandings, lies, disrespect, deceit or even other people in their ears? This has yet to be answered and now I am left to try and heal from something that has been happening ever since the day I met them. I don’t want to love again, I don’t want a man, I don’t want hatred or even negative feelings towards them or even about what has happened over and over behind closed doors. All I want is him to get help and God to heal my husband and heal my heart. This woman doesn’t even believe he’s legally married but who am I to say anything.
At this point I just want to raise awareness about having your own voice. Mental abuse, emotional abuse is the same thing as physical except you can’t see the scars. I miss him terribly and there is some things when you truly love someone you can’t just get over instantly. I did some hurtful things because I wanted him to finally understand how barely he continues to hurt me and the kids but it only made things worse. So all in all….
PEACE BE STILL! He’s never coming back because from day one his heart, mind, body and soul was with Samantha Susan Turley, he just decided to marry me all for show and to get her to see how easy he can leave her. AND we are STILL MARRIED! AND YES she is telling everyone she’s married to him, wears a ring and everything. Secrets tear people apart. The enemy had his eyes fixated on our relationship because we were happy, content, and inseparable but he proved otherwise. Now only GOD can bring my husband back, healed and delivered from his demons. Just pray for him and his safety. I will always be here for him because I love him no matter what but God forced me to keep quiet and let him FLY FREE.
Like Mariah Carey said in Butterfly “Now I understand to hold you, I must open up my hands and watch you fly.”
