Resurrection
I am dead
Yes I'm dead
A dead man walking
A dead man talking
Im dead with my resurrection slammed
Just a little help from anyone who else may have
Searching for freedom but bridged.
I desire life to the fullness
Yet
No hope
No hope
Because I'm dead.
I called my dad for help
He told me to be calm
But I'm dying
I called a friend to share my pain
He said
Chile
This phase shall pass you by
He promised to stand by me at this time
He promised to take up my bills for the main time
Yet my fears
My fears increased
I don't need your money to be calm
All I need is your time
All I need is your time
All I need is your attention
I need you to pay attention to every details of my word
Because I'm dying
I called for help in the neighborhood
No hands stretched forth to help
Scared of this silence because none can hear
My tears returned to my eyes
And my balls soaked in shame
Listen to me
I walked back to the past
where I stood with my heart dripping with blood.
This hurt so bad it hard to believe that
The past was filled with damaged impact
An ugly experience
I try harder to let go but am engulfed by its mistakes oh so hard to let go
All this played out in my head, my night was spent in frustration,
my sleepless night true a torment.
To a decree, I was restless, pointless, overwhelmed by the poverty I shared with my soul and my spirit broken
What a pity
But I look forward to a city
That can help
Yet my death is great
Because I'm dead
Yes I'm dead
Im dying
Im surprise
Im dying can't you see it
Im dying daily
Yet no man can feel it
My death
My death has no hand and leg yet it hurts so deep
Now I know my ignorance because the intention is death
Now I can speak out because I need to live again
Who can stop my decision
Im dead who can give me life
Oh now I can see the city
With a kingdom
Whose king is yahew
Please help me to live again because this is my death.
I have been choked up in my past
I need a resurrection.
Because none could offer me
Resurrection