On this week’s episode Carson and Brett begin by discussing the Vice documentary “Drunken Glory.” This leads them into inquiry on the usefulness of ecstatic states while on the path.  From there the conversation weaves its way through topics on drug experiences, pop culture and balls.  Yes, balls.  You might want to skip that part. \m/

"Strikes and Gutters" finds Carson and Brett speaking for the first time in a month, and with plenty of stories to tell.  Brett shares an experience of canines seemingly sent to clear his karma, and reunites with his father after a three-plus year hiatus. Carson takes a wild ride with the help of his new acupuncturist, and opens his new business from concept to customer ready in under a month.  All this, and GENERIC INTROOOOOOOOOO on this week's Seek and Destroy.  \m/ 

This episode finds Brett & Carson discussing the healing potential of earthing, while Brett recaps his experience with The Presence Process. The duo wraps up the episode working through a visual theory of equinimity based on a sine wave. Other topics include visits from Jehovah's Witnesses and skateboarder Rodney Mullen. \m/

In this episode, Carson's freshly broken arm opens up a discussion on working with pain, as well as a look at the psychoactive drug Ketamine. The pair continue to look at their family relationships as well as the idea of unconditional love.  Brett tells the story of integrating a powerful fear-based emotional charge, and the duo share their thoughts on the effect of the digital age on conscious evolution. \m/

In this episode of Seek and Destroy, Brett bares it all with a story about being driven into emotionally reactive behavior and Carson and Brett use this opportunity to explore Michael Brown’s “ICU” process.  Our anti-heros also get into discussions around the stages of conscious evolution, Ken Wilber's Pre/Trans Fallacy and some Louis CK comedy. \m/

This week’s episode takes a look at parenting from both sides, as Carson & Brett both discuss issues dealing with their own parents, leading to a discussion regarding Carson’s role as a parent to his own children. Further investigation into “The Presence Process” brings up an inquiry into the difference between reacting and responding. Brett accidentally hits his co-worker in the face with a ball of paper, Carson reflects on his time spent as a spiritual teacher, and a closer look is taken at “Westernized Yoga”. \m/

On this episode, Brett and Carson inquire into the spiritual value of cocaine, and evaluate week two of “The Presence Process”. Carson gives an update on his inability to apologize, and Brett reaches out to his father after being on non-speaking terms for three years. Wrapping up the episode, an inquiry into their goals on the spiritual path brings the duo into unexpected territory. \m/

The first episode of Seek and Destroy, “I’m Sorry”, finds Brett beginning Michael Brown’s “The Presence Process”, while Carson struggles with his inability to apologize.  Other topics include meditation experiences, mycology, Byron Katie’s “The Work”, grounding, and Carson’s background story. \m/