SeekingXO

You’ve been so patient, haven’t you?
Sitting there, listening to my voice like a good boy.

I know how badly you want to touch yourself.
But you won’t—
Not unless I say so.

You’re aching, aren’t you?
Just from hearing me say your name…

Mmm.
That’s adorable.

You don’t need much at all.
Just a whisper… a little praise…
Maybe the sound of my breath, right here in your ear.

There. That’s enough to make you twitch, isn’t it?
Poor thing.

I could let you touch yourself right now.
I could tell you to stroke it slow,
to imagine my fingers guiding yours.

But I won’t.

Because the way you whimper when you’re denied?
The way your whole body begs?
That’s the part I love the most.

You want to be good for me.
And being good means waiting.

So stay still.
Hands off.
Eyes closed.
And listen to me until I say you're allowed to come.

I promise…
It’ll feel so much better when you’ve earned it.

I don’t even know how we got here.

One second, I was teasing him—just a little, biting my lip, saying something smart...

And the next, I was on my back.

Legs spread.

Eyes barely open.

Whimpering.

He was deep inside me, slow and steady, one hand on my throat—not tight, just there. Just present.

The other cupping my cheek.
Like I was fragile. Like I was precious.

And the way he looked at me—God—
Like I was his whole world.

“Look at you,” he murmured. “Taking me so well.”

My whole body clenched.

I couldn’t stop it—my hips rolled up to meet him like I needed him deeper, fuller.

I needed to feel it.

Every word. Every inch. Every breath.

“You're such a good girl for me,” he said.

My eyes fluttered shut and I moaned—that filthy, helpless, broken kind of sound I only make when I’m completely gone for him.

And he just smiled.

“There she is,” he whispered. “My perfect, perfect girl.”

I could feel it happening—my body building to the edge again, my thighs trembling around him, nails digging into his back like I needed to hold on or float away.

“Come for me,” he said, voice low, rough, reverent.

“Show me how sweet you are when you fall apart.”

And just like that—

I did.

Shaking, crying out his name like it was a prayer, my whole body unraveling around him.

And he held me through all of it.
Kissing my forehead.
Whispering, “That’s my girl.”

Be still. Don’t say a word.
You wanted this, didn’t you?
Me, under your desk. Kneeling between your legs while you're on your little conference call.

Keep your mic off.
Or don’t.

I want them to hear your breath catch when I unzip your pants…
Feel your whole body tense when my lips wrap around you—
Slow. Wet. Patient.

I’ll suck just enough to make you shift in your chair.
Just enough to make you beg without speaking.

And when you come?
I’ll swallow every drop…
Smile sweetly…

And crawl back into my chair,
Like a good girl.

I'm going to experiment and play with audio content :D

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Love isn’t loud.
It’s the quiet things.
The coffee cup left full,
The blanket pulled higher in your sleep.

Love is breath between words,
Laughter at the wrong moment,

Eyes that linger when they don’t need to.

It’s the space between my fingers,
And how yours fit there—
Always,
Without question.

That’s how I love you.
Quietly.
Constantly.
In the things I never say out loud.

I'm back! In this episode, I cover the topic of solo dates and how EMPOWERING it is to be able to do them. I'm passionate about solo dates and I just want more people to embrace them too because urgh, it's so good. Enjoy!

PS: Below is the summary by ChatGPT that I was super impressed about lol.

Podcast Talk Track: Solo Dates

Introduction:

Section 1: Preparing Mentally for the Solo Date

Section 2: Timing Your Solo Date

Section 3: Arriving and Getting Seated

Section 4: How to Spend Time During the Solo Date

Section 5: Overcoming Challenges and Embracing Solo Dates

Section 6: Affordability and Budget-Friendly Options

Section 7: Dealing with the Fear of Being Judged

Conclusion:

Here it is. All the tea of what went down. Forgive my scatterbrain.. It's been an emotional week.

In this episode, I talk about why therapy is a good idea, when would therapy be a good idea, why I started, how and where to start, how to use your therapist, and when to stop therapy. I tacked on a few last minute questions that came in, so please be sure to listen to the actual end of the episode. Wanted to make sure I got to those :)

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Find me around!

IG: @seekingderrangement

Twitter: @seekingdamages