In this episode you get a look at why I got married the first time. Not only do you get to see a glimpse of parental pressure, religious pressure, and what competition really looks like inside of my head but you also get to see redemption. In this cast I also want you all to know and see that when you are young, dumb,  full of cum, and competitve how it all will backfire on you. With what I know now, I wish I could go back in time and maybe help myself, however I will never forget my wrong doings. My past has lead me to this healing and this type of honesty and transparency. I say all of that to say... it's hard to live in this life without good guidance and it's even harder to do it with your head up your own ass. 

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Detachment is hard... but what kind of detachment do you need to move forward? For me it's detaching from people and timelines. People will show you how much your hand is loosing from their tell's, like poker. I'm done playing poker I'm ready for transparency and vulnerability, real and sacred, trust and loyalty. 

                                   I want to be with the me who loves him who loves me!  

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Ohhh boy, it took me two weeks and ten or so different sets of recordings to get to this mental space. I have so much more to say about this situation, however it's pointless so this is what I was able to give. It is so important to believe in your power and not to allow anyone to take your power from you. You know who you are and if you don't then find that person, because that person is inside you. Fill yourself with the grace of love, honor, and respect... because no one else on earth will. When you put yourself in the lions mouth know that it may bite  your head off, but also know that it can make you braver then you have ever been before... you choose!!!!

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Clearly I have a lot of work to do on myself... I'm human, I am a goddess, I am rare.
This episode is showcasing my jealousy, misjudgements, and personal bias that have little to no relevance to really back up my thoughts. I touch on my past and show a little behind the curtain of who I am working to correct. In this episode I was hurting and my friend could not see the agenda his friend has not only for him, but what I feel she has for people in general.  My understand of this person is extremely limited and I do not know their heart. However after I met them, I got a chance to see their heart... still at a limited view and low and behold; spirit is never wrong. Thanks to the power of discernment I got to see her hell through her energy and her space. 

Internal alchemy part two will go into what I experienced and how I escaped a simple looking humble home that was full of evil, and the bruises I obtained fighting off said evil... to escape to a place of love, happiness, safety, peace!!!  Part 2 is crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!! 

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In this episode you will take a look at how poorly I currently communicate within my friend group. Due to the fact that I clearly don't get all my facts  straight at times nor do I ask enough questions: when he and I really sat down and talked we realized how poorly we communicate and we saw the lack of real openness. So I wanted to show how improper communication can lead to false thoughts and made up projections. I also wanted to show that if you are wrong its ok; however you still would need to go back and clean up your mess. I am working through the hardship of my own wrong doings in hope to reach limitlessness. 

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This is my first episode and I am choosing to do sound healing using ASMR and montra's on myself. I am doing this to improve my healing and to show myself how I sound when I am in a distressed state of thought. ASMR is Autonomous sensory meridian response, this is a tingling sensation that causes a pleasant form of paresthesia in witch creates a calming and pleasurable feeling in the head and spine area. 

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Intro to what to expect from a podcast that is just about one person's healing and the paths I'm choosing to use, as I find my way to sacred Love and redemption in my soul.

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