This week, Goldii gets rejected by every animal clinic in town (again), ends up at a Mennonite market for her birthday, pretends to understand a modern ballet, and decides to *offically* move in with her boyfriend.

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Another year, another road trip. Goldii made it to Austin and back, AC be damned, and she is here to tell the story. She celebrates her first birthday week after a slightly traumatic trip to the vet, and lets loose—looser than usual—in the name of celebration.

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Hey, Hi, Hello! Goldii reflects on the whirlwind month of writing, producing, directing, starring in, editing, and releasing her latest single and music video, "Be Honest." What started as a creative vision became a beautiful collaboration between Goldii and her incredible friends—proof that magic happens when passion meets community. This episode is a heartfelt recap of the process, the people, and the power of choosing joy. Because life gets a whole lot lighter when you let go and lean into happiness.

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Hey, Hi, Hello! In this week's episode, Goldii shares a simple yet powerful system for anyone who struggles with insecurity, feels anxious in relationships, or has trouble trusting themselves: The CUNT system. She takes you through four easy-to-follow steps that will help you regain control over your emotions and reactions. By building a stronger sense of self-worth and learning to trust yourself, you'll be better equipped to create healthier, more fulfilling relationships and live a life full of confidence and clarity. Whether you're dealing with self-doubt or just looking to deepen your connection with yourself, this episode has something valuable for you.

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This week, Goldii opens up about the challenges of being a deeply emotional person. She shares personal stories from her week of navigating intense emotions and reflects on how she works through the discomfort that comes with emotional intelligence.

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Welcome to the first episode of 2025! In this episode, Goldii shares a personal update on what she's been navigating this winter, reflects on her journey of personal growth, and opens up about a slightly embarrassing experience that taught her an important lesson: While it's totally normal to want to be understood, the hard truth is, not everyone’s gonna get you—and that's something you’ve got to learn to deal with.

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Everything seems chaotic and downright depressing lately. It's hard to ignore. This week's episode may not be the most uplifting, but is certainly honest about the state of the world.


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Goldii hits one year sober and muses on the lessons she's learned, the person she was, and the person she's become


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Catch up with Goldii this week after a month long hiatus. Burn out is a real b*tch, and on this week's episode Goldii talks about running on empty, depression, perspective and the societal pressures of being a woman in your early thirties. 
 
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There's a new addition to the farm this week: an eleven month old Great Dane puppy! The unofficial/official groundskeeper of the farm (a large male turkey named Corn) is not exactly thrilled by the newcomer, and has made it abundantly clear that he is willing to do whatever it takes to destroy her.