
Sign up to save your podcasts
Or


I’m starting a new paid subscriber drive — when Sick of this Shit Publications reaches 250 paid subscribers, I will release the full audio of Lento-Vivo to all subscribers. For every 50 additional paid subscribers I will release another recording (until I’ve run out of music to release)!
Thank you, Stephanie G Wilson, PhD for providing the artwork for this composition!
Meaning of the Music 🎵
Lento-Vivo is one of my favorite compositions — I hope you enjoy it as much as I do! This is also the first recording release I’ve ever done — I’m nervously excited.
Let me bring you back in time, 14 years, to 2011 — I was 21, in between my 3rd and 4th years of studying Music Theory and Composition while attending Carnegie Mellon University, and returning to Paris, France for my second year studying at a music-alliance program — I was ready to find my musical voice, my creative expression, and my own personality.
I was also taking influences from my surroundings — it’s hard not to when you have Nadia Boulanger’s student running the program and Claude Debussy’s piano sitting right under your fingertips — it was a creative’s dream — it was amazing. It influenced all of my compositions going forward. I wrote more music that summer than I ever have — I never felt more creative.
Lento-Vivo is an impressionistic composition combining pulsing rhythms, flowing melodies, and the interplay of 3 flutes singing in harmony (and dissonance). The piece itself is composed of 3 main tempos — Lento (slow), Vivo (fast), Lento (slow) — which create the structure for the melodic and rhythmic patterns.
The first section is a melodic counterpoint of voices weaving between the highs and lows of the flute’s range — a song of early morning sunrises and dew covered meadows.
The second section is a rhythmic counterpoint of voices cascading off of each other as the pounding beat builds in a crescendo of sound — a deer suddenly spooked in the morning fog and heart suddenly pointing in anticipation.
The third section is a return to the melodic counterpoint of the stillness and peace, bringing the story to a close — calmness and serenity set back in as the sun burns away the fog to reveal the openness and beauty of the surrounding landscape.
This is one of my favorites — it’s the closest I’ve ever come to capturing the essence of Claude Debussy’s impressionistic style where he told a story through his compositions — he made you feel, see, and understand the picture he was painting — my hope is Lento-Vivo did the same for you!
Thank you for listening and I hope you come back for more!
~ Nick Paro
Actions You Can Take
Sign the Petitions:
* Demand Congress Subpoena Key Figures on the Epstein Case
* Investigate Presidential Use of the Autopen for Pardons and Executive Actions
* Mandate that ICE agents show their face and identification
Submit questions and artwork for Nick and Walter to respond to and showcase on Notes of the Week:
* Sick of this Shit Community Comment Form
Support Ukraine:
* Donate towards generators
Call your public servants on important issues:
* 5calls.org
Join the efforts to unmask law enforcement:
* safedc.info
Learn empathy forward, human centered, experiment based Leadership & Growth Courses for Higher Ed & Non-Profit Professionals:
* B. Cognition Labs
Nick’s Notes
I’m Nick Paro, and I’m sick of the shit going on. So, I’m using poetry, podcasting, and lives to discuss the intersections of chronic illness and mental wellbeing, masculinity, veteran’s issues, politics, and so much more. I am only able to have these conversations, bring visibility to my communities, and fill the void through your support — this is a publication where engagement is encouraged, creativity is a cornerstone, and transparency is key — please consider becoming a paid subscriber today and grow the community!
~Nick Paro
Join the uncensored media at the 1A Collective
Support as a paid subscriber however you can — to help get you started, here are a few discounted options for you
* Forever at 50% off
* Forever at 60% off
A special thank you to those who are a part of the Sickest of Them All
~ Soso | Millicent | Courtney 🇨🇦 | Eric Lullove | Terry mitchell | Carollynn | Julie Robuck ~
For support, contact us at: [email protected]
Audio version of the Banner & Backbone AFBC!
Take advantage of today’s flash sale with 80% off your first year’s paid subscription!
To see the original:
* checkout Banner & Backbone on Substack:
* checkout Banner & Backbone on YouTube:
Thank you Shane Yirak, Tom Kudla, Debbie Hupp, P. J. Schuster, Rachel Hendricks, and many others for tuning into my live video with Stephanie G Wilson, PhD, Melissa Corrigan, she/her, Tara Devlin, Kristofer Goldsmith, and Banner & Backbone! Join me for my next live video in the app.
Nick’s Notes
I’m using poetry, podcasting, and Lives to discuss the intersections of politics, veteran’s issues, men’s issues, mental health, technology, and so much more. This is a reader supported publication where engagement is encouraged and transparency is key — please consider becoming a paid subscriber today and grow the community!
Engagement is the lock and you are the key!
Share this publication with all of those within your sphere of influence — restack, forward in emails, like, and spread to your other socials!
Support as a founding member!
With an annual pledge of $200, or more, you will receive an annually commissioned poem and podcast episode!
Support as a paid subscriber!
Special thanks to the Sickest of them all!
~ Soso | Millicent | Courtney 🇨🇦 | C. McGuire ~
For support, contact us at:
Thank you Jason Dyer, Jeji, Sandra, Freedombird, Karen Andrews, and many others for tuning into my live video! Join me for my next live video in the app.
Thank you Caro Henry, Tom Kudla, Linda Roberta Hibbs, Kat Lo, Sunny, and many others for tuning into my live video with Tim Fullerton and Lawrence Winnerman!
Special Note: Register for the FAFO50 event on 9/10 at 7:30pm ET
Support and spread awareness on a People powered initiative to redistrict California, and a first step in restoring representative democracy.
Nick’s Notes
I'm using poetry, podcasting, and Lives to discuss the intersections of politics, veteran's issues, men's issues, mental health, technology, and so much more. This is a reader supported publication where engagement is encouraged and transparency is key — please consider becoming a paid subscriber today and grow the community!
An Unexpected Ask for help
Engagement is the lock and you are the key!
Share this publication with all of those within your sphere of influence — restack, forward in emails, like, and spread to your other socials!
Support as a founding member!
With an annual pledge of $200, or more, you will receive an annually commissioned poem and podcast episode!
Support as a paid subscriber!
During the month of September (2025), become a paid subscriber today for 50% during your first year with a pledge of $2.50 monthly or $27.50 annually!
Special thanks to the Sickest of them all!
~ Soso | Millicent | C. McGuire ~
Thank you Caro Henry, Tom Kudla, Cat, Noble Blend, P. J. Schuster, and many others for tuning into my live video with Frederic Poag!
Join me every Monday-Thursday at 11am ET for the Sick of this Show.
Special Note
Go register for the FAFO50 event going on 9/10 at 7:30pm ET — support and spread awareness on a People powered initiative to redistrict California, and a first step in restoring representative democracy.
Nick’s Notes
I'm using poetry, podcasting, and Lives to discuss the intersections of politics, veteran's issues, men's issues, mental health, technology, and so much more. This is a reader supported publication where engagement is encouraged and transparency is key — please consider becoming a paid subscriber today and grow the community!
An Unexpected Ask for help
Engagement is the lock and you are the key!
Share this publication with all of those within your sphere of influence — restack, forward in emails, like, and spread to your other socials!
Support as a founding member!
With an annual pledge of $200, or more, you will receive an annually commissioned poem and podcast episode!
Support as a paid subscriber!
During the month of September (2025), become a paid subscriber today for 50% during your first year with a pledge of $2.50 monthly or $27.50 annually!
Special thanks to the Sickest of them all!
~ Soso | Millicent | C. McGuire ~
Thank you Frederic Poag, Caro Henry, Cryn Johannsen, Cat, Kevin McKinney, and many others for tuning into my live video with Qasim Rashid, Esq. and Lawrence Winnerman!
Banner & Backbone is running a forever 50% sale — Not In Our Names
Join as a monthly subscriber to help generate a recurring contribution to end the holocaust being perpetrated, by Israel, in Palestine.
Nick’s Notes
I'm using poetry, podcasting, and Lives to discuss the intersections of politics, veteran's issues, men's issues, mental health, technology, and so much more. This is a reader supported publication where engagement is encouraged and transparency is key — please consider becoming a paid subscriber today and grow the community!
An Unexpected Ask for help
Engagement is the lock and you are the key!
Share this publication with all of those within your sphere of influence — restack, forward in emails, like, and spread to your other socials!
Support as a founding member!
With an annual pledge of $200, or more, you will receive an annually commissioned poem and podcast episode!
Support as a paid subscriber!
During the month of September (2025), become a paid subscriber today for 50% during your first year with a pledge of $2.50 monthly or $27.50 annually!
Special thanks to the Sickest of them all!
~ Soso | Millicent | C. McGuire ~
Thank you Caro Henry, Dana DuBois, Rick Kohut, cynmac, Samantha Paige (she/they), and many others for tuning into my live video with Ellie Leonard, Frederic Poag, and Lawrence Winnerman! Join me for my next live video in the app.
Nick’s Notes
I'm using poetry, podcasting, and Lives to discuss the intersections of politics, veteran's issues, men's issues, mental health, technology, and so much more. This is a reader supported publication where engagement is encouraged and transparency is key — please consider becoming a paid subscriber today and grow the community!
An Unexpected Ask for help
Engagement is the lock and you are the key!
Subscribe to the publication (all content is free, but those paid and founding subscriptions keep me able to do this work)
Share this publication with all of those within your sphere of influence — restack, forward in emails, like, and spread to your other socials!
Support as a founding member!
With an annual pledge of $200, or more, you will receive an annually commissioned poem and podcast episode!
Support as a paid subscriber!
During the month of September (2025), become a paid subscriber today for 50% during your first year with a pledge of $2.50 monthly or $27.50 annually!
Special thanks to the Sickest of them all!
~ Soso | Millicent | C. McGuire ~
Thank you cynmac, Susan Theriault, Kay Smith, Kelley, LittleLT, and many others for tuning into my live video with Rick Herbst and Lawrence Winnerman! Join me for my next live video in the app.
Nick’s Notes
I'm using poetry, podcasting, and Lives to discuss the intersections of politics, veteran's issues, men's issues, mental health, technology, and so much more. This is a reader supported publication where engagement is encouraged and transparency is key — please consider becoming a paid subscriber today and grow the community!
An Unexpected Ask for help
Engagement is the lock and you are the key!
Subscribe to the publication (all content is free, but those paid and founding subscriptions keep me able to do this work)
Share this publication with all of those within your sphere of influence — restack, forward in emails, like, and spread to your other socials!
Support as a founding member!
With an annual pledge of $200, or more, you will receive an annually commissioned poem and podcast episode!
Support as a paid subscriber!
During the month of September (2025), become a paid subscriber today for 50% during your first year with a pledge of $2.50 monthly or $27.50 annually!
Special thanks to the Sickest of them all!
~ Soso | Millicent | C. McGuire ~
Please join us every Tuesday and Thursday at 4pm ET for discussions on the Nat-C threat attacking the U.S. — Tuesday, more discussion on Pete Hegseth and a sermon from his church.
Thank you The Bathrobe Guy 👘, julie elder, Soso, tecolote42, Susan Theriault, and many others for tuning into my live video with Lisa Joy 💜🏳️🌈!
Nick’s Notes
I'm using poetry, podcasting, and Lives to discuss the intersections of politics, veteran's issues, men's issues, mental health, technology, and so much more. This is a reader supported publication where engagement is encouraged and transparency is key — please consider becoming a paid subscriber today and grow the community!
An Unexpected Ask for help
Engagement is the lock and you are the key!
Subscribe to the publication (all content is free, but those paid and founding subscriptions keep me able to do this work)
Share this publication with all of those within your sphere of influence — restack, forward in emails, like, and spread to your other socials!
Support as a founding member!
With an annual pledge of $200, or more, you will receive an annually commissioned poem and podcast episode!
Support as a paid subscriber!
During the month of September (2025), become a paid subscriber today for 50% during your first year with a pledge of $2.50 monthly or $27.50 annually!
Special thanks to the Sickest of them all!
~ Soso | Millicent | C. McGuire ~
It’s the Knights of the Rainbow Table coming in to your day to spread our love to the world — oh, and banning “Cash Flow Collective” for being a stupid prick (he’s worth a block). Don’t come into my live asking dumb AI-generated questions.
Today’s overall topic — RFK, Jr. and how he’s a big old bag of brain-worm eating dicks. I hope he has the day he truly deserves.
Thank you Dana DuBois, Chester B., Noble Blend, john king (MY HUMBLE OPINION), and many others for tuning into my live video with Jacob Summers and Lawrence Winnerman! Join me for my next live video in the app.
Nick’s Notes
I'm using poetry, podcasting, and Lives to discuss the intersections of politics, veteran's issues, men's issues, mental health, technology, and so much more. This is a reader supported publication where engagement is encouraged and transparency is key — please consider becoming a paid subscriber today and grow the community!
An Unexpected Ask for help
Engagement is the lock and you are the key!
Subscribe to the publication (all content is free, but those paid and founding subscriptions keep me able to do this work)
Share this publication with all of those within your sphere of influence — restack, forward in emails, like, and spread to your other socials!
Support as a founding member!
With an annual pledge of $200, or more, you will receive an annually commissioned poem and podcast episode!
Support as a paid subscriber!
During the month of September (2025), become a paid subscriber today for 50% during your first year with a pledge of $2.50 monthly or $27.50 annually!
Special thanks to the Sickest of them all!
~ Soso | Millicent | C. McGuire ~
From the publisher's feed