In this episode we are talking about a lot of things I am finally getting more comfortable in talking about my ileostomy surgery that came with my fifth endometriosis surgery that was 8.5 hours. Along with my long hospital stay twice with the ileostomy reversal that at the time we did not know if it was going to be reversed. The trauma that comes with not only not having the proper education that I needed prior to having the ileostomy, but the backlash that comes with having a chronic illness and getting extremely sick. I’m also addressing many things that are happening in my life along with mental health, touching on IVF, but I will get into that more . The grief of having a chronic illness and the cycle that comes with having a chronic illness, not only mentally physically but emotionally as well as our first local support group taking off along with a meet and greet that is happening very soon. I am so excited and just shout out to some amazing endo sisters . I hope everyone enjoy and I’ll be back to my normal schedule and I hope this gives a little bit of clarity on why I have not posted as much as I have been and I am back now so there will be another episode coming up very shortly .