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Correction: 1997 not 1977
Hey there I'm Scott and this is tangents.
Well this could be a long one although I
I have like seven pages worth of notes and sometimes that means
I've gone for like two hours from half a
I really genuinely can't but we'll see.
Today is as I'm recording this the 16th of September 2025, 1736, not that
I'm still in Tokyo for another few days.
It's Tuesday.
I'm
I have to say I can't believe I can't
Well I guess this is just how things go.
You know things seem
Seems like it was
It's spent like two months out of the country and now I'm
It's actually more held.
Completely
I shaved yesterday
I'm not a fan of it.
But annoyingly I really think it's
Like it looks good.
It actually, it looks good.
My friend
And it does.
It actually does, but it bothers me.
And you know, it like it
I look at it in the mirror and I'm like, fuck, it
It does look good.
I wish the suit didn't look good too.
Because I hate wearing a suit.
And yet when you're wearing a suit, you look better.
You feel better.
And I just, yeah,
Not that this is anything at all to
So again, since this is going to be potentially long,
So today, I'm calling this one words have meaning or maybe
But I feel like I'm just luring my words sometimes.
But words have meanings
And this one is basically a friend a couple days ago mentioned that he's
And these insults were things like people calling people
And
And so, you know, it gives him a little pause and gives him a little time to sort
And consider what is actually like the underlying thing there.
And so, I want to talk a little bit about these and in practice, I think there are several
And one of these problems is that there are people who genuinely just throw around words
People just throw
And it's very annoying because when people do this, it dilutes the meaning of the words,
I wish
And then similarly, and closely related, a lot of people don't know
Sometimes also deliberately throw
Not that they're necessarily trying to obfuscate the meaning of the words,
And like a common one, right versus
If you look at the history of these terms, and it's very complicated, but the history of
And in the national assembly, people would sit
In the left wing, based on sort of whether they were in support of the
And in the left wing,
And that's where that originally came from.
It's of course
There's a lot to it beyond that.
It gets more complicated.
And again, also, this is only one dimension, and there are many, many
But I think most importantly, people really don't have any
And when I say this, I mean, most people that you talk to, especially in the
government is supposed to work.
But in terms of political theory, most people have no idea what socialism is, or communism,
And, you know, what is conservatism? It's an interesting problem.
And I'm going to get into some of those in a minute.
But like socialism is just like the social
So like, if there's a factory, and the factory has a bunch of
And then they get to decide what to do, and they get to put their
Whether that's reinvesting,
Another system of economics that you can use is capitalism,
And they get to decide, you know, okay, I'm going to hire these people,
And
It's mine.
Yeah, it's not my favorite system.
Let's just say.
But people don't really understand, like they throw around these terms, socialist capitalists,
A lot of people, like one of the that I really get
And when I say right wingers, I don't actually even mean
A lot of people, I think, just do not evaluate and do not really understand, and they have
So that's all complicated.
So in that, I really think a lot of people who consider themselves to be right wingers,
They're like culturally raised that way.
A lot of people who consider themselves
Often, like when I throw it around, I'm talking about neoliberals,
It's interesting that they get people, if you explain that to people,
One, the overton window in the
It's shifted so far to the right
And the window that people see
And in fact, they're absolutely, absolutely right of
And again, also, like there are many
The funny thing is also, of course, if you actually go to the
Like,
Of course,
And, yeah, maybe, like, put some regulation,
But when people really
The Republicans are radical,
Radical, crystal fascist, anarcho-capitalists.
I'll get into what that
They are absolutely radical.
They're not interested in
They're not interested, and other than the, without getting a little bit too
They're racist, horrible, kind of people.
I'm just, like, the juxtaposition between that and destroying the environment and thinking, like,
Not having any
The party is not conservative, and it annoys me to know in that
So anyway, that's, it's
And I think the broader problem here, and the thing that is really important to
And, you know, this is, if you actually look at what the parties stand for, not necessarily
They don't align,
This has been very well studied, but it's between zero correlation,
And one of the things that's kind of eerie when you start
Well, I guess she was like Hillary Clinton, she did the Goldwater thing,
2020, I almost didn't because, frankly, Biden, before he was
That's a basically direct quote,
He's somebody who is
He said, row went too far as recently as 2024,
This is another thing, because, you know, people like to throw around lives and call themselves
The neoliberal consensus
So Republicans and Democrats,
They don't really,
That was one of the problems
You know, lots of things,
It's something that is just like a service that we pay for
It's a free thing, free public, or free
Obviously, things cost money, but for the end user, it is free.
There are so many
Everything has to make money.
Everything has to have revenue come in and, you know, the amount that's coming in has to
Using sidewalks, walking on the road, driving, things like this, free to the end user.
And, you know, it's just, it's just wild.
So the Democrats under Bill Clinton absorbed
And I've talked about this before, but the thing about means testing, the thing about having
It doesn't actually save money.
If you actually look at the amount of time and money and effort put into determining like,
It's like public transit.
It costs more very generally to run the tolls and do all of this kind of
And the amount that you take in from tolls, it doesn't actually cover any
You know, it's significant amount of money, but the amount of
So anyway, coming back, we have this really big, kind of awful, false division
And again, remember the parties don't represent people.
And if you, if you take away
But many, many
But if you take away the labels and you look at policy positions
I think I
But I think we should all kind of think about each issue and
Like be open to the possibility that you think,
And then be open to the idea of,
And if somebody does need it, but for some reason, you know, like their situation
And they've suddenly lost their job or had to, you know, something happened and suddenly
Who is the decide who needs what? That's a massive thing.
Who
And, you know, this kind of thing, like it gives you a terrible situation
You'll have people who are against it because they're
And you'll also leave people out, you'll
And I mean, if you know anyone who has a disability and they're in
It's a pitence.
And not only is it a pitence, but thanks to the welfare reform and giant air quotes and all of this,
Plenty of people who are disabled
And, you know,
They're not able to keep any savings.
They're not able to work.
It's a funny thing because we have means testing and we have this stuff that is like,
If you taper it off, it's a little bit better, but if you just give it
So in doing that, you're giving a false
You're actually like, the system is set up through these things that are
They're actively punished for trying to work.
But anyway, getting back in this false division,
I'm not saying that all air quotes conservators are watching
Obviously things are much broader than that,
The plenty of people never
They're presenting something that is utterly, utterly incongruous, both with each other
They're presenting existential threats, and this existential
I don't think that's a, well, it shouldn't be a really controversial statement.
Unfortunately,
But nonetheless, in both cases, you have people saying you have to vote for so-and-so because
And in one case, maybe it's more true than the other,
And I don't think that's, you know, I don't think
No, he's a fucking racist.
And I mean,
It's really fucking annoying to me, that people just, I don't know.
I don't even want to get into that, but it's, it's annoying.
But you have to vote for Biden,
And then you have the other ones going, well, you know, you don't align
And it's funny, too, because the ways that they suggest Biden is so bad is they're like,
And first off, I wish, if the Democrats were the people that the
If they were actually socialists
But in reality, you know, a lot of the reasons
A lot of them are things
They're both interested in funneling shit tons of money back into
You know, I mean, you had Harris at the debate stage arguing with Trump
And it's extraordinarily, like it should be a planetary
And instead, you have the two major parties in this country arguing with each other
I mean, both of them are trying
That's who these people are.
And because you have this
It makes it very difficult for people to actually rationally sit
But actually, you know, is, is Harris this bad that you have to vote for somebody
And the fact that, like, out of 330 million people,
Just to be extremely, extremely blunt there.
But anyway, I think the worst thing about it is
And this is, this is again, like, one of these things about these
It's one of the reasons why I almost called this trigger words.
Because if I say certain words,
If I say that Trump is a racist, a lot of people will
Because I don't know, he's not a, he's a fucking racist, like both.
It's kind of funny, because it's also, like, he's an open-over racist.
You know, it's not,
Just the current stuff
Biden also a racist.
And I would even go so far as to say that Harris,
And I'm going to talk a little bit more about what that means.
But it's something that, you know,
I'm saying more, like,
And part of that is also
And so both of
It's kind of a, they're, I mean,
And it's
It's kind of interesting that they're all so similar in this regard, especially when
It's, I always, this is not in my notes, but this is something I always think of that,
You know, you have this situation where, you know,
I'd say both hang out the same bars
They do the same things.
They're all
They're putting on a show.
And within the
So at
I know more about the Democrats than their Republicans, but,
At one point, it was Joe Lieberman.
At one point, it was hereston cinema and then it's somebody else and, you know,
It'll be somebody and there's always somebody there to point to,
It's kind of a fucking show.
And when you start seeing it as a show, it gets really obvious that
So anyway, coming back to my notes and what I wanted to talk about.
So one of the
And so like, you'll get people
People, people, because obviously
We used to know that being a
And now, now you get people on the Fox News saying that they're a Nazi,
We're reclaiming the word or some bullshit like that.
But anyway,
And how lots of things that we do that don't necessarily seem overtly racist are racist
And they're real danger.
Again, it's easy to see the overt
But it's the subtle stuff that actually ends up being really difficult.
That doesn't mean that the over the top stuff, you know, like somebody lynching somebody
But those are things that you can kind of point to and it's more
Whereas the things that a lot of people, I would even argue,
They're not necessarily
Another one that is really like people get very reactive to is to be told
And I know that the problem is with this.
And I think people sit there
And I'm sure you, I'm sure that's true.
I'm sure, you know, you've had a lot of difficulties.
I'm sure things are not going as
I'm sure, you know, you could be doing a lot better.
But the thing
Whereas people who are not white,
And you can argue, like, oh, no, it's not.
The things that we're
You can look at the statistics.
It's very clear.
Look at any job and
And then look at the actual decomposition
It's very clear that there's some very strong bias there.
It's not subtle.
It's not at all subtle.
And this also doesn't mean that our lives are perfect.
It doesn't mean
But it does mean
And the thing also, I mean, here's one that I see a lot of people get very reactive to.
Racism requires systematic power structure and differential.
And again, this is going to be very
And, yeah, I'm just resurfacing it.
Don't get shut down and don't get reactive here.
But you cannot be racist in the United States against white people.
You can be prejudiced,
But to actually be racist requires that power structure.
And the power
The history is not there for that.
You would have to have a massive revolutionary change in order for that to be something that was even
And again, like, you know, I get the, you could be like, oh, but, but,
It's not a thing.
And I understand that you may think it is, but the accusations of that and the idea that that is
And part of this comes to something called Darvo.
Darvo is
And this, this was created by, uh, or not created by,
I was, it was kind of on gaslighting, and it's this tactic that abusers will often use,
Um, and, and when you do this, you're muddying the waters and you're confusing
Fulls complexity is a massive
It's one of the things that protects is real a lot because right now,
I would say unambiguously, um, at least probably 600,000
And, uh, yeah,
I don't even want to get into that, but it's not complicated.
If you, it's one of these
And when you start looking at it, it's like, oh, well, there's actually one group
And there's a group that does not.
You have one group that has like a super modern
There's one group that does not.
They have improvised weapons, they have, you know, very
Now, if you look at, like, how many,
If you look at pictures of Gaza has been leveled, like, just absolutely decimated.
And,
They even, if you take out the current,
You have one group, and this is a thing that you could have seen,
And then you have
You have one group who live under, uh, you know,
If you, if you search for that, that's a cool one.
Uh, that Israel was doing
Um, and then you have another group that just is completely
There's no, that the power imbalance is
And when you start having that and you start using this Darvo, uh, you are
Um, you can, uh, and I'm, I'm trying
And
And to think maybe maybe some of this stuff that you've been told is a little bit bullshit.
Maybe maybe some of this stuff is actually just the tool of people who are doing the oppression.
And some of it is like, it's an interesting thing about this because it's not like,
But a lot of this kind of stuff
It's like an external magnetic
And they end up doing things that seem kind of coordinated.
They seem like there's almost
Um, so one of the big examples of Darvo is
So affirmative action is basically just to, uh, to try to level the,
You're trying to take things where there are existing biases, where there are existing
And I have, um, I think it's going to
We'll be this old cartoon, um, that's basically showing, um, I guess
And, uh, it's, it's showing three different people standing, watching the
And there's a fence.
One of the people's short, one is going to medium height and one of
And, uh, on the left hand side, you have equality, which is the thing that, like,
It doesn't matter.
It sounds like, oh, everything is fair, everything
And the one that's kind of medium height, they're struggling on it,
And then the short person is screwed out of seeing the game.
And then on the other side, you have equity.
And in this case, the tall person gets to see the game.
The medium height person standing on a crate, they can see the game.
And the short person,
That is what DEI is trying to achieve.
Now, there's also, uh, people have extended this and
And then we
And then you don't need the crates, uh, which would be ideal.
And,
And until you have massive, overhauls of society, um, you need to do something about this.
And if you don't do it, uh, then you end up with the person who can't see the game.
It's, it's a massive, massive problem.
And it's one of these things also, like the, in this picture,
And reality is a lot more complicated, because systematic and, uh, oppression is not something
It's something that you can measure.
You can see statistically
And certain groups can advance
But you can't really see it.
You can't really see
Um, you have to, you have to do some work.
And because of that, it makes it
Like, people who,
The medium height person is kind of like,
Um, they sort of know, they, they're pretty, yeah, it's there.
The tall person is like, well, what's the problem? Yeah.
You have to, you have to do work.
If
And this is, this is just so
And it's such a thing that, um, yeah, and I'm not, I'm not trying to say,
But white supremacy is built so much into the American culture that
I would rather call it that because American, the Americas or North
But it's
And you don't realize, and you don't understand
Uh, it's very easy not to know that if you're, yeah, if you're white, you can be
You can be Joe Biden or Donald Trump.
And it's one of the things actually about these two,
They are mediocre, racist, old white dudes who have their entire lives
Both of them, uh, Trump has lost a billion
Biden has done so much harm and so many terrible things.
He lost
He, you know, like, I mean, he got us here.
And yet, and yet they're both,
And then I, I will say, also,
But one thing you can say about Obama is he was exceptional.
He was, you know, his whole life had to be exceptional, had to be so much better than either of
And even then, you know, gets the chance, the chance to bullshit treatment.
Even then gets, uh, called BO by people who definitely are not racist by the way.
But anyway,
You have to be either through luck or probably through practice and
And this gets into this, again, myth of air quotes reverse racism
And it did, you get a little anecdote here, but years ago,
But he wanted to be a firefighter.
And he went in and did his interview, prepared all that kind of stuff.
And when he was there, he was explaining that the guy who interviewed him also a white dude
And the thing is, A that's not true, B, I'm trying that the, I feel like
But, you know, D.I.
and affirmative action,
It means you're doing what you can
And it also for a job like being a firefighter, where there are way more applicants than
And this guy, this racist guy that was doing the interviewing, is throwing this thing out about
and he's getting to tell so many other mediocre white dudes who probably,
It's not because they weren't the best candidates,
It's because somebody who's
And the reality is, if you look at
But if you look at the population,
It's kind of interesting.
And then you kind of go through
And then you start digging in and you're sort of like, well, why is that? Why?
They have intrinsic biases.
Some of those are not even, you know,
But there's a lot of stuff that is very subtle, but you don't even notice that, you know,
And this actually goes a crop like,
Or, you know, you'll have a higher standard for the black person than the white
Again, it's not that you are necessarily like overly militantly racist.
It's just that we
And also, you think you're being fair.
You think you're being
And if you're one of the people who wins, you have this thing called,
If you're one of the people who wins, you think, oh, it's me.
I'm actually good or things are fine.
And this is one way actually where black people who end up
But they're doing
And it's, it's a really fucked up thing.
We do this all the time.
It's, you know, survivorship bias.
You look at people who go through a process.
And that process
Maybe has some kind of uneven odds.
And the people who win
The people who lose, you're like, they kind of suck.
And people looking at them think that people who win are just more qualified than the people who
When in reality, a lot of it is just sort of genetic lottery kind of stuff.
And when I say that, I mean, you know, how, like, what family did you end up in? What situation
And there's one of those things also where
It's really
You know, it's really easy.
And even if you think about it and
But then a minute later,
And it's just like, it's not there again.
You have to
And especially, especially if you're white because you're, you're just, you know,
And you don't feel all the little, all the little things pushing
And so if you're not actively looking for it, you're not going to see
It's, it's, it's a very big problem.
So anyway, this is, this is one of the ways where
When in reality, they're just sort of telling people who we're not going to get the job anyway,
And it helps also the, the culture is set up so that
So, you know, a lot of people are poor
And so there must not be, you know,
And in reality, it's just that, you know, you being white is not part of why you're in
It's not part of why you face the challenges that you have.
Despite what
So anyway,
And
Like, I am, this is not my domain of expertise.
There
I'm just kind of like a amateur.
So I'm
Some of the things that might say declaratively may have some
So race is a made up concept.
It is, it is purely fiction.
It was made up and especially like
And there's no genetic basis for it.
There's not even,
So like phenotype and get the, the calipers out and
It's not, it's just not a thing.
It's a purely fictional concept.
And this actually makes you wonder, like, well, Scott, you're making the whole episode about
And yes, I am.
And the reason that
It actually matters.
It's like money doesn't exist.
Money is just a fictional
It's just made up.
But whether you have a high score in your bank account or not,
Just like that, whatever your race is, not a real thing,
So
And it was done for a variety of reasons.
But one was that people who were
Although this is
It's not that you're Spanish or Irish or German or whatever you're just white.
It's part of the
It is a thing that people made to create this artificial hierarchy,
It's kind of interesting because when you look at the
This is going to, this will probably be controversial
No, they're not compared to a billionaire.
Though the wealthiest person you know,
They're actually poor
They have, they're as close to being completely broke
You get that person who, again, is poor to suppress and Oprah's and exploit the people under
They don't have to be
It's really easy for people to understand that landlords are a villain.
You can look at
You don't have to give somebody
You don't have to give somebody like a nice house or a couple houses or whatever.
You just give them the idea of whiteness.
You give them the idea that, yeah, you're poor,
Probably is basically
They're basically at the same level.
They're basically
This is really
It's like the old saying, like a poor white person is more in common with a poor
So you get people who have no
It's really dangerous, but it's also something that I think, and I hope you can open your
Maybe it's those people that we should be looking at.
So again, it's a fake concept,
You have to talk about it.
You have to
It's something that really makes a big difference.
It's something that I'm not going to say.
It's like the biggest thing in any of our lives,
Again, it doesn't mean that automatically you're going to be successful
If you're white and really against you,
Anyway, this brings up white supremacy, and it's really easy again.
This is one of the things that I'm trying to make as the theme to this, but it's really easy to
Somebody who is
That's an extreme,
Those people are definitely malignant,
The thing that
Like when you're unaware of stuff, you don't realize what you're doing
You don't realize the judgments you're making, you don't realize the biases that you have,
They affect a lot of stuff, and your life, they determine
They determine things like you're going to
They determine
It's also something that really makes a
The people who are most responsible for it are us.
They're not like, again, the David
And so this gets into this idea of like, what is an agent of white supremacy?
But the thing is, there are a lot of black people who are
There are a lot of black people who are sitting there and propagating these
And I don't just mean the people who are sort of like, you know, clownishly pick me kind of
I mean, like, people who think that they're doing a good thing.
People who think that they are
And they're in this position.
And, you know, it's that
It's that, you know, I was much better.
And so, everyone else who looks like me
And blah, blah, blah.
That's a massive, massive problem.
And it's a massive area
And you can also get kind of false reassurance from people because you'll get people who look
And they tell you certain things.
And you don't realize that partly they are just
Or the opposite
So it's very much actually also like misogyny.
And that, you know, like, there are lots of women who are actively agents of misogyny,
You have to, you know, just because you're a
And it doesn't mean also that you're not sitting there saying, oh, you know,
And you can't do that.
And then when you do it,
Just because they happen to be in your category does not mean
It's, it's, it's part of how this stuff works.
And it's also
There are other people who are experts
But I mean, look, look at their material,
So one, and I think, you know, again, this is just an important thing to the really unpack
Like,
If you're
It takes a lot of effort.
This also gets to, you know, and this is something that just drives me to fucking bonkers,
There aren't no fucking blue lives.
Black lives are an actual thing and black lives matter
It's basically got to implicit
And the reason that you have to say it is because the implicit bias and the systematic
People who lynch
It's just the way things are in the U.S.
and not seeing that, not accepting it is actively perpetuating it.
It's something that you have to
It would just
This is kind of abstract, but people look at me and even if I'm fucking up,
They tend to assume like, oh Scott
And yeah he just he made a hiccup there,
And then if you imagine in contrast you have a black woman who may have actually
People see her do that and they focus on the
They assume that she's not qualified.
They assume that she got
This is one of these things.
It's like, it even better
I'm allowed to get heated, I'm allowed to get
I'm allowed to be upset.
But if a black woman gets just like a little bit elevated,
It's even briefly uses like a change in tone.
Suddenly she becomes
And this is again like it's not, it's not allowed.
You have
Straight jacket on you.
And I can you like you don't notice it
The person in that position definitely knows it.
Now you can ask her,
But if you're just watching from afar, you don't see it.
You don't know it
So anyway, I think hopefully that's enough on that.
Again, other sources are better than me.
I will
I'm sure, but it's something that I think I think we all need to know.
And I'm
Maybe you won't be quite so triggered and you'll
The people you
And not just another random white dude.
But again, I think sometimes
That's that's my hope.
That's that's why I'm why I'm like an hour talking about it.
So getting on on other words, like fascism is a system of government marked by centralized authority
Obviously there are many other
You can go through another dictionary.
This is a pretty good one.
I think it's fine.
I think it's good enough as a first order approximation.
And when I say Trump is a fascist,
And it's frankly, and I understand, like, I feel like I'm talking
I'm sorry.
I'm saying it this way because I'm not trying to be condescending just
And yet it's, I can feel you shutting down and pushing back and just like reacting
Go through the list of stuff that
It's extremely, extremely blatant and obvious.
He's very clearly seeking
He's very clearly a capitalist.
He's strictly controlling
He's imposing all kinds of economic controls.
He's taking percentages of companies.
He's doing all of these fucking things.
He's sending beliefs and the military and to violently
He's making this idea that, you know, like, oh, crime is rampant.
And so we
Again, crime in the US, US is a more dangerous country than a lot of
But crime is very low.
Like it is an extremely safe country.
Your perception
But people are
It's genuinely not.
The odds, if you don't
But in reality, you know, by and large, you can live your entire life and you probably will
It's not something that
That's the perception people have.
But the reality is actually things are
So he pushes that idea and then uses that as justification to send
He's blatantly
The fact that he even have to say that is motto is literally America first.
Like that's this.
You can't get any more nationalistic than that.
Also, I mean, this is a motto
It's a motto for the
Nativeists, you might do some math on that.
Does not mean indigenous people
It was a motto used by the KKK and length of 1930s.
It was very closely
And in fact, again with fascism, like Hitler and the
And this is not me like speculating on this,
Very heavily inspired by things like Jim Crow,
Things like the Indian
Eugenics was another thing
A lot of, it's easy to focus on Trump and the Republicans,
It's a country that I always, I'm nervous about
The US is kind of what would have happened
Because there was a genocide on a scale of again hundreds and millions of
Like we don't know the exact numbers because there were no censuses and
It wasn't just like land that
It was a massive, now in some of it was disease,
A lot of it was very deliberate.
A lot of it was
forcing them to dress like the settlers, forcing them to adopt the settler religions,
It's an extremely scary thing when you start realizing that, you start thinking
If you would have been able to destroy a group of people and things
And again, like Hitler and people there, we're open about that.
They literally
It's not like me saying it.
So, the thing about this is just, it's not
The Trump is a fascist.
It's not ambiguous that his party is a crystal fascist party.
His party, and the crystal fascism is just sort of like the intersection of essentially a brand
The people who kept talking about that the most are the Christians who talk about how oppressed
You know, the US, like it's majority
And they talk about how oppressed they are.
It's such a fucking Darvo thing,
It's really ridiculous.
And it's, again,
It's so fucking obvious.
I wish that you would fucking see it.
The party is also anarcho-capitalist.
So it's going to sound like, you know, what is anarch?
We had, in some sense, the companies and the country
Those are, are things.
But also, like the anarcho-capitalism is that the
You know, they don't want to have to deal.
They might,
And the country is like embedded
But at the same time, in, in, in archo-capitalism, they don't have like
They don't want to have to deal with that
Don't want to have to deal with things like food safety.
Things that cost money and take time.
And, you know, it's annoying to actually have to control
So
You know, let's just not have any consequences for people who just
And who cares if they poison people,
So that is essentially what they are.
And, you know,
It says they're seeking to develop and maintain, and this is that my language, but you know,
Like, this is stuff.
They literally openly say, um, and it also, you know, I guess, I don't
But, um, these are, these are not just like names.
I'm not just like throwing insults of people.
I'm not just like saying, oh, you're a fascist.
And that doesn't mean anything.
No, I'm saying Trump is a fascist.
And by the definition of a fascist,
He checks every single box.
And no uncertain terms.
Like, absolutely.
It's not even, it's not ambiguous.
It's not like there's a question about it.
It's not the
And the fact that people react so strongly is extremely frustrating for me, because,
No, it is language.
It is the correct
And, you know, the fact that I even have to argue this or to talk about
And it is one of these things where like, you know, like, people
Um, but, you know, like, the guy that came up with Godwin's law,
And then he also said,
And, I mean,
Like, that's, that's who he is.
It's not like, I'm just like randomly pulling out the Hitler comparison
I'm not just making shit up.
I'm not, you know, like, you can look up that definition.
You can look it up from another source.
And you make the list.
And, you know, you can go through
And, um, or eugenics,
And you go through that list.
And it's pretty objective.
It's pretty clear.
So I, I wish the, um, but I do wish people would not throw around these terms.
I wish people
And I wish people would consider that if you're throwing them around
But I also want you to understand, um, calling him a fascist is not just me
Um, calling him a white nationalist is not just me, like,
Calling him a crystal fascist, calling him
You know, these are, these are descriptive terms.
They're not just insults.
And, and I, I'm just, I don't know, I just am hoping I am attired.
I'm really tired of having to
You know, it's like, I feel like I'm arguing that the sky is blue with a bunch
And I was like, why the fuck? Why do I always have to spend so much time explaining that
You know, I mean, just like, at a first order approximation,
Like, it's, it's not a question.
It's not like, well, is the sky really,
I'm really
I'm tired of bad face, too.
This is, I don't mean to keep harping on Charlie Kirk
I know he's not decent or was.
And not a good guy.
He, but the damage that he and people like him have done to, like,
And, and also, like, you have this situation where, um, that this will be the last thing I
But, you know, like, you have the person who's getting heated,
And if the person who's very calm is sitting there
If somebody's saying a bunch of racist shit and sexist shit and nativist shit and all of this
Yeah, it's, it's a very twisted kind of sick, um, gross thing.
It really is.
If it, which is not the say that like being emotional is always the right thing,
They're a big part of, um,
And this idea that somehow you're going to just be disconnected from them and that, in addition to that,
It is
And sometimes that gun is verbal and that gun is like saying, oh,
People tend to get emotional about that kind of stuff,
And when they do get emotional about that
And, and again, like, this is, um, going back to this concept of the, again, air quotes,
And also, like, one of the best educated and most competent,
Children are basically treated as the property of their parents,
Uh, but other than, other than children, broadly,
And they're the ones that are the least allowed to do it.
They're the ones that
And if they react,
And it's just, it's, it's so twisted.
It's so fucking twisted.
So anyway, with that, um, I think hopefully that's a, that's a good place to, and, um, hopefully
And the, the balance that I'm trying to strike there
I want you to understand what I'm talking about,
And, um, because these are things that we need to talk about, these are things that, frankly,
Um, it's like, it's like ableism, but you can work on it,
Um, but if you work on it, if you really put time and effort into it,
And that is a place to get to.
That is a place, um, that would be nice to get to.
That's a place that we should work on.
That's a place that we should be aiming for.
Um, and again,
It's something that we need to work on,
And, and you just keep going through this stuff, and it's like,
But they're very recently,
Dude was lynched, and, you know, like, come on, come
And again, 2025, how the fuck long do we need to be dealing with this shit?
You want to think, oh, I'm, again, I'm not,
But understand that just by virtue of being raised
You've got
I started working on
And the thing that I noticed is, first off, the amount of things where you just use terms like
Even, even I've probably today, like talked about sick, talk about, you know, things that
It's deeply, deeply embedded in our language and in our thought process.
It's not just the words that you use, but the way that you think about stuff.
And, you know,
But then, as you're working on it,
And, you know, I mean, for me, I'm like several layers deep and you
This is just so deeply embedded in our
And it's really frustrating
And I think it's really important that we all think about that kind
Because in doing that, like we have this notion that, you know, like people who are unhoused
Like there was somebody just openly calling on Fox News, like a couple of weeks ago
Like, you know, like people
Not by helping people not by giving them homes.
But by just
But I just
That's huge inx, by the way.
That's pure huge inx.
And, you know, like even the
And this is killing on the low end, two times.
And on the high end, five or more times,
And we just let it happen.
And it's totally totally preventable without even doing that much.
But we just didn't want to do the work.
Biden and this just did get to the, yeah,
Don't want to go through the process of what it actually
They've got us in this position where,
And, you know, it's like if you would have just fucking
But instead, you cheated and you don't understand it.
And now this is just internal.
Do the work.
Just do the work.
Please be better.
Be better than these people.
Do the work,
And again, like, understand that we're all imperfect and that even when you do the work,
That's part of the problem.
Understand that and understand that even
But it does mean that you have to work on it.
It's
And the more you work on it, the better you get at it and the
And if we get, if we all get out and push, we can actually change
Like the world is what we make it.
Make it better.
With that, thanks for listening
And,
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Hey there I'm Scott and this is Tangents
Well, I recorded one of these yesterday the
I'm not sure I'm going to do
I don't know give
So I'm
going someplace else and something happens and they have to go
and that was thousands and thousands of dollars
being a health scape that dystopian
sucks in so many different ways and in so many
Crow president Crow these are people like kind of think of some of the other
Taco Bell is nice because if you are going around the US and you want
if you ask like why don't you have universal health care
Hacklight
Personally I
If you if you have a
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The last thing that I wanted to talk about rambling on and get it putting a cap on this and the thing that I'm really disliked about
I'm not just throwing words out there, but I'm not gonna
They completely have fucked things up so badly and it's not just them
I this thing that I have to get the score in my
It's a really horrible thing and I think I I wish and again, I'm not
I care about honor.
I care about reputation.
I care about these things.
They matter to me
I if I find out that I was wrong about something
I think how much
It's physically painful for me.
I have to leave the fucking room
I can't stand it because it's so
I'm sharing exactly the same memes except
It's the same and it's not surprising because they're coming from the same society
I don't know you know and it
I don't know and then you know the country is also full of
There's maybe
Maybe they're having dinner together
Maybe they're being paid by the same people.
Yeah, maybe it's pro wrestling
They're not even trying to hide it is the most it's one of the reasons why I'm losing my mind with people because it's so obvious
They don't care enough to make it hard to see
You can take the best you can make the world but you want it to be and
We could have universal college
We deserve it.
We're getting fucked over
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Hey there, I'm Scott and this is Tangents.
It is the fifth of Subtemper Holy Shit, 2025.
I'm recording this 1342, not that you need to know that,
I'm flying back to the Tokyo tomorrow.
Well tomorrow evening.
I've got to tell you, I feel so, I know I'm repeating myself here a little bit,
Don't get me wrong, obviously.
I'm not getting the same experience as if I actually lived here to be fair.
And also, you know, not perfect.
Like I could come up with a thousand criticisms of Bangkok.
One of them certainly is that there are so many,
You can go down a street here, and I really like walking.
And I don't want to walk and backtrack down the same street over and over again.
But if you go down a street here and you're not careful,
You'll go down something and you'll think you're going to get around.
And then it just dead ends.
And Apple Maps will even show you that you can do it.
And you'll follow that, and then you'll get to a point,
You have to backtrack 15 minutes to get back to wherever the fuck you were.
So it means that you're doing a lot of backtracking,
Either way, not my favorite thing.
And you know, I mean, I could just go on, but I won't.
I really like it.
I like that I am a five-minute walk.
Literally like I'm looking out of my window in my hotel,
It's awesome.
It's fucking awesome.
It's so much cheaper.
Like if you look at, I was at a organic grocery store yesterday.
And it's just mind blowing.
How fucking cheap produces, for example.
But in the US, I, this was something I noticed when I was in Paris.
So this is not a new thing, although it's gotten much worse.
But when I lived in Paris, it was actually cheaper
In the US, I've tried that, and I've tried,
And it's hard, it's fucking hard.
You can do it, don't give me wrong.
And there are things you can do to, to save a little bit of money
But for the most part, especially if you're just a single person
If you're that, it kind of ends up being at least a wash
And the food that you're getting out is not going to be good for you.
And then that also saves you from cooking, which is a pain in the ass,
I don't give you wrong, like I enjoyed making my pizzas.
Every once, once a week for a long time,
And it was a little delight.
It made my Saturdays kind of special.
It was a thing that I looked forward to.
It was like a little tradition that I had for myself.
Really liked it, but it was not cheap.
It was not really now, of course, pizza used to be super cheap,
But they're going out for pizza would have been ridiculously expensive
And anyway, I don't want to talk too much about this,
Anyway, what I do want to talk about is getting onto the subject.
I don't, not going to give you a 20 minute introduction,
I guess I should say, next week,
We'll see, there's some small possibility.
I also could record another one tomorrow if I'm inspired,
Anyway, there are a bunch of articles,
And, you know, today shared one that Florida
And, it's just,
We have this ridiculous,
We said, simply, right now there is a giant wave going on.
So, that's perfect.
And also, like, I really,
She has had her life fucking destroyed,
But there are plenty of people who,
It's a systematic infection,
It's not just like a respiratory infection,
It does cardiovascular damage.
It does a lot of organ damage.
It's not good for you in a lot of ways.
It's also immune-modulating and immune-vasive,
A lot of stuff that you don't want.
You know,
There are lots of people who get asymptomatic infections,
And I don't know about you.
I know I'm fucking weird here, I guess,
But I don't want to fucking cold.
You know, I don't want to get sick for two or three days,
I definitely, especially,
But I don't want that.
I don't want to be sick.
I definitely don't want to get flu,
That typically has a,
And so, like, when we took, when I took viralogy,
But the,
HIV, flu-like symptoms,
Did you just go through the list,
And then something else,
But that was,
And then people don't test,
And I,
Obviously, you don't know what you don't know.
And how would you know?
If you actually get the flu,
You get, like,
Typically, like,
It'll be gastrointestinal involvement.
So it's not just that you have muscular aches,
You get a fever,
It's just that you will feel like shit.
You will not be happy.
It's kind of a big deal.
It's much more than just a cold.
And of course,
Things are more complicated than the acute phase presentation.
And just the cold could be any of
It's not like people kind of think of rhino viruses
And then also,
And most people are not tuned in and off the notice it.
And so you're not taking tests.
You're not,
It should just be standard.
And there are countries where they have rapid tests
And then you can get sick,
To some extent.
Not that the treatment or the responses
But, you know,
Oh, this is embarrassing.
I'm not even going to be able to say,
And there are other things as well,
And, you know,
And that kind of stuff is useful.
It's also useful,
Like,
COVID is very contagious.
Anyway,
But just,
And anyway,
Now,
I don't know if you know that that's bad.
It might mean that you have to change the vaccines,
That is not,
If you're lucky you can,
But there could be very serious long-term consequences
It's not a good situation.
And that,
But you know,
So anyway,
And all the others,
And I,
They've made people not understand
They've done,
But I don't want to,
Many others have.
And I probably,
B, I probably couldn't do it justice.
And see,
I want to talk about stuff that maybe
You can find that kind of,
I hope,
I hope.
I just had a,
Part of,
But one thing that I think is very important
That's,
And you're not just born knowing how to do research.
Another thing you do is learning how to put things into context,
So,
That's not how science works.
You have to understand sort of what is the preponderance of the evidence,
You have to develop that.
It takes a lot.
And it's also something I think,
It's good.
Don't give me wrong.
I like teaching myself stuff.
I like learning stuff on my own.
But not having a teacher,
You're going to fuck up.
You're going to misunderstand stuff.
You're going to misinterpret stuff.
And it goes to this thing that I get all the time,
And they're like,
Show me the,
And the problem is,
There's no one article
All the things I'm going to be,
These are things that have,
And I've spent a lot of time
But it's not like I can just point you to a single source,
It is something where you have to do a lot of work
I feel like it conspiracy theory,
It is just like basically how research works,
We know,
It's not like one thing tells you anything.
And in fact,
You might,
And there's plenty of examples of that,
It's just you have to look at the,
It's,
I can't send you to you,
Like,
I've looked at a lot of stuff,
It's one of these problems with expertise,
It's a,
And there's definitely this issue
Was a thing.
Like,
That's not,
And I want to be very careful and clear
Although,
I don't want to stop on it too much,
I have studied that in high school,
I studied it many, many times,
I'm going to cover in very broad strokes
And when I do that,
I'm giving you the sort of sketch,
There are details,
There are a lot of nuances there,
Like,
But no better,
And I would say,
Like you brush on it,
And then you start studying,
And, you know,
That's not to say also,
But these are people like,
He's not as bad,
What the fuck is that guy's name?
He's like the archetype of this kind of person.
Good cow,
These are people who are definitely Paul Davies,
These are people who are definitely experts in a domain.
There are people who,
When you have a PhD with a thing,
As soon as you do that,
And all of the people that I mentioned have PhDs,
But like,
Yeah,
And this is a massive problem.
Like even if you get outside of,
There are plenty of evolutionary biology,
This is relevant actually,
So I know a little bit about this subject,
But all these people,
That is very important.
That being said,
So I have an undergrad degree in microbiology.
I have another one in mathematics that I have concurrently.
Almost got one in anthropology.
Those two don't matter.
But I took a lot of classes.
Suffice it the same.
I did that in four years,
I was like five or six classes every semester.
Took some summer semesters.
I did a lot in that.
And I mentioned it before,
It was like a 400 slash 500 level course.
It was my first virology course.
I took immunology.
I think I took advanced immunology.
I can't remember if I did that after undergrad,
I think I did both.
But either we have taken advanced immunology as well.
And I've taken a couple other immunology courses.
I have taken epidemiology at like the 400 level.
So I'm getting into my master's degree in microbiology,
But I stopped before doing the research.
So I did not have a PhD in the subject.
But I took all the coursework.
I've got the background that I would have had
The only difference is,
Many women says they're PhD ABD.
All the dissertation are all but done.
They're full of shit.
They don't have a PhD.
That's what that means.
But they definitely,
Doesn't mean that they're an expert or that they've actually worked on
And they've that published or gone through the defense process
But they still have some decent amount of background in it.
Anyway, that's just an aside.
I get annoyed when people say that I haven't seen that as much anymore,
Maybe it was because I was a grad student at one point in time.
And then I was never a postdoc,
It was getting a PhD as a giant fucking pain in the ass.
But anyway, all of that being said,
And my specialties, there were virology,
Which incidentally, and I'm going to talk a little bit about epidemiology here,
It taught me not to get too deep into that subject,
And it's one of the most annoying things,
But anyway,
I've taught a bunch of introductory microbiology courses,
And I've done a lot of,
So I have a little bit of background.
I'm not claiming to be the biggest expert in the world
I mean, like,
Or at least two,
Nothing is perfectly correct.
Nothing is completely true,
So just laying that stuff out there.
And basically,
There are many different figures like this,
It's partially due to a large,
But this,
It's not specifically exactly COVID,
And so I think it's,
I'm going to be sloppy,
I'm sorry about that.
It's just,
But,
And again,
And I think an important thing to understand,
This is,
Public health is public health.
It is not like individual,
It is,
And like,
And herd immunity is,
And how,
Vaccines are not magical,
You do get protected by being vaccinated,
And it might,
Sometimes you can have a vaccine,
And if you vaccinate enough people,
So herd immunity is this idea
This is the idea,
There are nuances and details,
But basically,
And then,
So you can't propagate through the population.
And depending,
Some things are extremely,
You can,
There are other things like flu,
It's like,
You need longer exposure time,
And it takes a lot of long term kind of close contact
And all of these things are statistical too.
So you could be in a room with somebody
That's the,
And so those,
It's also,
You're not doing that to protect individuals,
That keeps disease from propagating,
And if you,
And you know,
It's zero.
It's like, you know,
And if you don't do stuff like that,
It can,
That's exponential growth.
And if you adjust the multiplier there,
And there are things that you can do as individual,
Some of these are more relevant to like flu,
Physical distance and staying home of your sick,
And if everybody does them,
It's one of these,
It's such a simple example of collective responsibilities,
And it's just,
So,
And one of the first things that you would do is surveillance.
And surveillance would be,
I used to not like waste water testing,
The problem that I have with it is just that you don't necessarily,
It's good at detecting the presence or the absence of something.
But even if you're doing quantitative PCR,
It is kind of related,
If you have,
But even with that though,
And it's something,
It's raining, it's beautiful.
It doesn't really take that much effort.
Like you don't have to get everybody individually
And you can get pretty good detection,
So that's part of surveillance.
Testing individuals is also a part of surveillance.
And frankly,
B, it tells you exactly who has what.
And the nice thing about this is,
You know,
And ideally,
You can treat people.
You can also,
It should just be on by default,
It's there.
It's not on by default.
It's only for people in certain apps,
But contact tracing,
And so,
Doesn't necessarily mean that you're actually sick,
You're not going to be part of that chain of transmission.
And this is,
I definitely,
I don't want to,
I don't want to get a cold,
But I also,
Who either dies themselves,
And when you think about it,
The mortality rate,
But when you think about,
And each one of them,
And so you go a couple of hops out.
And now if the case mortality rate
So you infect some people
You're killing at least a,
In addition to just,
So that's,
I wish,
And also,
And it's something that people just don't fucking know.
They don't think about it.
They don't think about the train of transmission,
And if they did,
They don't understand that you vaccinate populations,
And this is one of the things also that I get really
And again,
Absolutely.
Absolutely.
But Biden,
But what I will say is that some of the stuff that Biden has done,
Who is more responsible?
I mean, certainly like,
I'm responsible,
I think that,
And it really is a team effort between these two groups,
And so this is going to continue on to this figure that I have,
And if you have some good visual impairment,
So, yeah, don't worry about that.
But yeah, the Swiss cheese thing on top,
That's, that I think that's pretty easy to understand, I hope so.
It's something that, as,
And teaching people about Swiss cheese is educating people.
But one of the things Biden did,
So, he told people,
You can just go about your life,
That's not how vaccines work.
They're not magical,
They do not give you perfect protection.
They don't necessarily prevent you from
This is one of the things that I was talking about before
You know,
And to some extent,
They do decrease the basic replication number,
And if you do that with other interventions,
It really does help.
It's not just protecting you.
But they don't magically stop you from getting infected.
And they don't magically stop you from infecting other people.
This is one layer of Swiss cheese.
And so,
I wouldn't mind that she calls herself,
I think it's actually really deceptive.
If I'm in a medical,
Yeah, it's a little misleading.
It's just a little misleading.
If he is a doctorate in education,
No, do they?
Like,
And I don't want to take away from,
I don't want to take away from
and all this kind of stuff.
But when you start getting into
When you start doing that kind of stuff
It has real consequences.
And it's one of these things
So, just you're taking me.
But because she and her husband
And unfortunately,
It's really beautiful.
Like these people who,
And then they were getting people
And the thing is also,
I don't fucking like it.
I don't enjoy that I'm doing it.
Although,
Like there are other people doing it.
It's not,
It's depressing, disappointing.
But at least I'm not,
You know,
You get vaccinated or you mask.
And the problem is it's a both thing.
It's not an either or
Each one is an imperfect layer
And not only doing those things
This would have helped
I don't want to get into that subject.
But it's,
It would have been,
Making things especially in
What a what a nice
That's where the surveillance comes in.
In those cases,
But if you're in a medical setting
Just like you should just be wearing
People who get sick
People are not wearing
It's just annoying.
So
and you look at this
they're not perfect in a lot of ways
Again, that maybe why weren't kids dying 30 years ago?
I mean, kids die all the time,
Maybe we should figure out why that's happening.
And then you start reinventing vaccines.
That's just so ass-enined.
It's very depressing when you realize
And things can progress.
And it's just so depressing.
And I do think, ultimately, we will get to a better place again.
I just don't know what it's gonna take.
I don't know how long it's gonna be.
And I hate the,
Unnecessarily, because we are in the situation we're in.
And that really fucking sucks.
It's just like, I think I have zero doubt
And there's the book that's like,
Yeah, one day, I'm confident, everyone will always,
Everyone now is always,
You know, oh, I say that there are literal Nazis out there
But you know, inevitably, where it's gonna go,
Anyway, with that, this is it for the week.
I hope you have a good one.
It's wild that my time here in Bangkok is over.
I could very easily, I think I've said this before.
I don't think I would live here on a long-term basis,
I could imagine coming back here for a few months
But, you know, I could see myself doing that.
It wouldn't be the worst place to be.
I definitely have a lot of places that have been
I do, like, I can very easily live in Beijing
I love Paris.
I could easily live in the Dred or Oliver Spain.
I could even, like, Vietnam, I could do,
Soul was nice.
I'm sure much of South Korea is also nice.
Benchipan, I do, like, as well.
I know the colonizer's stuff is bad and then yeah.
The problem is, of course, there's no,
But also, like, you look at Germany now versus Germany then.
I still, I will say, I still, I have been to Germany.
I've been to, well, just Munich, specifically, München.
And I went there and I know that they,
They do education and they, a lot of people are very,
They talk about it.
Unlike the US where, you know, basically just pretend slavery never happened.
Or pretend that it was, like, good for people who were enslaved,
At least Germany kind of deals with that stuff a little bit.
But still, when I went there, I was, like, a little,
And you're going to places and you're seeing, like,
And I don't know.
I just, I have, I have, like, a inherent aversion.
Just not to say that I hate German people.
It's just, you know, like, there's a little bit of me
Yeah.
Um, Japan, I can definitely see kind of similar on that.
And I think unlike Germany is not really addressed a lot of the stuff in the same way.
It's probably bad.
I'm much closer to the US, unfortunately.
But I do, like, you know, having said that, there are things that about Japan that I like.
And then you, back and forth.
But you, where, where is a good place to be?
And then you have to think about, um,
But also, you think about, like, a or a hally,
And you're raising the, the rents and all of the stuff that's horrible.
And some more way, if I was living here, I'm doing the same kinds of things.
It's, it's very complicated.
I don't know what you would do.
And then you could go, well, okay.
So being in the US and then fight against what's going on
But then, um, yeah, I, I will say actually,
But California, I think Oregon and Washington, and now Hawaii are part of a, uh,
And I, and I'm, I'm giving new some zero credit here, but I do appreciate it.
And I do think this is how you actually address this kind of stuff is build parallel systems
And definitely don't comply in advance and you actually be better.
That kind of stuff.
It's, it's good.
I think that's, hopefully you do more of that.
And hopefully you do it well and hopefully you do it better than, uh,
And, you know, it's like the Biden thing killed me because I, there was a time, like,
I was always very in-difirology.
I grads, my initial grad was studying gyphirology and immunology.
And I wanted really to work it, like a, a CDC or a U.S. Amrid or something like that.
That was before I understood a little bit more of what, uh, the military isn't all like,
And then, you know, it's just like it's gone so fucking downhill.
And in the current situation is such a fucking embarrassment.
I'm, I'm very glad that I have that career path because it would be so depressing and devastating.
I, I have friends who work at NASA and, like, the situation there is so depressing.
And, like, you spent your whole life trying to get into this career and doing this career.
And now it's just the thing that you loved is just torpedoed and it sucks at us.
And anyway, uh, with, with that, I'm at your full note.
Thank you. I will talk, uh, again, probably in like a week.
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Hey there, I'm Scott, and this is Tangents.
I have to say, I am getting annoyed with the audio quality on this.
I hope that it's not bothering you, but I've been recording these on my AirPods Pros.
And I'm used to condenser mic and something a lot better.
And this just sounds like asked to me.
I'm annoyed just in general with a lot of things about Apple too.
But it's not good, I'm sorry.
I'm not sorry enough that I'm going to get something before I get back to the US.
But I am sorry, I apologize.
So it is, as I'm recording this, the second of September 2025.
I'm still in Bangkok.
It will be today's Tuesday, I'll be here until Saturday.
And I strictly speaking, I mean to make this about once a week.
I think I recorded the last one of these two days ago.
Maybe it was three, I don't recall.
But it wasn't very long.
It definitely wasn't a week ago.
And next week, I'm going to be traveling with a friend in Japan.
I definitely am not going to be able to make one of these.
So I'm probably going to bank up a couple.
But I'm not the kind of person that likes to bank stuff up, but not release it.
So I'll probably bank it up and then release it almost immediately.
I doubt that this will actually go out on the second and it'll probably go out on the third.
But it's not going to go out next week while I'm doing other stuff.
So if you've heard this joke, the aristocrats.
And it's basically this idea that you tell the most transgressive awful story.
And it's about this act and then you just go through.
And it's kind of an improv thing and it's kind of like a weird comedian thing.
But you're basically just trying to be as gross as awful as possible.
And then at the end, the punch line is just formulaically.
The aristocrats.
Well, I am calling this episode and I refer to a specific political party as the demistocrats.
Because to me, they are just fundamentally ontologically awful evil as a party.
And I can almost hear like, every time I talk about how bad they are.
I know people think somehow that if you don't support the democrats, you're a Republican or you're a Trump supporter.
This is part of the problem, by the way.
The fact that you're understanding of politics, that you're understanding of the political spectrum extends from the extreme far right.
Christoph fascist and our co-capitalist Republicans to the still right of Reagan, modern democratic party, so-called democratic party.
Nobody hates democracy more than the actual Democrats.
It's funny.
We should legitimately sue them for using that in their name.
It is false advertising.
They hate anyone that is at all left of center-truey, like you look at Bernie.
who is a little bit left of center, and the way that the party got together and organized and worked, you know, just tirelessly.
They fought him the way they should be fighting Trump.
Let's just say that.
I mean, like, you can see who is the real threat to the party.
Because the way that their, or quotes fighting Trump is just a fucking joke.
I mean, while, you know, they assemble, like, old-fron and put aside their differences and fought Bernie, tooth and nail.
And I will say, like, I still, yeah, I still love Bernie in the same sense that there's a part of me that still likes Obama and Robert Greig and all of these kind of.
yeah, the sort of brunch liby shit liby kind of people.
I like them.
I do.
It's a residual thing.
I'm not proud of it.
But they're really not.
They're not aligned with me.
It's part of the problem.
So, any time, again, I talk about this, I'll get comments from people who, again, I would call brunch lives.
The people who, if Harris would have gotten elected, would have gone to back to brunch.
And in fact, I've seen them literally in as many words say that, I've seen signs that said that.
And if you don't understand that that's part of the problem, I don't know what to tell you.
I really don't.
I also see, yeah, all of these people.
I mean, I'm particularly annoyed with the getting behind Gavin Newsom, who is, and I'm not just throwing this word around when I call him a fascist.
He is a fascist.
He's a corporatist.
He is anti-omeless.
And I don't mean that he's anti-omelessness, like he wants to end homelessness.
He is against homeless people.
He, like, you can find photos and talk about this before, but you can find without any difficulty.
Very recent pictures and video of him personally, with his own two hands, air quotes clearing homeles.
and nothing.
People who have no place to go.
He's picking up their shit, he's throwing it away, and that could be their central medications.
It could be their few possessions.
I could be heirlooms or things that matter to them or anything.
It could be their few things.
He's throwing them out.
And you can see the glee and joy in his face.
It is not like he's just doing it because he thinks that this is a necessary evil.
He's doing it and he is enjoying it.
I have zero doubt about that.
This is a man who, and I say the same thing about Trump.
This is the thing.
I am so frustrated when I talk about this subject that I cannot talk about it without peopl.
thinking that somehow I'm a Trump supporter.
I fucking hate Trump.
And it's like, you don't criticize Republicans in the same way that you criticize the Democrats.
I'm not going to talk about this a lot in the future.
It's something that I want to kind of address now one time.
And then don't expect me to talk about it again.
I'm sure it will come up.
It's something that's kind of a perennial subject, unfortunately.
Until maybe people start getting better and start recognizing where things are and start developing principles.
But it's, it's really, it's quite frustrating to me.
And especially, like, this is another thing that I'm just going to repeat endlessly.
But in 2016, when 2015, 2016, first, I, it was the first time I really was engaged politically.
And I went out and I knocked doors to some extent also made phone calls and things.
But mostly not doors for burning.
And I also spent a lot of time telling people that Trump could easily win.
This is before Hillary got the nomination.
Trump could easily win, and that it would be prudent, even independent of just.
especially at the time, thinking that burning really reflected my beliefs and values.
And he does certainly more than most of the party, but he's further right than I am.
And he's also much more of a supporter than the party than I.
But even at the time, you know, I was telling people, Hillary could very easily lose to Trump.
And Bernie almost certainly would not.
And that's not, I, I want to, I can just hear, there's a horrible thing, like I've spent too much time on the internet.
And I can, I can not talk about subjects like this without hearing people be like, oh, it's misogyny.
It's because nobody wants a woman to be, no, it is not that.
Don't give me wrong.
Misogyny is a very big factor.
It is baked then.
But Hillary could have still won.
Hillary could have beaten Trump.
And she could have beaten whoever else was there.
But she kind of went out of her way not to.
Similarly, Harris, Harris could have easily beaten Trump.
And, you know, it's frustrating to me how much she went out of her way to just absolutely ensure that I could not in good conscience vote for her.
But I'll get to that in a little bit.
I want to talk more now about general things, and I don't want to speak specifically about these cases.
But I do want to say before just like the front load this 10 minutes in.
That I after Bernie, if you want to be really civil and diplomatic lost the nomination.
and if you want to be a little bit more provocative as I would be here.
And I think more honest, had the nominations stolen from him by Hillary.
And I don't mean like, I don't mean literally like there was vote rigging or anything like this.
But there were a lot of factors that the party did and even got sued for.
And you know, there was the term that they can decide how to run their elections.
And this is one of the reasons why I said nobody hates democracy more than the Democrats.
But they did a lot of things that were very dirty that sort of handed her the nomination.
And took it from him and us.
And a big one was just the super delegate thing.
And the way this worked, you know, I don't want to get into the weeds here because this is not at all the subject.
And in fact, I want to talk very generally without getting into the party specifically.
But I do want to just get through this quickly.
The way the super delegates work is these are not people that you're voting for.
These are just like party officials and higher-ups and leadership if you want leadership.
And they get to vote and they very early on without having voted or without doing anything like this.
But in the reporting, we're counted in the numbers for Hillary.
And I know that doesn't seem like a big deal, but what that did was make people feel like it was extremely, extremely unlikely.
Maybe even to some extent numerically impossible for Bernie to win.
And this is something that annoys me about people in general.
But there's something with people that they will not vote for someone who they don't think is going to win.
Which, of course, means that if you would vote for somebody, they could win.
It's a very weird sort of logic that it's almost like a disease not to be able to steer.
But it's almost like this innate thing with you have to be on the bandwagon.
And if people, if your perception is that you're going to be on the losing team, then you abandon that team.
And so part of what happened there, big part, is that it kind of suppressed the vote.
It got people not to vote for him because they're like, oh, it's not even worth it.
It's not, you know, there's no open, blah, blah, blah.
And then, well, it's history.
And never mind also, I've talked about this.
I've only done like four episodes. I've talked about this, but please Google, well, not Google.
Dr. Go or whatever, not whatever less evil search engine you're using.
Search for Hillary Clinton, Pied Piper, or they always wanted Trump.
And you will find in not like weird random guy on the internet talking to himself about like in political.
the New York Times, the Atlantic, the Hill, and you just go through the list, like all of these massively reputable publications.
They have write-ups about how Hillary Clinton's campaign and the Democratic Party knew absolutely new.
And obviously when I say new, they were wrong.
They were very wrong, and they were obviously wrong.
But they were absolutely confident, confidently wrong, that Trump could not possibly win.
And they as a strategy did this Pied Piper thing, which was basically to get him the nomination.
If it wasn't for them, if it wasn't for their interference, if it wasn't for their pushing a lot of corporate media to really elevate him.
and make him seem like a contender and make him seem like the natural nominee and the leader of the party.
If they didn't do that, he probably would have lost.
This is something, this is a big fucking thing.
But anyway, I, in the moment, was looking at the polling data, looking at models, all those kind of stuff.
And I knew he could very easily win.
I absolutely knew that.
And I also knew, because I've spent a long time being for abortion.
And I mean, like for abortion rights and abortion is healthcare and abortion as a procedure, just like I'm for appendectomies.
You know, I've never mind that now, but I've been for that for a long time.
And so I knew that for longer than I've been alive, and really it goes back, like if you want to dig into the history of this.
I guess you could always go back into other stuff further.
But basically, at the civil rights era, there were all of these Supreme Court decisions, like Brown versus the Board of Education, like loving Virginia.
And not just civil rights decisions, but also environmental decisions, anti-corporate decisions.
And these kinds of things pissed off a bunch of rich white assholes, including people like the Koch brothers.
But a bunch of rich white assholes, and they got together.
And this is one of these things that seems like a conspiracy theory, but it's real.
And it's easily, it's very well documented.
And it's been happening in public view, like it's not even like they were pretending otherwise.
But they put together things like the Federalists Society, things like the Heritage Foundation, things like acorn, to push for, you know, pre-package legislation that they could distribute to state legislator or legislatures and get implemented in states.
And their whole thing was basically, we are going to make sure that we can undo this.
And that they did focus on this for, again, longer than I've been alive, many, many decades, more than half a century.
They've been working on this.
And I knew about this.
I knew that they were growing in justices in the lab, getting into law schools, getting into legal organizations.
And basically building a pipeline of people who would be what they accused other people of being.
So they always use this terminology or quotes activist judge.
And, you know, legislating from the bench is another one they really like.
That's what they wanted to do.
They're literally just telling on themselves when they talked about these things.
And their whole goal was basically to fill.
And they have federal courts and the Supreme Court with people like Brett Kavanaugh.
who essentially have been cultivated their entire lives to legislate from the bench.
to be activist judges, to change a case law, to essentially make the Supreme Court.
to the extent that it ever was legitimate, completely illegitimate.
And that's been their goal.
They've been working on it and they succeeded.
And I knew about this stuff before 2016, because I, again, paid attention.
I was involved for a long time.
And I saw that.
And I knew that if Trump won, then these people would be getting into the Supreme Court.
And so after Bernie had the nomination stolen from him, I busted my ass.
I mean, don't give me wrong. I was not happy about it.
But I still went out every week and busted my ass, knocking doors, making phone calls.
more knocking doors than phone calls, but still both for Hillary.
And I was on Facebook telling everybody I knew and in person, telling everybody I knew.
A, he could easily win.
B, I know she sucks, but you got a vote for her.
And you know, just like desperately begging people.
And it was another reason why I wasn't surprised that.
that he did win, because when I was knocking doors for Bernie.
and I really encourage anyone, I noticed I still haven't gotten to the party stuf.
and all of this other stuff yet.
I will get to it.
I really will.
This is just the introduction.
But it was not a surprise to me because when I was knocking doors for Bernie.
and also I knocked doors for Medicare for all.
And when I did these things, no matter who I talked to.
people liked and respected them.
You know, I would occasionally, very, very rarely find somebody who's like.
you know, oh, comedy or socialist or whatever.
The funny thing is actually, like, Biden is not in any way a socialist or a communist or anything like that.
Hillary is absolutely not.
These are, these are capitalists.
They're neoliberals and all of this.
But the Republicans have painted them as such.
Even more so than they have Bernie, which is a weird fucking, just absolute mind fuck.
But somehow they've done that.
It's one of the things also that gets me annoyed with this party because they take the space and they make people think.
oh, these are socialist policies.
When they're absolutely just corporatists.
pro capitalist bullshit.
And because they do that, they're essentially ruining the name and the reputation of people who are not pro capitalist.
But anyway, I busted my ass knocking doors and I talked to people about Bernie.
and I knew how much they liked them.
And then I talked to people about Hillary.
And for Bernie, they put us in not just like high-prepensity, you know, so just sort of general donors or general voters rather.
General people who were registered to vote, registered to vote, I think Democrat for the most part.
But people who were not necessarily, you know, high-prepensity means like they voted in the last three major elections.
Hillary, they were basically all high-prepensity voters that they put us on.
It was just kind of different strategy of the people running the ground game.
Weirdly enough, the guy who was actually running the Tempe Democrat volunteer stuff, the coordinator that I was under.
He was a Bernie supporter.
All the people that I was volunteering with, at least like two-thirds of them were Bernie supporters.
This is for knocking doors for Hillary, but never mind all of them.
It endlessly irritates me that we get completely defamed and slandered and livid by people who insist that somehow we got Trump elected.
We were working harder than anyone.
We voted more for her than say her voters voted for Obama.
More of her voters voted for what was his name that came at the time.
It's it's it's fucking offensive.
And people don't talk about how, you know, I mean granted Obama did win, but it was not with the help of her voters.
Let's just say that.
So anyway, when I was knocking doors and talking to people, I talked to so many people, high-prepensity Democratic voters who didn't like her.
Didn't trust her.
Didn't want to vote for her.
And it didn't help also that her campaign was pushing.
I call it the secret because basically they were pushing this idea that she's got it in the bag.
She is inevitable.
Like, go on.
But the fuck is his name.
I can't even think of his name.
The finger stop guy.
Thanos.
You know, like she's just, she's got it.
And in doing that, they were discouraging people from voting because if she's got it in the bag and people don't feel like voting for her.
But they don't like her and all this kind of stuff.
Then why would they go out and vote for her.
You know, you don't have to.
So of course you're not.
It's it's it's a ridiculous thing.
But I was talking to people.
I knew that they were not into her.
And her campaign completely ignored that kind of stuff.
They didn't try to address it.
And I'm not saying that it was all fair.
I'm not saying that it was all right.
I mean, a lot of it was based in misogyny.
And it was based on the fact that, you know, like a bunch of Republicans saw her in the 90s in front of Congress pushing for her health care plan.
Which I should go back and look at.
I have not.
I feel like it's a bit of diligence that I should.
I should check that before.
I feel like we're actually like even talking about it now kind of a shame that I'm not more familiar with it.
But whatever the plan was, a bunch of Republicans saw that.
They did not like, did not like her.
You know, this is.
I'll put people in talking in front of Congress.
And they defamed her for the next, you know, so many years.
I've been told the present because of that.
That was a fact.
But she also has gone so much out of her way to be so, like, arrogant and, you know, uninterested.
Absolutely uninterested.
And even trying to be persuasive or trying to make any kind of a case for herself.
Yeah.
It's like, yeah.
Part of this is unfair.
Part of it is misogyny.
And part of it is you.
And like, you can't.
This gets the one thing that I always get annoyed with.
Like I say, I'm kind of talking about the party.
But this is not what I wanted to talk about.
And we'll get to the other stuff.
But one thing that really annoys me with that party is just that they look at the stuff.
And they're like blaming other people, blaming things that are external, blaming things that are outside of their control.
And the problem with this is if everything is the fault of somebody else, everything is the fault of the weather.
Or, you know, like, just random chance and happens to us.
Then everything just becomes a lottery.
You're not, you have no agency.
You have no control.
You have no real influence.
And this is a mess.
A problem because it's not actionable.
I can't say, well, okay, well, the weather fucked me over today.
I'm going to change the weather tomorrow.
Yeah, that's, that's not a realistic thing.
You could, you could definitely say, well, I could, let's see.
The weather yesterday kind of didn't work with my plan.
So maybe I'll change my plan so that I can deal with different weather and be in a better position to handle whatever the weather might be.
Yeah, that's something you can actually do.
That's something that makes sense.
That is something where, again, like, you're not saying that the weather is in your favor.
But you are saying, regardless of what the weather does, I will be prepared.
And I will do what I can to, to win or to, you know, thrive or whatever under those circumstances.
And you're basically turning something from this external force measure kind of thing to something that is internal that you can actually act on.
And then the thing that's really important about it is that it is actionable that it's something that you have influence over unlike, again, the weather.
Like, I mean, I guess technically in principle, maybe you could figure out a way to manipulate the weather or change it.
But you're probably not going to, and you're probably not going to by the next election.
So anyway, all that stuff, it was very bothersome.
And the fact that she, like, didn't go to Michigan, didn't do all of these things.
And also, you know, like, Bernie, I swear, I feel terrible like focusing on something that happened like a decade ago so much.
But the reason part of the reason that I'm talking about this so much and that I focused so much on it is that, you know.
I talked to people that are endlessly to this day blaming Bernie supporters for her losing.
And I want to clear the record.
I want people to understand, no, we actually really contributed to her chances.
We did as much as we could, truly, we voted for her in mass.
We helped her as much as we could.
We did what we could. It was not us.
It was, it was, it was, it was more than anything of her and her air against her hubris.
And, you know, I mean, if you want to, this is not a due to lung Hillary episode.
But if you, if you want to really like twist your brain a little bit, she had something.
I remember what year it came out.
I think it was like 2018, 2019, doesn't really matter exactly.
She had something where it was, it would have been her, I don't know what you call it.
It's not an acceptance speech, but her speech that she would have given after winning.
And some of it was fine, some of it was okay.
But a lot of it was like, like, just ridiculous over the top nonsense.
And I'm not exaggerating it. It's worth watching, truly.
It gives you some insight into her.
But she's sitting there having a conversation or the framing of this is she's having a conversation with her younger self.
And explaining how essentially, like, God or Dane, that she would be the first woman president.
I swear, I'm not making that shit up.
I like, it is, like, whoa, you know.
And totally out of touch with reality, obviously.
And especially, like it was already out of touch with reality, even if she would have won.
But she could, she very well could have won.
I know people who were like, oh, she had no chance.
She could have easily won.
It was on the day of it was probably like two to three in her favor.
That is to say, like, order of if you ran the same day three times.
Two of them you'd expect her to win and one you would expect her to lose.
I think that's probably a realistic assessment.
It's not good odds.
Like, I wouldn't, I wouldn't do Russian roulette odds.
I wouldn't play that game, especially when you think about the cost.
This is worse than Russian roulette.
This is, like, twice as bad.
I definitely wouldn't, there's an advice that I would roll.
You know, it's all I'm saying.
And I think this is a thing where people who really do not understan.
at a very fundamental level statistics and probabilities and odd.
and all that kind of stuff, but that's not the point in this.
Now, I'm almost a half hour.
I'm going to fucking get to the stuff that I actually want to talk to.
But all of that said, that's kind of just some background here.
So what I really want to talk about is, yeah, the Republicans are fucking awful.
I don't think there's any question about that.
I think it's even an interesting thing to talk about.
They're extreme far right, crystal fascist, anarcho-capitalists.
And I know some people who are anarchists and they get annoyed when I say anarcho-capitalists.
They're not the same, they have the same word in them.
They're one is an extreme right wing thing, and then the other is a very left wing thing.
I wish people had better just poly-side background.
It's annoying that you can't have a conversation with people, but just in a side.
anarcho-capitalists are basically like capitalists can do whatever the fuck they want.
The people with the money get to dictate everything, they get to decide everything.
they don't have to follow any rules, they can just make up the game, that's it.
And then crystal fascist literally, you know.
their people who have their version of Christianity.
and they think the government should be wrong in accordance with those ideas.
Which are pretty fucked up, especially given the tenants of the Christianity as I understand the.
are not as horrible as this, if you just laid them out.
But their version of it is like Calvinism, and they like to call it the prosperity gospel.
Let me get like it's a new thing, but it's an old thing.
They're pretty fucking terrible.
They're just like, and the end of the world called and all this other stuff.
And of course, you know, well all the stuff that goes with religious fanaticism, just in general.
misogyny and in general just horribleness and all that.
That's who they are.
And Trump is fucking awful.
Look, I don't think I shouldn't even need to say that.
I shouldn't need to explain to you that Trump is awful.
And the thing that does, I mean, I could go on and on.
And I really could just on and on.
I didn't find item about all the ways that he's terrible.
I've known he's my entire life.
I've known he's terrible.
I did.
It was not something that I had to really learn or figure out.
In the 80s he had the, what does it central park five.
He had things where, you know, just like overt racism.
Is it through lying for him.
But even if you take that out, he's just an asshole.
Like just a fundamentally terrible person.
Yeah.
You would see, like he'd pop up in this America and talk about how.
You could just go in the back and the changing room.
And, you know, he's transgressive.
He's like a sex past.
He's not only racist, not only classist, just indecent.
And when I say he has no class, and then since I don't mean, well.
that's independent of being classless or classist, rather.
But he has no class, and he has no decency.
He's not got respect for anyone, but himself.
He feels like he should be able to do whatever the fuck he wants.
Just a fucking awful person.
Like, and it utterly unprincipled and extremely lazy.
And a cheater and a liar.
And you can go on and on and on.
You just, you could, I don't have to, though.
I shouldn't have to.
I should not have to explain how bad he is or how bad the Republicans are.
I assume, you know that.
I echo with kind of the principle of charity, which is to assume, well.
I guess several things, but one to assume the best interpretation of something when you say it.
But also, I kind of assume that you have the capacity and experience and understanding to know who these people are.
But it's, it shouldn't be necessary.
And I think, well, I mean, this is kind of a depressing thing.
Because I see a lot of the people who I would call blue maga in the brunch lives.
I used to call them more shit lives, but I think shit lives sounds more personal.
And it sounds more like I just don't like them because I don't like them, although I do.
Yeah.
But brunch live really catches, like exactly who they are, which is just, they don't want to be bothered.
They don't want, they don't mind the policies of Trump.
They don't mind the deportations that Obama was doing.
They don't mind Obama blowing up kids and weddings.
They don't, they don't mind any of that kind of stuff.
They just don't like that it's being done by somebody who is overt and awful and, like, in your face about it.
That's the real objection to Trump, which is, in itself, it's actually kind of disturbing.
Because, like, all that stuff that I said and all this stuff I could go down to list about Trump and why he's awful.
It's not because he's just like the orange turd, or whatever the fuck they call him.
I certainly don't have to use ableism.
I certainly don't have to use body shaming.
I don't have to use homophobia or transphobia to criticize him.
I would never have to do any of that stuff.
But you see the brunch flips doing this stuff.
The blue mega people doing this stuff all the time.
And it's, it's fucking annoying.
It's like, I don't need to talk about how bad he is, but maybe you guys need to think about why he's so bad.
Because I don't think you know, I think a lot of you just are on this, like, social being.
In the same sense that, you know, like, I lived in Gilbert, Arizona for a long time.
And when I was there, there were a fuckload of trucks, including, like, well after he was not going to be the nominee.
And, you know, like, probably to this day, they have bumper stickers that are, let's go brand him.
They love this guy, they love genocide, Joe, they love crying bill Joe.
And I don't know why they like him so much, but they hate him.
They love to hate him.
But the thing is, if you actually, like, listed the policies, you listed his principles and his positions, like, he is pro forced birth.
That's not a reason for me to like him.
That's a reason for you guys to like him.
They hate him.
They think that he's a communist.
And we're just fucking, it's just silly.
It's funny.
It's ridiculous.
It's absurd.
If you had any kind of, any kind of understanding of political theory, you would know who he is and who he is not.
There are plenty of reasons to hate that guy.
I mean, he is a plagiarist, he is a liar and a cheat.
And when I say he's a plagiarist, I don't mean, you know, like, I'm just throwing the word around.
If you go back to 1988, I actually have a video pinned on my TikTok, where I have some clips from.
from 1988 when he was in the Democratic primary and he got drummed out for plagiarism, like literally just reading other people's speeches.
You know, almost, almost verbatim.
It's ridiculous and over the top.
And these, these videos are from people like, just mainstream established journalists talking about how bad it was.
These are, these are people like Eleanor Cliff or Dan Rather talking about, like, how he's just like a doll that's, you know, a puppet.
It's spitting out other people's words as though they were his own.
And how his career should be destroyed or was destroyed.
They just assumed at the time, laughably, that that would destroy his career.
And it should have, he should have never had the political office again after 1988.
He would be able to frankly, he shouldn't have before, you know, because there's.
Keep plenty of reasons why he shouldn't have before, but that should have ended it for him.
And you go back to let law school and his undergrad.
He cheated in classes.
He plagiarized massive chunks of papers.
He, he was not a good person.
He was, like, the amount of stuff that he has in common with Trump is uncanny.
Is it both just kind of mediocre old white dudes who have their entire lives had nothing but privilege.
Had lots of stuff handed, and you can, I understand, like, you know, okay, he's had some tragedy.
I'm not, I'm not saying that he had a perfect life.
You know, this isn't as similar to, um, if you have white privilege, it does not mean that your life is great.
It doesn't mean that you never faced any problems. It just means that your problems did not come from your race.
It means that, you know, like, I have had plenty of difficult fees in my life, but they're not coming from the fact that I'm a white male, right.
It's just head, white male. Those are not, those are not hurting me.
Whereas there are people who, you know, if you're, uh, like a femme dude, um, that's gonna hurt you.
If you are trans, if you're Black, if you're brown, if you're a woman, um, all of those things are going to hurt you.
And those are things that will be in people's way.
And there are people with multiple intersecting marginal identities who are much more successful than I am.
but they did it despite all of those things, not because of them.
And, you know, I am less successful than I could be, but, you know, it might, my, my race and identity are not factors that they're not things that were in my way.
So, anyway, um, both of these guys completely mediocre, um, lying, cheating, indecent, uh, very transgressive.
It's, it's kind of, uh, a, a hand-to-standard part of this is a generational thing, but both of them are extremely transgressive.
Like, there, there, there was the, this is another thing, um, you can look up the audacity of the grove.
This was a daily show, um, there wasn't a full episode, but it was like a decent chunk, um, in there.
So, man, the B and John Stewart.
And it's a, it's just clips after clip after clip of Biden, um, with various women from Angela Merkel to, uh, to little girls.
And he's like doing like this weird creepy, um, shoulder massages and getting, like sniffing their hair and just like being gross and weird.
Um, and similarly, you know, just like Trump.
Now, I'm not saying they're exactly the same guy, but they're so similar in so many different ways.
Um, you know, and, and you look at like how they both cheated through university.
They both, um, have, frankly, blown up things in huge ways that would have destroyed most people's careers.
Um, and yet they faced no real consequences for it.
But the stuff that Biden did in 1988 should have ended his career.
Um, Trump losing a billion dollars and other people's money should have ended his ability to get investments and get, to have a career past.
And yet both of these guys, uh, continued to fail upwards up to the presidency.
It's, it, the thing about these two, especially, I think it's going to be much more obvious with the perspective of history.
It's hard to see when you're in the middle of it.
But with the perspective of history, um, these two guys at kind of the end cap of, of the United States as, as we've known it.
Um, they are the perfect avatars for that country.
They really truly are.
They are the embodied embodiments of everything that's wrong about that country.
Like, you could not pick, you couldn't cast better examples of, of, of what's so fucked up by the country.
And also in both cases, you have their supporters.
I mean, I'm going off on a, well, really a tangent.
That's a thing that I do I guess.
But, um, you know, this is not what I meant.
But talk about it.
They're both such, um, such an example of this and also the way that their supporters bot.
loath the other person.
Not based on how horrible they are because they both are horrible people.
They both, you know, have endless reasons to dislike them and be disgusted by them and fin.
them offensive and never want them anywhere near any kind of power, uh, both in th.
terrible.
But the people that hate them, they hate them because orange turd or, uh, you know.
the people that hate Oklahoma, uh, they call them Obama and all that they have a B.O.
Is a, is another one.
There's a lot of very thinly veiled racism and horrible stuff.
Uh, they hate him for reasons that are not like, oh, he is, uh, agent of empire.
Um, he's an oligarch himself for aspiring one who chums up with oligarchs and blows u.
little kids and does all those horrible stuff and doesn't, you know, does not see to i.
that W or his administration, uh, face any consequences at all for, you know, overtly torturin.
people, right.
It, you know, like there are plenty of reasons to hate the supporter and chief, uh.
that the people who hate him for the most part hate him for completely ridiculous made u.
reasons that are not so subtly racist.
That's, you know, the people who hate, um, Biden for the most part.
It's not because he's genocide Joe or crime bill Joe.
Oh, yeah, that's a thing that he did.
Um, it's weird.
Also, this is, this is not intended to talk about as well.
But, uh, I, these are groups that I can't help getting into as I'm talking about this stuf.
that came out of it because it's so fucking annoying.
Um, Biden and Harris both built their political careers on putting Black men into prison.
And it's, it's kind of stunning when you look at it and you look at how much they both were involve.
in law enforcement and an unfairly taking civil rights from people and enslaving people.
Again, like, bears endless repetition.
The 13th amendment does not, um, for bit slavery, um, it has a little asterisk.
It has a little asterisk.
It doesn't abolish slavery in abolishes it, except as a punishment for crime.
And putting an asterisk on there, it's, it's pretty special.
It says a lot about that country.
Anyway, um, getting back on track that where I wanted to be.
I've never voted for a Republican.
I can't imagine any scenario in a realistic near term that I would ever vote for one.
You know, the party would literally have to do another one of these seismic shifts and completely reverse itself in order for me to even consider it.
And frankly, the, the brand is so tainted, like even if, um.
the Republicans became openly communist.
I don't think that I can vote for a Republican.
I just, I just don't think I could.
And it's too, too associated with racism and Trumpism and all these things.
Um, so it's, it's very annoying to me that people would jump to this thing like.
Oh, somehow, because you're criticizing Democrats, you must be a Republican.
You must be a Trump supporter.
And I don't think, you know, I think people generally speaking, even if they don't really know the details.
they kind of know how terrible the Republicans are.
They don't really have that much of a clue how terrible the Democrats are.
And it, including even actually the, the red manga people, the Republican supporters that don't like the Democrats.
Again, they don't like them for reasons which are imaginary.
Not for the actual reasons, not to like them.
Not for the actual, um, problems with them.
The actual reasons that I don't like them.
Um, and so I want to talk a little bit about this.
And I want to talk, I, I'm not going to talk about the parties in particular.
I'm not going to go through, like, I don't want to go critically in it.
And why is like the Democrats sort of this.
And this is the, and the Republicans are this.
Instead, I'm going to start from a different angle 45 minutes in.
So this, this probably should have been at the top.
But 45 minutes in them finally getting started.
That was the introduction.
Um, I want to talk a little bit about my principles.
Where I stand on things.
And then as I go through those, talk about the parties and how well they align with me.
Um, so first of all, first of all, just to be, you know, very clear, very open.
Um, I'm an anti-capitalist.
I, I don't want to go into, uh, like, this is already in 45 minutes into this.
I don't want to get into the details of what that means.
Um, maybe I'll do that in another episode someday.
It's worth talking about.
Um, but just in general, um, I don't believe in or support, uh, the individual accumulation.
a glomeration of wealth.
Um, I don't think billionaires should exist.
Period.
Yeah.
I get into a lot of arguments with people about how, uh, oh.
that there was one that posted something on Facebook yesterday, the day before.
about, you know, the biggest long multi-page screen about how Taylor Swift is still a human.
She's a human being.
And, like, people, like, it's so lazy and cheap and blah, blah, blah for people to hate her.
I don't hate her because of anything about her other than the fact that billionaires are ontologically equal.
The existence of the very existence of billionaires in a world where there are people who do not have enough to eat.
We do not have shelter.
We do not have basic needs met.
Um, when you have people hoarding so much wealth that they individually.
cannot spend it in a thousand lifetimes.
Um, that is evil.
Like, that is as close to pure unadulterated evil as, I think, exists in the world.
Um, it is a hoarding thing and it's terrible.
It just is intrinsically terrible.
Um, that should not exist.
Should just fundamentally not exist.
And, you know, you still may be a human being.
You still may have feelings and all those kind of stuff.
But it does not make you a good person to be a billionaire.
If you were a good person and somehow suddenly somebody gave you a billion dollar.
for whatever reason, you find yourself being a billionaire.
You wouldn't be a billionaire for very long because you would go out of your wa.
to help as many people as you can and use the inordinate amount of resources and power that you hav.
that again amount to, you know, the equivalent of thousands, millions of people around the world.
You have that much.
Um, that's ridiculous.
Then nobody should have that much power.
Nobody should have that much wealth.
Nobody should be able to do the things that they can do.
Nobody should be able to buy a city block, you know, just at will on a whi.
because they can because they want to.
Um, nobody should be able to, even the good stuff that they couldn't in principle do.
but somehow never end up doing.
Um, it shouldn't exist.
Um, and in fact also, you know, this is just, it gets to, to this.
Um, well, I don't, I don't want to go too far down this path because again, I will.
I will make another one later on about the, about not being a capitalist and being anti-capitalist.
But, it's just, it's just bad.
It's not a good thing.
And to be clear also, that doesn't mean that I'm opposed to you having personal property.
You know, I, I want to have the computer that I am that I have.
That should be my computer.
That's, you know, my toothbrush should be my toothbrush.
I think that's, that's fine.
There's, it's kind of almost like a natural thing.
Um, you know, like our ancestors had stuff that was kind of theirs.
They had their own shit.
Everybody kind of can have their own shit to some extent.
If you're on island, but you can have your own toothbrush.
You know, you can have your own space.
You can have, you know, some stuff that you have, you've done.
You've worked towards all of that kind of stuff.
And when I say, you've worked towards it.
This is part of the difference between, you know, personal property.
And private property.
Um, that doesn't mean that you have a company that you, you know.
you don't get to own an apple, like apples, not your thing, right.
Um, even if you somehow built it all yourself, which nobody does.
uh, but you don't get to do that.
That's not, that's, that would be the private property thing.
You don't get to own, um, an island.
You don't get to own a factory.
Nobody should own those things.
Um, that's not, and think that any individual.
or organization really should be able to do.
They should be collectively owned resources.
And frankly, a lot of things shouldn't be owned by anyone.
You know, nature has its own, you know, well.
and I don't even want to get into that, but that's.
a lot of things are not ownable.
You should be able to own a person or another animal.
Um, it's, it's, it's fucking weird, actually.
Like the fact that people think that you can or should.
they're, that's a fine thing to do.
Um, I'm opposed to investors.
I'm opposed to, you know, it's one thing for you to work on stuf.
and make something and make something that other people find of value.
And then exchange that with them for something else of value.
Um, I, I, I, I, I'm much more into the gift economy and like.
you make extra stuff in the process of doing stuff.
And you give it away.
But I'm not opposed intrinsically to the idea of markets and commerc.
and exchange and that kind of stuff within reason.
Um, but I am opposed to investors owning a company.
uh, not really contributing to anything there other tha.
contributing, or quotes capital.
Um, I don't, I don't believe in capital as a concept.
Um, and then taking the surplus.
uh, from other people, the extra work that people have done.
that they're not getting, uh, the reward from.
I don't, I don't believe in that.
I don't believe that, that is a thing that even makes sense.
And it certainly should not happen.
Um, I'm very opposed to that.
Um, and, you know, if, this is, this is kind of thing.
Like if, if somebody, you make something.
And then it gets exchanged or sold for something else.
You should get the part of the value that you put into that.
You just should, um, it's, it's the way it should be.
And even if you don't necessarily take it home yourself.
like you could reinvest it, you could decide, okay.
well, it would be better if we as a group.
or making these things together, um.
got some tools, got better tools, got better space.
Did, didn't X or Y or Z.
I put that into raw materials to make more stuff.
Or to, you know, any of that kind of stuff.
You can make that decision.
But that's different than somebody who's, again.
investing, um, a capitalist who owns the thing.
That isn't contributing to the production of the thing.
Contributing to the actual, you know, making of the thing.
And I'm, I'm talking about making as, as though these are like widgets.
but they could be services, they could be whatever.
They're thinking, you know, things that, in a very abstract sense.
you are making.
Um, so I bring this up and, you know.
what, what does that have to do with the Democrats or the Republicans.
Both of these parties are capitalist parties.
Both of them are completely diametrically opposed to where I am.
And that, in that regard.
And in that sense, neither one represents me.
And neither one, even remotely.
aligns with me on a very, just basic foundational fundamental thing.
This is one reason why I'm not a Democrat.
I'm not a Republican.
I don't like either of these parties.
I'm much, much further left.
I assure you, then either of these parties.
It's funny also, like, this is just an aside.
But, you know, I like to send people to political compass.org.
And it is not perfect.
It is, like, I could give you an enlistment of criticisms of the site.
And the way that they're measuring things and all those kind of stuff.
But it does kind of, in very broad strokes.
shine a light on the fact that the Democrats.
the mainstream Democrats, including Bernie.
are very vaguely, like.
like, Bernie again is for the party kind of, like, extreme sort of middle of the road.
And you look at, like, Obama and Clinton, both Clinton'.
and Trump and McCain and all these people.
They're all clustered in the upper right corner of the sort of authoritarian right.
And, you know, there's not that far from each other.
If you actually look, whether you like the metrics that they use or not.
if you actually list, and I really encourage, like.
I think this is something, this is an exercise for the reader.
Not that you're reading.
Maybe you are reading, I don't know.
But as an exercise for the reader.
one thing that I wish people would do is kind of think about what are your values.
What are the principles that you hold dear.
What are the things that you think matter.
What are the things that you think are not negotiable.
And you should have things that are not negotiable.
I understand this weird thing that people have now where they talk about how.
you know, you can't have a purity test.
Purity tests are literally just or litmus tests or whatever you want to call them.
They like purity tests because it sounds really bad.
All it means fundamentally is having basic standards.
You know, I will not vote for somebody who supports genocide, hard stop.
That is a basic standard.
That is a basement level standard.
It is like something that should not be controversial.
It shouldn't be something that I even have to say.
It shouldn't even be something.
It should be like just a given.
Of course, you don't have to vote for anyone who supports genocide.
Because now who would support genocide.
Like, and it turns out, of course, both the Republicans and the Democrats support genocide.
Both support Ecoside.
You know, the environment that we live in that we depend on that our entire existence is based on.
And our civilization developed and you probably should not fuck that up.
And you probably should take care of that so that we have some kind of sustainable future that's viable.
It's not horrible.
That should be a basic fundamental principle.
And if the thing about this and I'm really want to say.
this is one of the reasons why I get annoyed with people especially.
Democrats, the Democrats, and this one is like a rank and file thing that bothers me.
If you had standards, if you would not, like if you.
and when I say you, I mean, everybody who's going to vote for a Democrat.
if you put your foot down and you said, I am not going to vote for somebody who supports genocide.
period, hard stop, then you wouldn't have a candidate that supports genocide.
You would have a better candidate.
You would have a candidate that I can vote for.
That's the fucking thing.
And because you have that lack of standard, and especially because like I see.
I keep seeing people declaring publicly that they're going to vote for whoever the nominee is next time.
This is like, do you want to, let's, let's just take this a little bit more into the abstract.
I'm going to write a contract.
I'm going to leave all the terms blank.
I'm going to fill those in later.
Don't worry about it.
You don't have to, we don't have to negotiate any of that stuff.
You're going to sign it now, right.
You're just going to sign the contract.
And then later on, I'll put everything.
the, I'm getting and everything that you're getting in there.
And you think you.
does that seem like a reasonable way to negotiate anything to you.
Does that seem like it doesn't, doesn't make sense.
You're like, you're essentially saying.
you can be safely ignored because you're going to vote for whatever the fuck I give you.
You're going to take it.
You're going to accept it.
It's very annoying to me.
And when I say annoying, I mean, that is not nearly as strong enough word.
It is a fucking awful.
It is beyond fucking awful.
And it is the reason why you have two candidates in the last election for the two majority parties.
They're arguing with each other over who is a bigger fracker than our both pro genocide.
The both went.
was a two to be basically like beach property for somebody else.
to be taken from people to be leveled.
That is why there are no standards because you have no fucking standards.
Like it's not me.
It's not people that actually have standards.
It's your fault.
I really wish people would get that.
I really deeply.
but it's fucking annoying.
I think, I think housing is a human right.
I think just for the fact that you exist as a human being.
you should be able to have safe, comfortable shelter.
You should be able to not have to pay rent to exist and to live.
That's just a fundamental thing.
And I don't think that should be a ridiculous thing.
That should just be a given.
That should just be like simple.
don't check.
Neither party.
Neither party is for that.
Nobody should have to pay rent to live.
Also means you should get food.
And I'm not saying shitty food.
You should be able to get decent, good, healthy, nutritious food.
The taste good.
Just as a matter of.
just in exchange for existing.
It's part of the deal.
That's part of the package that we offer.
It's like, okay, you're going to exist.
And as in return for existing.
you get that.
Neither party.
Neither party.
Belief food is a human right.
I think education is a human right.
As in exchange for existing.
you should have health care.
You should have education.
You should even have indulgences.
I understand this is a big thing in the US with food stamps.
You can't possibly have sugar with food stamps.
You can't possibly have any kind of thing that you might enjoy.
It has to be just, you know, like, terrible tasteless, awfulness.
But I think you should be able to, like, if you want to have coffee.
And you want to have chocolate.
And you want to occasionally have ice cream or whatever.
You should totally, that should be part of the deal.
That's part of the package.
Just for existing.
You don't have to, to work for that.
That's a innate human right.
I think you have an innate in neither parties for any of that.
I think you have an innate human right to autonomy.
And that includes not only self-determination in terms of how you spend your tim.
and lives, but that means you also have a fundamental right to wrong.
You have the right to be where you are and to go someplace else.
And that means that there's a lot of consequences.
Like that, that belief.
That means borders should not exist.
Or they should at least be very open.
Like it should not be.
It should be maybe, if you want, like, the.
the, I always talk this up, Shindan area in Europe.
Where you can just go from country to country and live and work.
And, you know, or just like the United States.
as maybe a simpler example.
And there should not be borders between different countries.
You should be able to do it.
If you want to live in Australia.
you should be able to go to Australia and live in work.
Module, like colonizer, self-knowledge, kind of stuff.
There are details, obviously.
But you should be able to.
You should be able to go anywhere.
The borders should be open.
They should not exist.
And that also means, in both parties.
are very fundamentally deeply opposed to that.
And I have to meet my phone because.
I don't know if you're getting the bumps that they're.
super annoying.
Both parties are opposed to that.
That's, that's like, again, basic foundational thing for me.
That also means that cities should be accessible.
Not just walkable.
Although they should be walkable.
Walkable means you, without a vehicle.
can go from point A to point B.
And it might take you a long time.
It might be a little long.
But you can do it.
And it's going to be safe.
You're going to have a sidewalk there.
Probably also, they should be accessible.
which means you can roll from A to B.
If you're a wheelchair user.
If you need some other group of systems beyond that.
that should be a thing.
There should be public transit.
They can quickly get you from A to B.
Now, it maybe it doesn't go point to point everywhere you ar.
to everywhere you can go.
But within like five minutes of walking or rolling.
you should be able to get to public transi.
from basically anywhere.
And go wherever you're going.
And then five more minutes of walking or rollin.
to get to your destination.
That should just be, yeah.
And at your destination, if it's a 20 story building.
there should be an elevator there.
For people who can't go up 20 flights of stairs.
It also means that there should be high speed rail network.
built from city to city.
And those should be much more like a better version of Toky.
where in Tokyo is pretty good.
Don't get it wrong.
Compared to any US city, other than maybe New York.
Tokyo is pretty nice.
But you should basically be able to be wherever you ar.
in your apartment, which again you didn't have to pay for.
You can, if you wanted, you could pay for one that's nicer.
But you got a nice apartment just by virtue of existing.
You could be there.
And I don't mean that you're sheltered, you're sheltered.
Where house together with a bunch of other people that aren't paying.
You can have a nice place and a nice place.
With, yeah.
You should be able to go from there to public transi.
to a train station very quickly.
And then from that train station, you should be able to ge.
basically anywhere at a reasonable cost.
And, you know, I'm not saying it should be free necessarily.
Although it should be damn near free.
It should be like a level where anyone with a tiny bit of effor.
could do it.
And fundamentally, I would really say, probably should be free.
Like you should say, yeah, you could set things up so that they could do this.
Like it does not have to be an expense that you have to incur personally.
Now, obviously, with all this stuff.
I can, even when I was talking about the food and the health car.
and the educational is going to stuff.
And then you talk about autonomy and you're like, well.
how do you get that and square that with people having the righ.
to choose what they do.
Well, I hate to tell you this.
There are plenty of people who would be doctors.
who would be lawyers, who would be educators.
You have a fundamental right to legal representation, by the way.
That's another thing I believe that neither party believes.
Fundamental right.
But you should, there are people who would do that stuff for fre.
if they didn't have to do, you know, like all the stuff to pay rent.
They don't have to somehow exchange currency in order to exist.
There are plenty of people who would make art.
And I would personally do research and engineering for fre.
not for other people, not to make other people rich.
But for myself, and when I say for myself.
I mean, I would do research that would probably advance the.
you know, the border of human knowledge and capacit.
and make things that are useful for people.
I would do that and I don't need to be compensated for it.
I need to have like a safe place to live.
I need to have all the stuff that I was talking about.
Not like an exhort, like I don't need to have a mansion.
But you know, a comfortable place where I can work and where I can liv.
and where I can just, you know, like maybe enjoy a view is a nice thing.
Have a little comfortable workspace where you can do your project.
or do art or do whatever you're into.
And a plate like a little nuck where you can read.
These are things.
Every single person should have simply for existing.
And we could, like, these are not like.
this is not me to open in like, oh, if we someday.
if we have automation, then we can really, no.
we could do this today for everybody.
Absolutely.
I'm so fucking looping.
It wouldn't even require that much restructuring of, you know.
found a more foundational economic systems.
It's most of, this is a thing.
And this is, I talk about this sometimes.
Like, I do not understand the concept of money.
And I say that, and I'm saying it kind of gives, like, half tongue and cheek.
But also, I mean literally, I understand, obviously, like.
I have a PhD in physics.
I've not undergrad degree in mathematics.
I understand what people think the concept of money is.
But it is so disconnected.
The current, you know, fiat currency, all of this kind of stuff.
It's so disconnected from any kind of real intrinsic value.
It's one of the reasons why cryptocurrency seems to kind of make sense to peopl.
because it's just as completely disconnected from anything in value.
Maybe it's maybe a little bit more.
But because of that, it's all just made up.
It's all literally numbers in a computer.
Like, it might as well be scores in a video game.
And the thing about them is you could totally change all the numbers.
and it fundamentally would not change anything.
It's one of the reasons why I say you could do this today.
And the thing also is, like, you could make the worl.
much, much flatter.
And, you know, not really impact stuff that much.
If you look, this is a thing.
If you look at people who are activists for far more girls.
and you look at what they actually get paid.
and they're working conditions, and all of this kind of stuff.
And then you see how much it would cost to just double.
Not like increased by a slight amount, double what they're getting paid, or more.
And it ends up being like a penny for, you know.
like some negligible amount of increase for produce.
for individual, like a head of lettuce or whatever.
And when you see, when you start seeing that.
and you start realizing, like, how much everything is designe.
to just be horrible, and to funnel both to funnel wealt.
to people who are already fucking rich.
And also to keep people, you know.
and I think this is a thing that is easy to discount.
but keep people struggling and keep people poor.
And when I say poor, I mean, I'm including in poor anyon.
that is not able to exist without working.
Like if you, if you cannot indefinitely quit your jo.
and just exist indefinitely without working, you're poor.
And I understand, like, you don't see yourself as poor.
but that is, I think a reasonable definition of poor.
Now, there's, of course, extreme poverty.
where you have to work three jobs just to exist.
and all of this kind of stuff.
And, you know, I'm not trying to undermine that or to, like, you know.
gloss over it, that's much worse.
but most people are poor.
Most people.
And part of the reason that people don't revol.
is because you don't see yourself that way.
You don't understand that, you know.
you should be able to take vacation.
You should, at the very least, if you were in the US.
like you should be able to have the kind of lif.
that people in Europe have.
And the fact that you can't.
and the fact that you don't even know.
like most people there.
think that they have the best healthcare on the world.
they live in the best country in the world.
And they have no fucking clue what they're missing out on.
All that kind of stuff.
That's a pretty big fucking deal.
That's, I wish that more people would kno.
what they're getting fucked out of.
This is one of the reasons why I want trave.
to be basically free.
Yeah.
And when I say travel is free also.
that means you should be able to go to another cit.
and, because housing is a human right.
there should be places where you could stay there.
For free.
There should be food that you can eat there.
Water that you can drink there.
For free.
There should exist that.
None of this stuff is compatible with anythin.
that the Democrats or the Republican.
align with or agree with.
And that doesn't get into.
you know.
like part of the rate of growin.
means you're not like.
I'm not allowed to just walk into somebody's apartment.
But it does mean that you can't be like.
the node course.
yeah, course a lot.
Or on.
I can see his face.
I can't think of his name.
Zuckerberg.
God.
You're not with one of these asshole.
who somehow thinks they can own a beach.
That's not a thing.
That is not a thing.
You can have your own house.
You can have your own space.
But you can't have your own fucking beach.
You can't have your own fucking island.
You can't have your own woods.
Oh, that kind of stuff.
That kind of stuff.
People, all of them say.
you could have your own little garden.
That could be within reason.
Within, you know.
you have to kind of balance this.
There are certain things that are reasonabl.
and there are things that are just ridiculous.
And having your own beach is fucking ridiculous.
Having your own island is fucking ridiculous.
So anyway.
the Democrats are not for any of that stuff.
I don't know if you noticed.
And it also, like.
one of the things that people talk abou.
is like, oh.
you only want the perfect candidate in all of a sudden.
Now, I'm willing.
well.
I'm not compromising on this stuff.
but I'm willing to vot.
for somebody who is like minimally acceptable.
I'm not asking for somebody that agrees with all of that stuff.
Although.
it'd be nice.
But I would.
I would vote for.
like.
if you take care of us.
and she was nominally.
I'm sorry about that.
There's an ambulance going down the street by me.
And it's pretty.
like, the traffic's already stoppe.
and the ambulance is just kind of like stuck in there.
I hope it's not.
I waited as long as I could tolerat.
and it's kind of down the road now.
but it's still really struggling.
Like.
people are not opening the red se.
to let them through.
Let's just say that.
That's the thing I saw.
Well, I don't want to get into that.
but then in Paris.
I saw the same thin.
like.
people would not hear at leas.
people are kind of moving out of the way.
but they're really.
really not doing a great job of it.
And Paris.
like.
nobody got out of the fucking wa.
when I saw this.
It was just like.
they're stuck in traffic.
And if you have to get to the hospital quickly.
and urgently.
you're kind of fucked.
Anyway.
what was I talking about.
I completely.
completely blew my mental stack.
Well.
this is so embarrassing.
Oh.
shit.
comfortable shelter.
Nobody should have to pay rent to live.
autonomy.
Nobody can own a beach.
That was it.
And neither.
neither party is.
neither party aligns with that.
I believ.
that abortion is a human right.
Just like healthcare.
Just like the rest of healthcare.
And again.
I am pro abortion.
Just like I'm pro appendectomy.
Neither party agrees with that.
I can hear somebody going.
like.
what's Scott.
But Scott.
the Democrats are for abortion rights.
They're for their pro choice.
I'm using little air quotes.
you can't see.
I'm pro choice.
No, they're not.
They're really.
really, really.
really not.
I wish that.
this is another reason I wish people woul.
fucking pay attention.
because.
yeah.
I'm just.
if I had hair.
I would pull it out.
Biden.
up until 2019.
Biden.
you know.
the leader of your fucking party.
This guy was for the hide.
H.Y.D.E.
for some reason.
It always goes like.
H.Y.I.G.H.
team.
or something like that.
I don't know if it's my pronunciation.
or whatever.
but the hide amendment.
Apologies.
if it's wrong in the transcript.
But he was for the hide amendment.
up until 2019.
And then somebody told them.
you know.
you can't be the democrati.
nominee with.
without kind o.
pretending to support abortion.
or abortion rights.
you know.
at least with the Hillary.
like.
safe legal and rare kind of bullshit.
But.
yeah.
he was.
that's who he is.
He said.
as recently as 2024.
this is not.
like in the 70s.
although he did say it in the 70s.
as well.
But as recently as 2024.
he said he thought.
row went too far.
After dogs.
overturned row.
he said he didn't want t.
politicize the court.
Like.
like.
you know.
he didn't.
he didn't.
it's actually.
comical.
like he didn't want to politicize the court.
Could you imagine if somebody politicized the court.
are you fucking shitting me.
That the cour.
could not be more political.
It was already political.
just with.
with parents.
Thomas and there.
And, you know.
like.
I mean.
come on.
you don't want to politicize the court.
For abortion or choice.
I neither is Pelosi.
another party leader.
neither is Clyburn.
and you can just go down the list.
and there are so many.
so many people in that part.
that are not.
and alignment with me there.
That's a.
that's a big.
it's a kind of big foundational thing.
and it goes back to bodily autonom.
and all this kind of stuff.
Neither party is anti gun.
I do not believe people have the righ.
to have a point and click.
murder device.
murder remote control.
I don't think.
I think it's contrary to the bodily autonom.
of others.
that you can point somethin.
at somebody.
and with the zero effort in their life.
Both parties support.
you know.
the.
I mean.
at most.
maybe some additional regulations.
I'm completely opposed.
and I just don't think they should exist.
even.
I don't support the police.
and they.
you know.
they don't protect.
they don't exist to protect citizens.
They are there to protect a capital.
And, you know.
I mean.
if you look at their history.
it's not that surprising.
that they're.
but they're actually there for.
but they don't prevent crime.
You can look through the statistic.
you can look through.
and there's been so much study of this.
they do not.
and it's weird that people think that they do.
They.
they don't even really.
meaningfully investigate or punish it.
and it.
to be.
to be for also.
I'm not pro carceral.
I'm not.
for punitive justice.
But both parties are pro cop.
both parties are pro punitive justice.
and carceral punishment.
and all of this kind of stuff.
Both parties are for slavery.
and.
and prisons.
I don't support.
you know.
wasting millions of dollars.
a year-end defense.
I don't think that's a good thing.
I don't think that's.
and most of that.
also.
is not even actually spent to defend anyone.
It's.
it's just going to military contractors.
That.
you know.
essentially it's like a socialis.
for people that are making tanks.
and.
you know.
rolling the tanks out into the desert.
It's one of those things.
also.
like you make them.
and.
at a certain point.
you have a bunch of weapons.
so it's hard not to use them.
So simply having them is a fundamentally destabilizing force in the world.
And I think bad for that.
but also.
like you think about how much.
how many resources are waste.
on building things to kill people.
versus.
like.
use those same resources to build public transit.
or to advance the state of art for healthcare.
or.
you know.
anything that's actually goo.
and an investment in people.
Both parties.
on the wrong side of that one.
Universal healthcare.
I'm against torture.
both parties for torture.
It's.
it's fucking ridiculous.
And I can go on and on and on.
but I think you get the point.
Neither party represents me.
And the reason that I talk more about the Democrats.
than the Republicans.
is because.
you know.
I can't.
I never would have voted for a Republican.
but I spent my entire adult life.
up until.
damn.
up until the last cycle actually.
I.
I was not going to vote for.
for crime bill.
and Jim Crow Joe in 2020.
but I got.
kind of.
arm twisted into it.
But up until the 2024.
I always voted for Democrats.
And now I can't imagine ever doing it again.
And the problem is.
like.
they pretend to align with me.
And people need to understand that they don't.
and you need to do somethin.
to.
to improve that situatio.
and to get something that actually doesn't suck.
And until you do that.
we're stuck.
We're stuck in this situation.
I'm not.
not necessarily.
like.
all of this is crumbly academic anyway.
because I don't know that.
a electoralism is going to get.
the country out of the situation that it's in.
But.
to the extent that it can do anything.
It's.
I think.
then.
one of the two major parties is not helping.
The.
the other one.
I think you already know about.
so.
about them.
because.
you know.
of the two.
who pretends to align with me.
who pretends to represent me.
Yeah, that's, that's basically it.
Anyway.
with all of that.
I'm gonna.
just trying to think if I.
if I missed something.
both are agents of capita.
and white supremacy and colonialism.
That's.
that's basically what I was saying.
So anyway.
with that.
I will talk with you more later.
I.
I appreciate it as ever.
And.
take care.
Thank you.
See ya.
Thank you.
Image by Matthew Yohe, CC BY-SA 3.0, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=82773576
Hey there I'm Scott and this is tangents. Well, it is as I'm recording this actually the
I'm not 100% sure that I won't get it up today, but it's probably just to be safe.
I'm in Bangkok, it is 1521, and I'm looking outside of my window, and it is dumping out,
I love the fucking rain.
I don't like being in it, mind you, if I'm not like protected from it obviously, but I just, there's something about it,
And in Phoenix, like where I was born in Indiana, there is a gray sky for literally like
And for that time, when I say gray, I don't mean like
There are not clouds that you can see.
It's just grey. It's just a sheet of grey.
And that sheet of grey is undifferentiated and unwavering for months and months and months,
And by the end, when you start seeing blue again,
That is, like I understand why somebody who spent a lot of time
It gets fucking hot.
Now it's not as humid as it is in a lot of places, but it is hot.
And much of the summer, it is like in the 40s, at least like 41 42
It is just melting down
That's the phone.
It can't be good for me.
I need to walk.
I need to walk.
I really do.
And for a big chunk of the year in Phoenix,
I cannot walk.
I'm just covered in sweat.
But at least they're, you're not like stopping wet from the sweat,
But they're, you're just kind of like sticky and you have a film on you and it's just gross.
But that undifferentiated blue sky for me is very much like the undifferentiated,
And the best for me, well, I guess not the best.
I'm somebody who likes things from different places.
I, for me, I love like a thunderstorm.
A thunderstorm is the best weather.
But I don't want thunderstorms constantly.
They're miserable.
If it was dumping like it is right now all the time,
I mean, I'm looking at the street and it is,
And there's so much water, like all the cars are looking like boats.
If it was like this all the time, I would not be happy.
I would not enjoy this.
But, you know, going from mostly nice and you can walk
Fucking awesome.
Getting some thunder and lightning.
Fucking awesome.
Getting, and it's the variety.
It's the variation that really I need more than anything.
I need the dramatic like crashes of thunder and wind and rain.
And then I also need like, you know, I can just go outside and feel comfortable.
And I definitely need, I can be outside and eat and not be miserable.
That's, you know, I'm going to eat outside no matter what,
If I could live anywhere I could live.
You know, if I could choose.
So, five minutes then, I want to make this one about advertising.
And the reason I'm doing this is this is something,
I've never really enjoyed it.
I've never really found it to be something that is particularly compelling.
And it's something though that, like I watched a lot of YouTube videos.
And it is getting ridiculously over the top of noxious.
And yeah, I could technically get YouTube premium and not have to sit through the ads.
And in fact, I'm, I'm convinced increasingly convinced that these ads that they have on their,
They're kind of a scam being run on the advertisers by YouTube to get people to pay for premium.
So that they don't have to see the fucking ads.
And in fact, I think the people doing the ads themselves are probably,
I'm not sure exactly how the economics work.
But the people who are getting their self-advertised,
And when somebody's pretending to make ads for them.
And the ads are not selling anything.
They're not actually compelling.
They're not actually targeted.
I mean, they have all this targeting ability.
Almost all the ads that I see are definitely not meant for me.
They're definitely not selling to me.
They're not something that I would ever want.
They're not saying that I would ever even think about buying.
And I would say like, you know, Paramount Plus is the worst master of this because
I have a lot of criticisms of that.
I'm going to cancel my subscription there as soon as the season is over.
Incidentally, because it's kind of fucking pissing me off.
I'm glad they're only two episodes left.
And I'm looking forward to the end of that show.
It's kind of depressing.
But all the fucking ads that are on there are for like hobby lobby and other things
I would never, never shop at hobby lobby.
I would never go to a Chick-fil-A.
Like it would not.
I went there once or twice at the Memorial Union at the ASU before I knew about them.
Then they were shitty.
I was not impressed.
If you want waffle for eyes, AZD8 in Scottsdale, massively better.
And they're not particularly more expensive.
Although they've changed suppliers a number of times and they've emptied.
But they're still better.
But they're awful for eyes of shitty.
They're chicken sandwiches.
They're not particularly good.
You can get a much better chicken sandwich, a lot of other places.
All the stuff that they're supposed to be great at.
I just don't get it.
I don't see the appeal.
And like if it was just a regular restaurant and not an actual transphobic nightmare,
But they're terrible.
They're like objectionable.
The only time recently that I've ever gone there is I was a advisor for the NAACP Youth Council in East Valley in Phoenix.
And for some reason, people wanted that for a thing that they were doing, which annoyingly also had cops at it.
That there's a whole lot of things I don't get into.
But I'm not a supporter of police, but they were there.
And they wanted to do want to check full up.
So I got it for people.
I kind of regret it.
I kind of given my, given my brothers, I would not have done it.
But I foolishly said that I wouldn't get lunch.
Not thinking that I should put constraints on that.
And that was what people wanted.
So I kind of backed myself into a corner.
Would not do that again.
Anyway, the ads, the fucking ads.
The ads on YouTube.
And the reason that, you know, there are several reasons why I don't get YouTube premium.
The first one, and the reason before, like right now, it's an extra expense.
And I'm trying to cut that kind of things.
I'm not trying to expend a lot of money on shit that I don't need.
Otherwise, not like that, that expensive.
But the reason I first canceled my subscription was, you know, I subscribed to, like,
And at some point, the main feed went from actually showing me the shows that I subscribed
And recommendations for stuff that I would not, like, does not interest me.
It's not stuff that, like, the targeting was terrible.
The targeting on, for whatever you say about TikTok, especially when it was really good,
Like, it was getting stuff that I wouldn't really want to see.
The targeting that I've seen on YouTube, it's comically bad, just novelty, novelty bad.
And they're showing me a bunch of this stuff at the expense of stuff that I wanted to see.
Like, I was not even seeing notifications for new episodes of the shows that I wanted to see.
I had to go to their pages just to see them.
And as far as I know, it's still like that.
And then, you know, there is a thing where you can go, which is, like, subscriptions only.
But if I go there, then it's full of, like, Go, France, Funcat, France, 24.
And things that are high frequency posters.
And so it's, like, the, the algorithms to some extent are useful to filter out, like, the extra noise.
But they've got them, like, you know, show me the fucking shit that I actually want to see.
This is, I don't know what it is about every social media platform.
Now, I mean, I kind of have some ideas, but one thing I really am frustrated about.
Especially, like, meta slash Facebook, but it's generally true.
They won't let you just have the fire hose.
That's, that's what I want.
I want to just see whether it was TikTok or Twitter or Facebook.
The thing I wanted to see was all the people that I'm connected to.
Just show me all of their fucking posts.
Just have to be in a timeline.
I don't need stuff filtered out.
Or if you want to, you know, like, if somebody's posting over and over and over again,
Maybe.
But I don't want to see, like, the same five people over and over again.
At the expense of, you know, I, on Facebook, I'm connected to thousands of people.
And before I stopped, like, before I discontinued my account there years ago,
And now it's even worse because it's like, I will see stuff from a handful of people.
And then most of the feed is crap that I'm not subscribed to.
I'm not connected to.
I'm not, you know, it's just like inserted random garbage.
Mostly from bullshit meme accounts that I would never be interested in.
I just, it just annoys me.
And then, of course, they're also, like, super full of ads.
So, I mean, it's the problem whenever you build any kind of social media,
And if you scale past a certain point, the data storage and the bandwidth and all that stuff,
At some point, like, you're, you're talking about four billions of people,
Like, you know, it's a significant amount of money, hundreds of millions at the very least.
And you can't afford that without finding some way to pay for it.
And it's true, like, if you were getting somehow like a dollar or two from each one of your users every year,
But the problem is you've established from the beginning that it was free.
And people will just, a abandoned ship if you start charging for it,
So, you have this problem.
And the, the answer to this problem is always, like, how are you going to pay for it?
Like, that's just what they always land up.
It is the most frustrating thing because some kind of social media.
And I do think given enough time, something like that will exist,
That kind of thing is really useful.
It's really, like, it's a whole that exists now.
And it's something that, you know, it's just such a shame that it doesn't exist.
Just as a service, like, as a free public service.
And the fact that now it's just like these horrible private corporations,
It's, it's fucking shitty.
Anyway, now I'm, like, 15 minutes in.
Getting more back to these ads.
The ads, I mean, like, when I was a kid,
I always feel bad about saying, like, when I was a kid.
Back in my day, it might be.
But, you know, when I was a kid,
And ad is essentially some kind of paid promotion that is there,
That's somebody is presumably trying to sell you.
And, like, when I was a kid,
They seem to be, like, they didn't have individual targeting.
They were just things tossed on TV or in newspapers or magazines.
So you had some targeting from that, but it was very, like,
But, you know, they would have things like empire carpet.
And in the ads for that, five, eight, eight, two, three, hundred,
I will have that phone number in my mind, the rest of my life.
They've successfully embedded it in there.
And I haven't heard that commercial and probably at least 20 years.
Maybe more.
I don't know how long ago, but a long fucking time ago.
And it's just there.
Four or seven W Disney.
I called before recording this and checked.
And it's still the number.
And their ads got that number in my brain as a kid.
And I still have it.
I still have it through this day.
If you want to go to a Disney resort,
Now, I'm not that I would Google anymore.
With a doctor going or whatever ends up being the one that you use.
They all kind of suck.
But it is just ridiculous.
Like, there are so many slogans.
So many company names and all the stuff.
Where's the beef?
Seared into my mind.
Apple's 1984 ad.
Or here's to the crazy ones.
The mistlets, the rebels, the troublemakers.
The round pegs and the square holes.
The ones who see things differently.
They're not fond of rules.
And they have no respect for the status quo.
You can praise them, disagree with them,
About the only thing you cannot do is to ignore them.
Because they change things.
They invent.
They imagine.
They heal.
They explore.
They create.
They inspire.
They push the human race forward.
Maybe they have to be crazy.
This is not the actual version of this.
I think it's part of it.
And then it's like a extended version or something.
It's kind of bugging me.
The actual one is more like here's to the crazy ones.
The mistlets, the rebels, the troublemakers.
The round pegs and the square holes.
So that part is the same.
The ones who see things differently.
That part seems to be the same.
Well, some may see them as crazy ones.
We see genius.
Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world
And then think different.
Not differently.
Because you know, like think Apple think different.
That it's, I'm not saying it's great.
I'm not saying that it actually lives up to what they claim.
I'm not saying anything like that.
It was something you're swinging for something.
They are like selling you something.
And when I say selling you something, I don't mean like just some guy,
But they're really conveying like this is who we are.
This is what you're buying when you buy an Apple product.
This is, yeah.
It's just so fucking weird to me to watch these modern ads.
Where like if you go to YouTube,
I used to have that on my computer.
And then for some reason, I'm sure some security things are whatever.
Apple disabled the ability to install that for Safari.
And I still use Safari.
I don't like a lot of other browsers.
But you block origin.
Like without that, you have ad block and all these other ones.
They still don't really do a great job of getting rid of the ads.
You block origin seems to work.
But I've installed it because I can't,
And they are obnoxious.
There's like, there's no way that I'm going to be convinced
Anything at all.
Like, and they're also so badly miscarbiding.
Like, again, selling people shit that I'm never,
I didn't want to use Grammarly to begin with.
But now I'm seeing all this fucking fake,
No way at hell.
No way at hell.
And the ads are like some obnoxious.
Sean Williams Scott.
Like, what he used to be when he was a kid.
Like kid being in his 20s.
Kind of dude talking about how he likes to,
I don't care.
I don't want your bullshit.
I don't want your fucking fake ass AI giant air quotes.
Environmental, ecological catastrophe.
Resource and intensive plagiarism based bullshit factory.
I do not want that.
I will never pay for it.
I will never use it.
It's just, you know, like, fuck you.
Fuck you.
And they're incessant.
They just keep going over and over again.
And it used to be, like,
Like, it wasn't just continuous.
They weren't.
They would do mid roles and things,
Like, you watch something in a minute later,
That's that's that's.
They're so frequent now.
They're so obnoxious.
Like, the only way that I can make any sense of these at all.
Is that the entire intended purpose of them is to sell YouTube premium.
Like, to sell you, we will spare you from these ads.
And in fact, there are even ads where they're like,
It's like, why would YouTube sell you an ad blogger
You know, it's just like, you look at that and you're like,
Something is weird.
And, you know, like, I understand,
So you remember going back, like,
And then you see the current stuff,
And so you go, like, well, now it sucks.
There is that.
I don't think that's the case here.
I don't think I'm just remembering the good ads.
And I do remember, like, there were terrible commercials
There were always, like, you know,
Like, you, you look at that and it was just,
There were things like that.
But there was a balance, right?
At least trying, like, even that guy
He was maybe not doing a great job of it,
And now it's like some jackass.
When I talked to my team,
A titanium cookware is not a great plan.
Like, titanium is a really cool
It's very, very lightweight for the strength.
Very thermally resistant.
But it has a very low heat capacity.
And the thermal conductivity is not great.
And especially, like, you know,
So it's like, you wouldn't,
Other than, it's like, oh, it's titanium.
It's like, oh, it's titanium.
I mean, I guess it does make sense
Like, strong and light,
They're fine.
But for your kitchen,
And yeah, I see these ads.
I see these ads for the stuff.
And, you know, like,
And I am much more distracted by, like,
And I understand it's metaphorically
But if you see me talking about hair,
And it's not good.
It's not like, oh, yeah, this makes sense.
This is just an expression that he's using.
Yeah.
No, it's like, something is off-putting about it.
Something is drawing your attention
And I just, I found it weird.
I found it annoying.
And I think, like, I know I'm a broken record
Really ruined things.
They're really, like, take the essence.
Like, anything that's actually an improvement,
They don't like that.
They're going to cost off the miser.
They're going to replicate it a million times.
And then you have, you know,
It looks like variety.
But they're all the same fucking shit.
They're all the same material
They're all basically the same boxes.
Like, you can see that the boxes are being made
And the printing is maybe different
And you have maybe two or three different kinds of boxes
And, I mean, they've all been destroyed.
Like, even, yeah, and again,
20 years ago or 50 years ago.
But there was a time when they were
And now they're just, like,
And it tastes much worse.
And it smells bad.
It's just weird and off-putting.
But, yeah, on scale,
And, yeah, it's just, like, everything is being ruined
And the spreadsheet doesn't have any connection
It's just, like, somebody's manipulating numbers
And they go, oh, if I change this,
I need a fifth vacation home.
You know, I need an extra yacht
It's just, like, this is,
And I talked about this a little bit
And you end up with stuff, like, you do end up with stuff
They're like, I'm staring at a bunch of buildings
I'm staring at a road that looks nice.
I'm staring at trees that are lovely.
But you also, like, you kind of dig beneath that
And there are people
There's not, like, a social safety net per se.
And you look at, you know,
And also, like, there are so many things,
But this whole thing where you're going to optimize,
Is that even that you're trying to make something
I'm going to make a company
It's made well
If you do that right now,
And people, and this is, like,
And you have this race to the bottom
It makes everything fucking suck.
Everyone has to have a car.
This is a thing, like, I haven't gotten rid of my car.
I've been trying to do this for a long time
Not having a car is not a big deal.
You know, not having a car
It's actually quite easy.
But I get back, especially if I go back to Arizona,
I want to live someplace where I can just walk.
I want to live someplace where I'm like a five-minute walk
But, yeah, this thing where everybody
You have to have your own car, and it's freedom.
If you have your car, it's freedom,
And you just look at, like, there's, well,
And then the same number of people
Having a comfortable public transit system
If you're in the US,
San Francisco has some stuff,
It's not built.
It's definitely not built
There's another thing about here,
The streets are fairly,
You're going to have to go up and down
Somebody elderly is going to have trouble with that.
My mom, in Paris, like, a decade ago,
Not at every metro station, like,
But you can build metros that are built well for that.
You can build cities that are not just built
And when I say people, I mean, you know,
But, the module of that, you know,
In Paris, there are all of these lines,
But if you're someplace like in the heart,
Almost anywhere you are, you can walk
You'll run into a metro station,
And the train will come,
Some of the really infrequent ones
But even ten minutes,
But when it's like every two minutes,
You don't really have to plan.
Even though it's every ten minutes,
And you do that,
You don't have to park.
You can get almost to wherever your destination is.
And then when you're there,
You can just, you know,
I really would like,
If you can,
It's so much better.
It's not just that, you know,
And then, you know,
You get in a crash
It's not just that it's like that.
It's not just that, you know,
Like I,
I loved spending all the time
But at the same time,
Well, I guess now houses have gotten
Not quite anymore,
I'm never going to be able to pay off.
Like,
And, you know,
Being in a place
Now granted,
Although,
But,
Or,
And then the maintenance
And you just have to,
Or,
Now, this is a massive problem.
Versus,
Every single person has to figure out
Versus,
You have,
Versus,
Let's just solve it once.
Let's just figure out how we can
Then it will be to figure it out once
You could have like trains
And you have some options.
You know,
And it's just,
And of course,
And there's actually a good public transit.
A good by relative terms
It's kind of a decay.
But still,
Like if I had the money.
And you think,
Things used to be.
I don't like that idea.
I think generally speaking,
But I do think
Yeah,
And it's like some things were better.
Some things were worse.
But on average,
But you could definitely say,
And there are people living in New York City
And they're living pretty decent lives.
And even granted movies are not reality.
They're not like a direct
But they're kind of vaguely based in reality.
It's not like the people in
But you could have at one point in time
And I had to have like a thousand roommates.
And now you just can't do that.
And it's fucking sucks.
Especially if you're poor.
I mean, this is one of these examples of just
Like if you're poor,
You know,
Like it is completely ridiculous.
And this is one of these things that sounds
It sounds like you're just
Come on.
But if your tax liability,
It's people have a corporate structure or something for it.
If you are making enough money,
And I'm going to buy the jet
This is in the new tax,
And it was kind of in there before,
It was also,
This was bipartisan,
But again,
You can pay for that jet.
You can pay for the fuel,
As long as you're using it,
You can pay for it instead of paying those taxes,
Like,
Now of course,
I've said this before,
Okay, so now you're at the airport,
When I had you get from the airport,
There's a train going every 15 minutes,
It's,
It's,
Versus,
This is a thing,
I then you have a bunch of people also,
You must be a Trump supporter.
The frequency with which I get somebody,
I'm sitting there saying,
He's anti-homeless,
You know, if you look,
And, you know,
For first off, she was like,
Then I explained the transphobia,
Well, the things are,
But, you know,
Where the fuck are they going to go?
They have no resources.
And they just have improvised housing.
What are they going to do?
Like,
And the best thing that they can do,
And even then,
And I don't mean,
But you have,
You could just,
And you could have a scale price and things,
It's,
It's not a bad thing.
It's a good thing.
And then if you make more money,
And if you have a lot of money,
Make them things that people
And, you know,
I had this eye thing,
I guess maybe it was October.
Whenever it was,
All that stuff,
I could,
So if I would have lost my job,
You know,
But I do,
And if I am staying there,
I need,
I don't need that big of a space.
But I need,
I need a place to,
I need a place to store myself.
I need,
Where I could put some papers and,
I need a comfortable chair.
Having a window with a nice view.
It's really nice.
And it kind of sounds,
And you could do that.
You could totally make things like that for everybody.
I need a shower,
And I want those things to be mine.
Like, I'm not saying that,
Communally,
Communally stuff doesn't mean you have to share everything.
You can have shared resources,
Have an apartment for everybody.
And one of these people that I was getting
And yeah,
It doesn't mean that you are handing people mansions.
It doesn't mean that you're handing people,
But you should not have to worry about being on the street.
You should not have to worry.
But if you need,
If you want to write a book,
If you want to do research,
If you're an artist,
But you could give everybody who wants it,
We can,
You could just,
Yeah,
Obviously,
And also,
And when I say food,
You should be able to have some indulgences.
You should be able to,
That's just the way it should be.
And the way that things have structured,
Not just one job,
They have to do so much
It's,
Like,
That's,
Somebody that doesn't have to work
Somebody who does have essentially
You know,
They don't have to work to pay for shit.
They don't have to do anything.
They can just chill out.
And,
Everyone should have a place to stay.
Everyone should have,
If you want to have nice food,
If you,
Have,
You could have a place to stay,
And not have to sit there and,
Like,
I was,
And he was pointing out,
It's mild that I've been here.
Pesipin' a couple of weeks,
That's wild.
But,
I have another week more.
But anyway,
And,
He's talking about how hard it is to raise kids.
And part of what makes it hard
Let's figure out ways to make that work.
Let's figure out places that people can be.
Let's figure out,
You know,
And so,
You don't have to be sitting there
And you can trust that the kid's going to be okay.
And, you know,
And, you know,
And yet,
And so,
And it just doesn't make any sense
There are things like having your own space,
Don't,
But it's silly for everybody to have a fucking car.
It's silly for everybody to have their own jet
Like,
And that's the way things are right now.
And at some point,
And people are still here in a hundred years,
There will be a time
And, you know,
Now, people are just poisoning the air
And, you know,
Or, like,
This is,
And the scooters are not electric.
So,
But,
But,
Either,
It is an interesting thing,
I,
I'm not saying that there aren't
But things should be built and organized,
Yeah,
And also,
And if you build things right,
It's not,
It's like,
It's like,
And the frustrating thing for me more than anything,
Everybody's got to have their own fucking car,
And just,
But you know,
Yeah,
It's not like self-driving cars
This is stuff that you've been able to do
And even if you didn't do that,
And,
And it's just,
Yeah,
But also,
It's like,
I can drive faster than I can take the train.
That's not how it should be.
Public transit
Now,
So when you add that in,
I'm glad that there's some progress in that direction.
But you just look at it,
But I look at it,
It'll be a city that has,
And it might have a few other metro lines,
And you look at Tokyo,
They'll have that,
LA is working on it.
Like,
I don't even know,
And I know what part of it is kind of like,
Why are you calling it a point,
It is a remote control
And yeah,
And you can sit there and say,
The car is not,
Like,
And it's,
You know,
So full of that.
And,
And if you also have the blue mega people,
It's just,
And it's just not fun to me.
It's not enjoyable.
I don't like that,
I don't like that if I'm walking around L.A.
the frequency of places that are nice,
I don't mean that I feel any way in danger,
But you still like you walk around
L.A.
is more walkable than then Phoenix
and then laugh at it.
It's kind of a walkable-ish city
It's just,
It's not like,
You don't feel great in a lot of places.
The sidewalks are covered in literal shit
And it smells,
Yeah,
It's really,
If you're outside of a few small areas in Phoenix,
And when I say that,
I just mean,
And I'm just looking like now,
I'd even if there's not right immediately
And, you know,
If you go to the suburbs,
But if you're inside of the city,
It's pretty.
It's just,
And they did have,
But,
There's,
But still,
I would not try to live someplace,
I would not try to live someplace,
And there's like some density.
Like, I know people that like,
And their ideas are generally,
You're going to be going from inside of your personal home
You're certainly not going to have like,
And it's,
It's sort of like,
Like,
And just the difference in like,
And you know,
This is,
I,
But at the same time,
It's, it's very superficial,
Like,
And it's very hard,
And I'm not saying that there's
What you can do there,
There are people who,
It,
And,
Now,
The lack of health care,
It,
Whether it's your car,
But if you're not rich,
Now,
You don't have friends and family that you can stay with.
You end up on the street.
That's that's super easy in that country.
And, you know,
And then mostly,
A couple of things go wrong,
And she's like,
She's like,
But she's cleaning the place.
And she's,
And through,
She's just in the situation where,
Probably can't really afford to get sick.
You know,
And that's,
I currently have no plausible path
And I'm very interested in,
And I see,
Uh,
For at least my idea of retirement,
I don't think it's something that,
It's different if you're not able to do it,
I think that's,
The problem is like,
And,
And he could,
He could just chill for the rest of his life.
If he wanted to,
And,
Just like Obama.
Like,
It resonates with me.
It feels good.
I like it.
I'm embarrassed by it,
I don't,
Not a great guy.
He made sure that W and his administration
Of human rights,
Yeah.
I mean,
There was a time where
And now,
There was a time when I was younger,
Now, it wasn't,
It's just more open about it now.
It's obviously a dystopian hellscape,
But,
Like if it's generally accepted,
But now,
It's very disturbing how that's changed,
And,
But Obama contributed to that.
Bill Clinton really contributed to a lot of the stuff
And,
And when I say working,
There's a thing,
I think that's something like,
I think,
Just,
It's kind of thinking about how,
Um,
And it's not just rich people,
Um,
The real world,
You're not going to have like,
You'll be in a situation
Um,
And you have food and all that kind of stuff.
And you don't have to,
And you're going to be,
It's,
They want to make things better for themselves,
I think about a lot,
And it's just so out of touch,
Um,
People who think that the economy
Um,
I just have,
It destroys me.
It completely destroys me.
I had money to get my eye fixed.
I had insurance for it.
I had some degree of freedom to do it.
Um,
And,
A lot of people don't have,
And everybody should have more.
And everybody should just be,
Everybody should be okay.
Like,
Like,
And things could happen where like,
And there are people living on the street
And,
Anyway,
Um,
But,
I'm always,
But I'm always interested in just sort of the thought process
And I've never,
I always,
And it's just what I do.
It seems to be the thing that I like.
But it's,
I hope it's interesting to you.
Um,
And hopefully don't get rang on again,
So,
With that,
And I don't know.
Well,
Might not record one then,
And then I'll be back.
It's wild.
I'm down to like three more weeks,
I have to say,
Like,
I would go back to visit them.
But if I was in a position,
I,
I feel so much better.
I don't remember peating myself here,
Outside of it,
And, you know,
I don't like it.
I feel like I probably should use my privilege
But also,
I don't know.
I don't know.
I know,
But at the same time,
Like you know,
You can see right now,
There are so many countries,
And the best we have right now
And it's so frustrating,
And it's,
I think it's like apartheid.
It's like,
And it's just like,
Eventually,
is now
And it's just like,
It's like all this fucking bullshit
Like,
You can see
You can see where it's going,
But we have to go through the fucking exercise
And in addition to just being like awful,
It's like,
Of all places that I went the only place
I got the 10 day
If I was going back,
He certainly should.
He certainly should be
Hey there, I'm Scott, and this is Tangents. It is the, well, actually, as I'm recording this, the 27th of August 2025. Probably going to put this up on the 28th, so I've already marked the files as that.
I was up at like 630 or something, I don't know, maybe earlier, and I get up, and I'm moving around, and at some point before 730, I know definitely was going on by 730, but at some point by then, my new hotel neighbor is bumping ridiculous house music.
And I went out for coffee, and I kind of rolled my eyes, and I recorded a little bit and sent it to the sort of family group chat.
Went out for coffee, went around, did some stuff, came back.
it's now 10 10 almost and uh that's that the rave is going on and it's even louder and it's
Re-recorded this one becuase the audio quality was awful
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Hey there, I'm Scott, and this is Tangents.
It is 25 August 2025, and this is like my fourth time of starting this one. I recorded a full one, and I recorded it a little bit late at night. I'm recording this now at 10.42 in Bangkok.
I recorded it at night, and I felt bad. I didn't want to keep up with the neighbors. I'm in a hotel, and I can hear people outside, so I know they can probably hear me. I didn't want to bother them.
So I recorded it in the bathroom, and the reverb on that one is just fucking terrible. So I'm redoing it, which kind of sucks.
I'd like to figure out something that I can do that's kind of sustainable and, you know, just works wherever I am.
Apple is so fucking annoying anymore. So fucking annoying.
First of all, at some point, it decided to start connecting to my phone, and it wants to use my phone's mic as a mic.
Now, granted, I have a macOS beta. I have an iOS beta, the 26 versions.
I can't find it, and it's really fucking annoying.
And recently, and when I say recently, I mean, like, the last probably five to ten years,
And again, like, I'm not saying that he was perfect or awesome or, you know, like, without faults by any means.
So, if I didn't have such derision for the man, I might be nicer to him, but fuck that guy.
I do love a lot of their engineering.
It makes him, like, the biggest asshole.
I think it's a condemnation, like, the fact that he got there.
Big fucking condemnation.
The fact that they bought Beats by Dre.
They acquired his company and then just kind of, like, shelved him.
Um, and again, like, I'm not saying that he's a great guy.
Like, in fact, a lot of people would have been better than Tim Apple.
I kind of hate that guy.
He would have been better.
And it ended up with, like, the, again, the biggest asshole.
They, in preview, this is just one example, but it's emblematic.
In preview, the application for, like, doing PDFs and images and stuff.
Now, in preview, they decided, well, we're going to hide that.
In fact, it might even be 2,000 milliseconds, like, two seconds.
It just crashed.
Maybe I shouldn't be trying to do stuff while I'm recording.
I do think, actually, like, two seconds seems obscene.
I timed it, and I made a, well, I made several bug reports and feedback things.
And it doesn't, the thing about it is it, like, doesn't save really any screen real estate.
It doesn't do anything other than make it look maybe a little tidier.
And then you drive, and I think it is two seconds.
I've convinced myself.
It's just, like, what the fuck are you guys doing?
What the fuck are you guys doing?
Jobs was weird with, like, skeuomorphic interfaces and things like this.
You know, not the greatest guy, but that kind of shit.
It's just shitty.
And, again, like, there's plenty of space.
It's not saving space.
It's not really, I mean, obviously it's saving some number of pixels and some percentage of the screen.
But it's a negligible amount.
Like, I don't know what the fuck you guys are thinking.
It pisses me off.
It legitimately pisses me off.
One of the things also, and I, it kind of pains me to say this, I think I'm not going to buy any more Apple shit.
Because that Vision Pro, I have to say, like, I don't like a lot of things about it.
I'm not a big AR, VR fan.
But one thing that, I didn't bring mine with me, but one thing that I really like about it, and I kind of miss, is it would give me, like, a great, giant, high-resolution screen.
It's probably comparable, actually.
But, you know, if you're wearing those things, and they do, they're very heavy, they're very fatiguing.
I don't like staring at a screen right in front of my eyeballs for a long time.
If you could figure out having that, that would be fucking awesome.
I don't know how you could do it well.
And I think, I do think it is one of these things, like, I have show notes.
I don't want to waste your time just rambling on, circling the same things.
So I made an outline.
And my plan, at least with this outline, is not to go, like, point by point through everything and write down exactly what I'm going to say.
Unless I'm actually, like, adding something material to them.
You know, if I'm adding, if I'm going back to them and, like, adding layers, that's different.
That's different.
But when it's just, like, repeating the same shit, which I did, it's not good.
And again, maybe it doesn't bother you.
It's not something that I really want this to be.
So, anyway, 10 minutes in.
Getting back to what I recorded on the previous one.
Double entendre.
No.
Just kind of up my ass.
Sorry.
But it's a deliberately double meaning.
One of the meanings is about Tracy Chapman's talking about a revolution.
And this is a song.
Like, I remember it when I think, and I'm dating myself here, but I think I was in middle school when it came out.
It may have been grade school.
I don't remember exactly.
But it was, like, that area.
And I just didn't, like, I mean, I enjoyed the song.
I had the standard sort of U.S. public education.
Had pretty good teachers.
Had, you know, I didn't see it at the time.
But I think I benefited from not getting fast-tracked and not getting, like, accelerated and stuff.
And not getting pushed into the, air quotes, advanced classes.
It fucked them over.
Like, it robbed a piece of, you know, you're only in school one time for so long.
And that's precious time.
Like, I've known people, I've known a couple people who went to university when they were, like, 15 or 16.
And, yeah, it's kind of cool.
I used to think they were really smart.
I think now it's just, it's got more to do with the family and getting pushed.
But I would not want that.
Like, you're way outside of the cohort of people who are sort of your age.
And I will say, like, I never, I always felt more comfortable with adults than other children.
I never really, I didn't vibe with the other kids.
I just never did.
It was never until probably into late undergrad or even grad school before I started feeling, like, comfortable with my actual peers of a similar age.
I don't, you know, I mean, don't get me wrong.
I had friends at various times and I hung out with people.
I don't understand what you're doing.
I don't understand, you know, what you're saying and what the subtext is behind everything.
Like, what the fuck?
It just is weird.
So anyway, that was my perception of the revolution song then.
And built on top of slavery and built, you know, on empire and fucking over so many countries and destroying so many democratic governments just because they didn't kind of vibe with our, with our companies.
They weren't really working for our sort of world order, so to speak.
It, I see why people would want a fucking revolution.
Mainly from running for office, connected to a lot of Democrats at the time.
And a lot of just the mainstream Democrats, especially the people who are actually active in the party, are very privileged, often very white.
Highly skilled is a bad, not a job that required a lot from them in terms of like preparation, let's just say that.
And they could have enough money to get a house and have vacations and send their kids to college and do all kinds of stuff.
They have no idea how much like the increasing of food prices has really gotten to people.
They have no idea how much just everything has started to really suck there.
Uh, and when I say started to, I mean, obviously it sucked for a lot of people for a long time, right?
Um, but not that the pension, not, you know, like getting screwed on the pension didn't cause the cancer, but it made his life harder and things sucked more, uh, needlessly because some greedy bastards wanted to get a little bit more money.
There are a lot of people who didn't get pensions.
There are a lot of people who are like my mom's age, um, in their eighties.
There, there was a woman who worked, um, in facilities at the, that ASU biodesign where I was, uh, in my last job.
She didn't want to just be like sitting around the apartment watching TV, which I think is, is something.
I get that. Um, I, I don't think I would ever want to retire per se, although I definitely would want to not have to work for some other asshole.
That's, that's a big thing.
But anyway, um, I, I'm actually going to jump ahead of what I wanted to talk about a little bit.
I'm currently in Bangkok, uh, in Thailand and in my traveling this time, I've kind of noticed a number of things.
This is, this was not deliberate and I'm sure somebody else, well, first off, I'm sure other people have actually done comparative analyses and people that.
Like know what the fuck they're doing and are actually qualified to do this kind of stuff.
I do want to finish this whisper thing though.
Now, the reason I was talking about whisper other than just the Tracy Chapman thing and the need for a revolution, uh, and then I will get back to, to the other part is that in doing this, I really want to offer a, a text-based reason or way to, to experience this.
I have some other things that I want to do eventually that are going to take a lot of software development.
Uh, but what I did notice is they have this open source, uh, it's called whisper thing and it's a large language model and does sort of speaker independence, speech recognition, and it's supposed to be good.
So you're not really using the resources.
You're, you're using something that just exists.
I thought, you know, okay, I'll see what this is.
I have tried playing with Claude and ChatGPT, ChatGPT, I should call it.
Deep think and, or deep mind.
I don't even remember what the fuck it.
I, I, I, I've used these things a little bit and in using them, I have really discovered how shitty they are.
Just like how unbelievably bad these things are.
In addition to just like being a horrible ecological catastrophe and ridiculously, you know, resource intensive, uh, both for the actual application and for the training, especially.
And everybody else is chasing them and doing the same kind of stuff and doing the same, you know, I mean, you look at this and it's like, you'll get a lot of people who are like, oh no, it doesn't actually use that much water.
It doesn't actually use that much energy.
And then at the same time, in order to power these things, there are all of these data centers going in all of these places and they're having to expand, like spin up old nuclear reactors and do all kinds of things.
You don't have to, you don't have to look at their metrics and look at, you know, like the, the stuff that they're doing to know it just is.
It's, it's fucking obvious.
It irritates me that people are so disingenuous about this and just straight up lying about it.
Or they might be genuinely misguided.
It's certainly possible.
But anyway, they have this whisper thing and I thought I would try it.
I'll see if it's any good.
And I made the captions and I was stunned.
It's really not great.
And I just think about this and it's also extremely slow.
Like they have a tiny model, tiny.
Like they have these giant models and they need a fuck ton of memory to run and they need a shit ton of processing.
Like I thought I, I, before actually playing with this, I really thought that the big costs was in the training and the training is horrible.
Like the training is wasting so many cycles, but just in the application of these things, just in the transcription.
And I did just as a slight aside, I really would rather support humans that transcribe.
I have friends that are, um, that do transcription and I would like to support them.
Um, the problem is like, I looked into this and the price per minute of audio, uh, was like a buck 50 or two bucks.
And I typically make one of these that say an hour and a half or at least an hour long.
But, but at the moment, like, it's just not, it's not feasible.
It's not something that I could afford.
It's not something like, you know, and as long as I don't have a job, probably fucking hard.
I don't really, you know, like even just hosting this is probably more than I should be doing.
And you're just like, motherfucker, I just want you to work just fucking work.
Um, and it gets to one of these things that like bad automation is much, much, much, much, much worse than no automation.
And, you know, I mean, it's like auto incorrect.
Um, I, I need some kind of auto correct on my iPhone just because with the soft keyboard and there's no, you know, like my, my fidelity on an actual like touch typing on an actual keyboard is pretty good because there are home keys and I can orient my fingers and I can know exactly where I am and I can type.
And I know if I made a typo and I can go back and correct it, but on the soft keyboard on a screen, there's no registration.
And so it's really easy, especially if I'm typing quickly and not looking at it to, to miss the keys.
And I need something to correct that.
If I turn it off, it is unusable.
It makes so many mistakes.
It's painful.
And there are some things where they actually deliberately disable it and it's just frustrating to use, um, like the translate app.
Or it's taking a word that I typed and spelled correctly.
I hit send and it changes a word or it adds a word and changes the meaning.
I, you know, like it, it likes to do things like changing hell to heal or heal to hell.
I have certain, like, I care about my choice of words.
I care about my choice of how I present things.
And usually if I'm doing something a certain way, I'm doing it intentionally.
So, and having something coming in and changing it is fucking annoying.
Like, but if I leave it enabled, it's infuriating, it's fucking infuriating.
But anyway, coming back, um, it's just like, ah, motherfuckers.
So I'm dealing with, uh, this, this open whisper thing.
I, I run it and it's so slow.
It's so slow.
And I, I, I cannot believe how long it takes to transcribe, you know, like literally like 15 minutes.
Uh, to transcribe an hour and a half, maybe even more.
Um, more than halfway to 2026.
I do want to say it did suck.
It wasn't great, but it had, uh, speaker independence, speech recognition and on the hardware of the
You know, like we're talking like megabytes of RAM.
If, if even that we're talking, you know, like the, the processors were like a microcontroller
And they could do, uh, like 90 to mid nineties percent speaker independent speech recognition.
Um, they did pretty good.
They didn't do quite as good.
They didn't get like some of the punctuation, right.
They didn't get some things right that the new ones do to, to be fair.
But the thing is, it's, it's like, I would liken this to, you take a car off the, and you took
And you do, you did a bunch of things to make it, you know, to squeeze out a little bit
And you got like a 10th of a horsepower extra, you know, and I'm only half exaggerating there,
But in doing so, you've legitimately gotten, yeah.
I mean, to say it's like a thousandth of a, or a thousand gallons to the mile, like is,
And now in way less than real time, you are with the current processors and with gigabytes
You're able to get a tiny bit of improved performance and fidelity.
It's, it's not worth, not remotely worth it.
You know, it's, it's not great.
It's like, I go through these transcripts.
This is another thing that I'll get to, but I go through the transcripts and edit them.
I want them to be presentable.
They're just fucking shitty.
And then Apple again, and their awesomeness, like I've got the transcript that I generated
Um, Apple has regenerated the transcripts for me and I've got it set up so that it's supposed
I can't do anything with it.
And I can't edit the transcript that they've generated, but the transcript that they've
I think it's awesome, but it's also fucking up a lot.
Um, it's also taking a lot of time.
I don't know how many, like, I, I'm not seeing the compute resources that it's using, but I'm
And it's fucking annoying.
It's really annoying, especially like I'm trying to put in like the, uh, I'm not going to
It's, it's annoying.
I don't like it.
I don't fucking like it.
Um, bad automation is worse than no automation.
All right.
So anyway, um, getting, I, I, Apple, I bitch about Apple in the same sense that I bitch
I don't like them.
I've not, I tried very briefly.
I got so fed up with Apple.
I got a, uh, a surface pro at one point and it sucked.
I got like the, at the time flagship, um, because I was like, I was sick of my MacBook
Like it was so hot and the fan was so fucking loud.
I like, I could not use the thing.
I wanted to discus it and it started just getting weird.
And like, it had an issue with the motherboard and it was just like flaking out.
And in that moment, I got a surface pro and I realized like windows sucked even more.
And I'm, which is not a, you know, it's not like saying Apple's awesome.
It's just saying that the alternative that had, um, was pretty shitty.
And then Linux, you know, like I, I switched, I used to long time ago, like in the nineties,
And then I also dual booted into, um, Linux and then also like BSD, open BSD or free BSD.
So anyway, with all of that stuff, I am sitting here and, uh, I, I'm sorry to, again, Apple,
I bitch about more than Microsoft, not because I dis, or because I like Microsoft, because I
I'm, I'm in, I'm in Bangkok.
This was the reason I was talking about whisper, uh, because of the whisper thing.
You can make weird stories there, but it's not that hard to imagine. I guess you have humans,
Um, no matter what the system is, even if they don't have to struggle to survive, even if they're
Oh, these are things that could exist in. And again, it's not a utopian world necessarily,
It could be like, Oh, this is actually a place where people, people don't have to, uh, toil to
You could make another show in another universe or you could just exist in that time. And it irritated
I liked there, although there were a couple of things that irritated me. I've talked about
I kind of accepted that it was like the writer's strike and some other stuff and you're like,
I need or want you to make. And I wish that you just like take the characters that you have
I really do. But at the time I hadn't watched the episodes that they were talking about. And
Although it'd be nice also if people were making more, you know, again, more sci-fi that's not
This is the same problem, I guess, with, um, strange new worlds. They know where they're
And then I threw that out and now I'm doing this one and it's already an hour
But Zaijin.
I was on LinkedIn and happened upon this
Denise ConroyDenise Conroy said:
I'm about to delete my LinkedIn account. As some of you might have noticed, I haven't been posting at all. This platform and its parent company, Microsoft, is trash.
I've been focused on in-person community activities and my Substack.
But before I go, I'd like to introduce you to Ricky Patel. Ricky is the the Special Agent in Charge at Homeland Security Investigations (AKA bureaucrat thug) who kidnapped Newark Mayor Ras Baraka when the mayor and members of Congress were DOING THEIR JOBS and performing oversight at a detention center.
If you're connected to Ricky in any way, you might want to do some soul-searching about the sorts of people you associate with.
Fascism isn't a good look -- getting uglier by the day. Fascists deserve to carry the shame of their chosen "profession."
to which I replied:
Good to get off of this place but find someplace better than Substack - they platform Nazis
to which Denise replied:
Scott M. Where do you post your created content? I’d love to follow your work.
Which I answered with 「 places like Genetics and Physical Biology or Bluesky but I don't have a blog 」 but then I thought.. why not ? Maybe I should.
So I made this ( notably not on Substack ).
IDK how often I'll post or what I'll do with this but I've got the site so I figured I might as well put something here other than just some weird bio stuff.
Hey there. It is the 18th of August 2025. This is Tangents again, and I haven't recorded
First of all, I'm Scott Menor. I go by「 smenor 」 sme-nor as one of my exes
I did my undergrad in, well, I didn't
So I basically looked at the classes that they offered. And
There was one semester where I worked 40 hours a week in addition. And I got
It hasn't been, you know, I've just been paying it continuously since I got out of
Pretty fucking awesome.
But anyway, that was that. And then I don't even want to get into the other student loans,
The, the rain noise and street noise was a little bit
This is, again, this is a work in progress. This is an
I don't know that two has made any difference in my life.
My advisor there was working on shrimp viruses,
Didn't get very far.
I did use nonlinear optimization techniques
So what you could do is like
So it didn't work out very well. Um, but it was interesting. I thought
So anyway, I did that, um,
Um, it's just like completely gutted and it's just a fucking joke today. And looking at that, I just,
I don't want to work in
I enjoyed taking, uh, and teaching like, uh,
I enjoyed like classical mechanics. Um, I enjoyed
I get it much more
If I, if you explained stuff to me and I
And realistically for like
And if you understand the
I could do integrals. I could do, I could do volume and hyper volume calculations very easily.
I know how to ask the questions. I have the, the seeds and I've learned how to sort of do
Did that in four years. Uh, mostly,
Um, didn't know
I had to retake
My eyelid is also flapping and I was just feeling so like, and then finally I just said, I didn't do it
And then we had the TA evaluation,
And I, I don't know. I mean, I, I've also gotten to the point where like right now
You probably listen to it and
I wasn't on the air to do like music, which I was there to, to talk. I was there to talk and not just
There's something
I don't know how I started talking with Bobby Oliver.
Once I got up on stage, I just started talking and talking
And in doing that, I have gotten, I would dare say
It's, it's sort of logically put together. And I, I don't know that
I can't guarantee that the transcripts
So however long it is plus a little bit of extra, cause I will edit a little bit down. Although
So it's like, however long the actual episode is
I'm just trying to
You know, I'm going to put transcripts up. I'm going to try to have texts and make these
If you want, there'll be a transcript
Sometimes I might make video, although
I don't think it was ever very good. I
The video it's fine. It's fine. It's just
I can make things I think that are worth listening to the video part. It's like,
I'm not.. I've never been comfortable with it,
I've never been really
I just never have liked it. I've never really wanted to do it. And it also like, you know,
You know, I literally was making like five to 10, 10 minute videos every day
It felt like, oh, there's a chance that I
But then I, like my TikTok became
They really don't like the idea that
It's just that people
You know, first you had, it's one of the frustrating things, and you're going to hear a lot about,
Fuck those people.
I dislike them so much that, like, in 2016,
It's not like he just was, you know,
It's not like, oh, you have the right not to,
You have the duty, the responsibility,
I knew that like my entire life, literally my entire life, these people have been, they got their
And we're at a point now where people are disingenuous across the board and it fucking
I am going to talk a lot more about Democrats, not because I think
So they could overturn
So they could overturn environmental regulations and all kinds of
Um, I'm not going to talk about them as much because I would never fucking vote for them.
I never, it would never occur to me to vote for a Trump.
It would never occur to me to vote for, uh, any of the
It's hard to think of a single Republican elected official in my lifetime who I would even consider voting for.
I can't imagine ever doing it.
My entire life, however, from before I was able to vote, I was a staunch supporter of the Democrats
I didn't reflect on it that much. And as soon as I was able to vote, I voted in every
And I happened to be in Europe at the
I think
I felt fucking good about it. I was, I was not quite the, 「 uh, I would have voted for Obama the third time 」. In fact, I wasn't
I thought that they were, I really bought into the bullshit.
I really thought that, yeah, like there's something
I cannot tell you how much I enjoyed it and how much it just like, it was like, yes, yes,
I knew about blowing up weddings.
I knew about the deporter in chief stuff.
I knew a bunch of shit that he did.
I knew that he did not push for a, um, a public option. I knew all of this stuff and I still just made
If you got those daily intelligence briefings, you too would be blowing up babies, which is
It's, it's fucking just disgusting and ridiculous.
And the fact that I ever thought that I I'm ashamed of, I'm horribly, horribly ashamed of it is a, it is a true blemish
Um, we, we are something like 4% or so of the global population. And yet we cause, I would say,
ike you go back and this is a country built on top of a
And then the entire country was built on slavery as well. And you know, like it literally in the fucking constitution
You look at the people and like, there was a time when I watched Hamilton and I was like, oh yes, this is awesome.
And now I look back at that and it's just such brain candy for people who want to feel good about, uh, the,
I am again, I think I mentioned this at the top of this, but I'm currently in
It was just, um, you know, it's, it's very difficult to be like a air quotes military superpower
It's, it's very hard. And it's kind of, I don't want
It's, it's, it's very hopeful and very, like I, I talk to a lot of people in, in Urquaza. Um, I do every day, every day,
I talk to people who are, you know, like they've, they've had relatives and friends blown up. Um, their, their houses, their homes
They have to wait in line for hours to get
They don't have soap.
They don't have water. And so like a scratch there can fucking kill you. And you get people that have
It would have been, um, I don't even remember what happened. I think he got shot,
Um, they, they have no real sanitation to speak of.
They get all kinds of, you know, like fleas and scabies and all
How do you get the soap to, how do you get bandages?
How do you get, you just think about like all the stuff that's happening there and it's so fucking horrible.
Um, I was getting paid like a third at ASU of what
Like I got a car that I shouldn't have gotten
It was a model three. And there were some
That one depreciated in a way that a normal car
I couldn't sell it for the longest time.
I'm stuck with it. And also it was costing a whole fucking paycheck.
So that car between, uh,
Like if I didn't have the car,
If I didn't have a lot of debt already going in, I would have been okay, but it was an excruciating, horrible situation.
And then I, I guess I'm going to go into some of this stuff. Cause you
It's going to get a little longer, but this whole, I might as well be somewhat complete here.
I will go into more and more depth later, but
I thought we were doing interesting stuff.
And then he started sort of not liking what we were doing. Didn't like
I wasn't a postdoc, but you know, basically, um, you know, I've never
I'm good at programming.
I'm good at a lot of things.
And he has me doing like Excel bullshit and data analysis
So I couldn't just like build stuff. I had to like go through and do a lot of, a lot of kind of like
It was so fucking annoying.
And I was spending so much fucking time on that. And it was just like so
Yeah, you did.
You fucked that up.
You, you really screwed that up.
Um, and it irritates me.
I'm not like, everybody makes mistakes too.
Everybody makes fucking mistakes.
Um, but you know, if you're going to treat me like, and I was like, I'm not
If I feel physically threatened, it's different. But if you're just yelling at me and I know it's
But somehow some of the stuff that he was saying was getting to me, it was like, um, passive aggressive. And it
Yeah. And I sent him a thing. I was
Like I would get them updated in, uh, like June and it would take like three months to get
So, you know, basically the vitreous humor in your eye has this gel, this collagen gel in it, and it has some structure
Like I would see just an arc in my vision, an arc of light, um, in my periphery.
And it was weird that I didn't make that much of a deal of it.
So it's like this
In fact, he put me, didn't actually call it that, but I know he talked
Um, and again, because of that at will thing
So anyway, I, I get, um, I, I'm in a union or wasn't a union
You can't do fucking shit.
If you want to do lunch, you have to make it nine to
It's one of the reasons I like academia.
That's one of the reasons that it was kind of appealing to me because you don't have like the structured nine to five
It seems like there's maybe something that they're doing wrong,
You know, health insurance is part of your employment. And so I'm
Um, I, I lived in Gilbert, Arizona, right? So without traffic, it would be about a half hour to get from there to ASU with traffic. And I would be
Uh, and it was also unproductive in the sense
Um, in addition to also,
Maybe he will catch it. I don't know.
He used to be a big listener. Um, but that dude, um, called me a, like a nine. He said, you're like a nine 11 truther
It's, it's a fucked up situation and people like to focus on Netanyahu, but you know, it's like, it's, it's, it's a giant
He might not have considered me to be a best friend. I would guess not, but I certainly thought
Um, and then every time we're in the town together, at least once a week, maybe on the,
I liked him a lot.
I respected him.
And then he got fucking weird again. And, uh, I don't know.
I'm not like, if he came back and he's
There's nobody in the world who has less of an excuse.
There's nobody in a world
And it's, it's, it's just so fucked up. It's so fucked up.
It kills me. It kills me. It kills me.
And you hear these people talking
The same, it sounds like
But you know, the, the population now is probably like, I'm guessing like 1.5, 1.6. And I, you just
You're, you know, you can celebrate,
You, you, you've mass murdered so
You're fucking done.
And you think, I don't know.
I need to, it's, it's like 745, 1944, 23, 24, um, as I'm recording this, but it's getting late. Um, I need to eat
He was already crime bill Joe.
He was already the guy that fucked over Anita Hill and gave us Clarence Thomas Joe.
Uh, he became eugenics Joe with, you know, like Trump, Trump said during the pandemic that, uh, and it's still
It evolves extremely fast. And when you
If it's like a, uh, slowly evolving
It's just influenza every year kills between 20,000 and like 60,000 USians. Um, that's, that's, that's flu.
Um, in the kind of steady state now that we're in or semi-steady state, um, COVID is killing
They went through a bunch of coloring changes.
It's, it's fucking ridiculous. I, I someday I'm
It means that, you know, like prevalence is based on testing, which tells you today or a few days ago, this is where we
So you're getting data. That's like a
It's not usable.
It doesn't really help you that much.
It does help from a public health standpoint, kind of, although still like with
That's fucking great.
Uh, anyway, rambling on. I am now, uh, since my job ended, uh, this is going to
Um, sold my car, which again has been a fucking bane to my existence for so long.
It has sucked like it, that was the difference between being comfortable and being able to like cover everything
Um, it was very traumatic, like truly the, the last like year has been extremely,
They're openly awful. Um, but the Democrats
I was excited. I was ready. Cause it's like, dang fuck, it's not going to be Biden. And then
I regret that Trump won, but it is good that she lost. And it's not just that.
I am very pro, you know, like doing something about the current situation in the world. Cause
Um, I'm like, I care
It is funny that the Democrats are not fighting, you know, like they're literally going
It's kind of silly.
It's not doing anything to Trump.
It doesn't actually impact anything. And then, you know, like tearing down homeless people's encampments
It's really been disappointing to see people say like, you know, Oh, you should
One of the things that I realized is that is not new. Like shit was happening here.
And, you know, I'm, I'm sorry. You can close your eyes to that. I'm, I'm fucking not. And it's a shame
It's not acceptable. It's not decent. So anyway, with that,
I don't know how long it's going to
I started talking about, this is the problem with the tangents. Cause I, you know, go off on a tangent
I spent, uh, like China. I went to Beijing. I went to Chengdu,
You know, like I, the situation that I'm in, I have tried to get a job for a long time.
And I decided to do that. And I'm
Even if it was a job that I otherwise loved. Um, if I had a job,
I cannot tell you how fucking thrilled I am not to be in the U S right now. Like I feel so much
There's no Shinkansen or, uh, fast trains, although there will
I took a six hour trip incidentally in
They have good bus networks. They have, you know, like you can get around without a
It's so bad for us. It's so bad for us.
Like the experience that you get living there, it's dangerous.
You're, it's a dystopian hellscape there. It is a shithole.
The experience that you have in life is shitty.
Um, anyway, I don't want to, I will talk about all that kind of stuff more later,
I hope, uh, I hope you enjoy it.
I hope that
You know, it's, it's just ridiculous.
Thank you very much. And, uh, as always, 再见.
Thank you.
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