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I’m going to start posting the music I produce from my phone onto my podcast platforms. I found a way to have my music on Spotify etc.. for free but it’s obviously going to have to be labelled as a podcast. Next time you hear from me I’ll be going through withdrawals

I recorded this on my phone with my factory headset. Engineering on a phone is difficult

I feel extremely lucky that Dan wound up being my first audio/visual podcast. Dan is a musician by passion, pro fighter as a hobby and straight gay porn star as his profession, the first openly straight gay porn star in martial arts/combat sports history. Dan Mcgraffin (Geordie Jackson) is not only a beast when he steps in the ring, boasting an 11-3 boxing record, and 2-0 in MMA, Dan in my opinion, is a psychological black belt. I now know what its like to be in a situation that goes against what you've been programmed to be attracted to sexually, and making sex look good on camera is not an easy task to accomplish... Dan does it with grace. His on screen presence is powerful and aggressive just like his fighting and to be honest, give Brad Pitt the task of making hardcore gay porn look good and I'm not sure he'd have the acting skills to make a scene look sexy. In order to preform gay porn as a straight man, if you don't haven't gained experience in disassociation, this job is not possible. Dan has brought me into the world of gay pornography and as an artist and film maker, I couldn't be more excited. Because of Dan, I get to mix two things that I'm very passionate about, my sexuality and love of creating and developing artistic projects. I've been dwelling in the shadows of "the industry" for almost a decade and Dan was the first person I've ever done business with that kept his word 100% of the time from the day we started. In an industry full of shit talkers, I finally found my match and I'm extremely excited to see what the future holds for us. I've just started my career as a gonzo gay porn producer and I couldn't be more excited. My entire life I've wanted to make movies and there's nothing more primal than a cum shot. I add some very much needed punk rock to gay porn. This was an intense conversation and was as real as it gets, I hope you enjoy it as much as I did. Thanks again Dan thaFuKin MaN, you're a respectful, respectable, kind and generous human being and I'm lucky to have you as a friend and business partner.

In this episode I discuss my battle with my auto immune disease, suicide and how Fuck Factory Productions saved my life. I speak about what it’s like to be kidnapped. I discussed what injecting fentanyl was like along with my battle with mental illness. This was a brutally honest podcast.... like usual. Enjoy

In this episode I discuss all of the drugs that I’ve experimented with. Unfortunately an hour was not enough time to get through all of them. I left out the SSRI and Anti Psychotic class of drugs and then touched on all the other ones. Enjoy my loves

This episode is difficult to explain but as always I put it all out there to hopefully produce a show that will keep you interested and smiling.

In this episode, Peter and I discuss Irish Kelly amongst some other fun subjects. Peter is my brother from another mother and I’m hoping that he will accept my offer to be the new co host on TheFatGypsyShow. This was an amazing episode I HAD SO MUCH FUN pls join us again on the next episode for we will be discussing one of my most adored subjects ...... DRUGS