I remember my Beauty with the Music 

I remember my Love with the Breath. with the pulsations of the Song, 

I remember who I Am. I remember the Love that I Am 

I remember the Grace that I Am  

opening hidden codes of the Matri-Christic Grail lineage

I want to rush headlong over the edge of the cliff after him 

or the projection of him, or the ghost of him 

or the habit of my own suffering, but the Angels hold me back

I attached to him through my core wound, and it is insecure 

it is suffering as it unwinds 

I am split into thousands of fragments 

I Pray for the help to gather myself back together 

to remember my Wholeness 

though I can look directly into the face of another human

and hold their hand 

and I am so deeply present, tears spilling over from my eyes

Woman is Dakini, but more than that  

Dakini is Woman and must be worshiped as such

it’s all in the eyes

where they are looking, who and what they are looking at and how

the trick is to look gently from deep inside yourself, 

bring awareness there first 

photo this episode by Anna Gaschino

I must grieve the loss, even if it is a perceived one  

I must pass through the shaking and humbling of the fear

even though it is not ultimate truth, it is true for the human 

it is true for the woman

I taste the one drop of salt in the entire ocean 

I know the frequency of your soul from all others

firefly, stars in my tail, lightning bug

spiraling around, creating shapes and patterns 

the movement ascends through the celestial corridor 

and descends into the womb of the mother 

hips spiraling to facilitate the tail 

photo this episode by Radim Schreiber

spiraling double helix of the DNA

spiraling double helix of the serpents up the spine in black and gold 

you be the white Seed Essence of the Masculine 

and I will be the red Blood Essence of the Feminine 

together we are eternally wed as the Indestructible Bindu

Fire Dragon

Water Lotus