En entier. Ça commence à ressembler à quelque chose.

Si mes souvenirs sont bons, c’est le premier déchiffrage que j’ai posté sur la chaine, si ça vous amuse de comparer !

Content Warning: Suicidal Ideation, PTSD, Violence, Assault

This is a rough cut. The bosses wanted us to do videos for Diversity & Pride. so I made this one

No Idea what this is, but it's at the office, so it must have been important

Content Warning: Suicidal Ideation, PTSD, Violence, Assault

Talking about how I felt the day I tried to kill myself.

Content Warning: Suicidal Ideation, PTSD, Violence, Assault

I talk about what pride means to me and TDOR because somehow I survived a hate crime in the 1980's

At the end of the year, the local news runs feel-good stories about things that happened over the year. This story irked me because I want agency over my death this time

Content Warning: Suicidal Ideation, PTSD, Violence, Assault

Content Warning: Suicidal Ideation, PTSD, Violence, Assault

Something happened early in the work day at the office and I talk about how that set off my PTSD. I'm at least starting to catch this early when it happens.

CW: PTSD Suicide

Content Warning: Suicidal Ideation, PTSD, Violence, Assault

The Q Club Massacre happened the morning I had to fly from SJC to DTW to go back home. I made this vlog the day after arriving in DTW in my hotel room. I had put the wrong battery in the camera and that messed up the autofocus at the beginning. Sorry about this

Content Warning: Suicidal Ideation, PTSD, Violence, Assault

So, I had a bad night this week. It turned out it was over nothing. I talk about it in this video