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Content Warning: Suicidal Ideation, PTSD, Violence, Assault
This is a rough cut. The bosses wanted us to do videos for Diversity & Pride. so I made this one
No Idea what this is, but it's at the office, so it must have been important
Content Warning: Suicidal Ideation, PTSD, Violence, Assault
Talking about how I felt the day I tried to kill myself.
Content Warning: Suicidal Ideation, PTSD, Violence, Assault
I talk about what pride means to me and TDOR because somehow I survived a hate crime in the 1980's
At the end of the year, the local news runs feel-good stories about things that happened over the year. This story irked me because I want agency over my death this time
Content Warning: Suicidal Ideation, PTSD, Violence, Assault
Something happened early in the work day at the office and I talk about how that set off my PTSD. I'm at least starting to catch this early when it happens.
CW: PTSD Suicide
Content Warning: Suicidal Ideation, PTSD, Violence, Assault
The Q Club Massacre happened the morning I had to fly from SJC to DTW to go back home. I made this vlog the day after arriving in DTW in my hotel room. I had put the wrong battery in the camera and that messed up the autofocus at the beginning. Sorry about this
Content Warning: Suicidal Ideation, PTSD, Violence, Assault
So, I had a bad night this week. It turned out it was over nothing. I talk about it in this video
At Capitola plus Testing Mics and BTS
I have the Rode Stereo Video Mic on the camera to capture ambient sound. I'm using the Wireless Pro system to capture my voice. This is edited with Davinci Resolve 19 because that supports the 32-bit Audio tagging. I had a hell of a time. I think my camera time was off, so the time coding didn't help. I had to learn Davinci real quick to do this 😉
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