In this episode, I walk you through the painful and deeply personal experience of my colostomy reversal — and the hell that followed. This wasn’t just physical pain. It was emotional betrayal and a level of petty and cruelty I never expected from the people who were supposed to help me heal.

From delayed supplies I needed… to being put through unnecessary medical tests… to having my veins dug into for no good reason… to sleeping in a broken-down hospital room out of spite — I was done.

In this episode, I open up about the emotional aftermath of my spiritual awakening. After diving headfirst into my new truth, I was met with silence, distance, and doubt from people I thought would stand by me. Friends pulled away. My relationship began to shift. I started dimming my light just to stay connected — and that realization cut deep.

At the same time, I was navigating the raw reality of living with a colostomy. With my medical supplies delayed and my care team gone, I was left to manage it all on my own. I share the brutal moment when a leak turned into a medical scare, and the ER visit that followed — with my colon literally hanging out of my stomach. The chaos. The fear. The gut instinct that saved me when even the hospital didn’t have what I needed.

This is a story of resilience, spiritual isolation, physical pain, and learning to trust myself — even when the world didn’t. If you’ve ever felt alone on your awakening journey… this one’s for you.

In this raw and unfiltered episode of Spiritual Bacon, I finally share the truth behind the voice — the real story of who I am, what I’ve survived, and why I came back. From addiction and heartbreak to near-death and awakening, I lay it all out: the trauma, the turning points, and the spiritual mission that pulled me back to life.

But this episode isn’t just about pain. It’s also about passion.

I talk about the loop I’ve felt trapped in, the déjà vu moments that haunted me, and the choice to finally break free and shine anyway.

This isn’t about being perfect.

If you’ve ever felt like you didn’t belong, like you were too broken or too much… this one’s for you.

Episode 2 – What the Hell Happened to Me? (The Awakening Begins)

After returning home from surgery, everything felt… different. The mountains looked more alive. Nature moved me to tears. I couldn’t explain it yet—but something inside me had changed.

In this episode, I take you through the emotional aftermath of my near-death experience: the deep connection I suddenly felt to everything, the shift in my perception of time, and the burning questions I couldn’t ignore any longer—What is my purpose? Why am I here?

I share the surreal moment my mom confirmed what I already suspected… and the stunning realization that I had experienced something sacred, something real, during surgery.

I also dive into my early search for answers: discovering the concept of spiritual awakenings, learning how spirituality was buried under centuries of logic and control, and realizing that the intuitive “gut feelings” I had all my life were part of something bigger.

This is the beginning of my awakening. Raw, unfiltered, and deeply personal. If you’ve ever questioned reality or felt like something in you was waking up, this episode is for you.

In this powerful first episode, I share the real story of how I went from a routine hospital visit to waking up in the ICU strapped to a bed, fighting for my life. I talk about the ruptured colon that nearly killed me, the emergency surgery that saved me, and the unexpected challenges of waking up with a colostomy bag—and a whole new perspective.

But this isn’t just about trauma. This was the moment everything shifted. The moment my spiritual awakening began.

This episode is raw, unfiltered, and a little messy—just like life. But it’s also the beginning of something beautiful: a journey into healing, intuition, and rediscovering who I really am.

A quick introduction to me and my story, what you can look forward to hearing, and some of the awesome topics I’ll be covering—like mediumship, past lives, NDEs, energy reading, astral projection, remote viewing, and many more spiritual modalities.

Episode 1: My Near Death Experience

In this first episode of Spiritual Bacon, I open up about a powerful and unexpected moment — the time I died during surgery. I share what I saw, what I felt, and how that experience quietly shifted everything, even though I didn’t realize it at the time. I wasn’t aware I was working with intuitive gifts yet — I just knew something had changed. This is where my story begins.

A quick introduction to me and my story!