If only we had more time, such as the case with this episode! Nicole's schedule is packed so I'm super stoked she manage to squeeze in time for me. Somehow we go to the subject of family and I shared my dad leaving my family with Nicole and we talked about our personal lives deeper. I hope this episode helps you feel less alone in your experiences with an absent person in your life.

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• OMG, Max actually is such an inspiration to me because he has a lot of empathy when asking tough questions in his interviews and addressing scandals portrayed in the reality show.  Max is the first guy I ever interviewed on my podcast. 
• I couldn't resist his naturally charming aura when I consume his content and realized that I don't know this person even if I watch his videos everyday so here he is telling us all about why he started his YouTube channel, if he is single, how he pumps up so much content everyday, how he pivoted from one category to another and so much more.

Check out his Youtube channel The Celeb Talk Guy and his Instagram below/

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMYPGZcwnNBsxp7AuqdL8AQ
https://www.instagram.com/thecelebtalkguy/

I hope this episode brings you more confidence on starting your own YouTube channel or podcast.

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• What is Anastasia Surmava from Below Deck Mediterranean up to in 2021?
• Will the audience see her in the upcoming seasons of Below Deck Mediterranean on Bravo TV?
• Who takes her pictures on Instagram?
• Is she in contact with Hannah Ferrier?
• Did chef Mila really go to Le Cordon Bleu Cooking school in France as she claim? 
• How does it feel being a reality TV star? Does she like being approached for pictures?
• Does she have stalkers?

Tune into this bonus latest podcast episode to find out more.



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I got Mary from Before the 90 Days today. She shares if the scene with Varya and Geoffrey was fake. Her passion on eye transplant for people who need it, if she is still friends with Geoffrey, and what she thinks about reincarnation all while giving personal advice for us who needs it. Career, love, friendships!

Mary also shares how reality tv affected her and how she learned to deal with negative trolls.  Don't miss this episode that airs now :)

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One thing we've learned from these two? That love can cross all boundaries - even ones created by distance!

Fans want to know what's up with Jon and Rachel Walters, one of the most beloved 90 Day Fiancé couples. The pair has grappled with their long-distance relationship in the past, but they are doing their best for each other during this pandemic by staying on top of things as much as possible!

Here's a look at some key points about them:  They sleep and wake up together despite being in different time zones; FaceTime is an important way that they stay connected when not face-to-face;

One thing we've learned from these two? That love can cross all boundaries - even ones created by distance!


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Does your heart race when you see a handsome face? Do the tingles turn to shivers as his arm brushes against yours? It might be love. But are they feeling it too, and if so- do their intentions align with ours or not? Some people find themselves attracted to multiple genders of opposite sex partners, but don't know how to deal with that attraction because society teaches us our desires should be limited by gender norms alone!

A new interview with Alli Dore from Below Deck confirms she identifies as pansexual. She shares her experience on the show where some male and female co-stars have been more than willing subjects for lip locking sessions between shots; after all this is reality TV we're talking about :)

Tune in now for this episode and don't forget to watch this interview on camera on Spirituality and Self Love in the Modern World ™ Youtube channel.


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During their time on 90 Day Fiance, Eric Rosenbrook and Leida Margaretha undoubtedly earned a lot of critics. The pair has received a lot of backlash on social media, especially when it comes to Leida's ties with Eric's former family. 

Despite the criticism, the 90 Day Fiance wedded pair seemed to be unfazed. 

00:37 This is when it starts
01:11 Leida getting hate each time season airs in a new country
01:50 TLC ask Leida and Eric to come back to the show but they said no
04:20 Working in the medical field
05:21 Culture shock in America
06:29 Does she encounter racism?
11:19 Advice on coping with trolls on social media and reality tv
13:00 Dealing with depression
15:00 Are the scenes with Tasha real?
18:00 What was not shown?
23:19 On afraid of being recognized
24:00 What's up with you and Eric's relationship?
25:32  Eric joins us on camera on most romantic thing Eric did
26:07 They met on Craigslist!
27:00 Proposed in Tokyo
28:00 How do they know each other is the one?
32:00 Low point in marriage
33:00 Her regrets with Tasha
36:00 Eric thought Leida was catfish when they met on Craigslist
38:52 Meeting Leida parents in Indonesia
42:00 Ppl surprised they are together
43:00 Closing small talk :)

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You love watching reality tv? Now you can hear from some of your favorite cast members about their journey before, during, and after filming. 


Sit back as the host Bernadette Balla chats with reality stars like Abby from Below Deck (season 7) about everything you’ve ever wanted to know from how much it pays to be on reality tv, the stress filming, why she left the show, sexism and more!!!


It's a behind-the-scenes peek into some of your favorite stars lives that you won't want to miss out on!

You can find Abbi's yacht company at: www. vacationyachting.com and her instagram https://www.instagram.com/abbilmurphy813/


Below Deck:
Below Deck  follows a group of young people that operate on yachts with a length of more than 100 feet. 

The yachties, or crew workers, reside onboard the opulent, privately owned yachts while ensuring that their fussy clientele' always changing wants are satisfied. 

The yachties share an interest for a career that allows them to travel to some of the most beautiful spots on the planet.


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You know the pain scale they nurses ask you when you are in the hospital to rate your pain from 1-10. I rate how I feel in that way when I am depressed so I can communicate with my therapist that i seeked out in 2008.  When I'm on the mild side, I'm either 1 2 or 3 that means I'm feeling okay .

It's still there but it's not affecting my daily life in a way that it says to stop living.  

When my depression is more moderate I am either a 4 of 5 or 6 which is already starting to climb the scale and I am not okay I don't really have the energy to do anything, and figuring out how to push myself to get things done for myself like showing up and being present.

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Your possessions carry on the position of a stakeholder in your previous ego-identities.  

You become mindful of your ego as soon as you know an object is merely an old identity. 

We are our possessions, which isn't really a negative thing. 

Your clutter is entirely exclusive to you. It's a list of your wishes, desires, and memories, as well as an example of how your mind functions in its own way.

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