Have you ever spent time with someone but later on realized that you actually don’t know anything about the person? That almost perfectly describes my experience with Jenna. I’ve photographed her three or four times in the span of a year, yet we’ve never initiated the type of  human experience that allows for us to break through the surface and go somewhere deeper. — That all changes in this episode. We welcome you into the room as we sit down for the first time and talk about everything from interests, modeling, photography, nudity, body image, childhood experiences and finding joy in life. 

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"How do you want to be loved?" — Have you ever taken a moment to ask the people you care about this question? And furthermore, have you ever even answered it for yourself? A very interesting thing happened to me last night while I was doing an internal check-in and reflecting on my relationship with myself, my family and my friends. I abruptly came to this fascinating realization that I don’t know the answer to this question. I mean, logically speaking, of course they know I love them because I show them and tell them all of the time. But how am I expressing this love? Is it in my way — or theirs? Let's unpack this together.

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I've been playing with podcasting for about two years but only within the last three months has it been something that I've started taking very seriously. Now in full ownership and full commitment to this thing, I thought it would be interesting to share what I've learned from it so far. In this episode I touch on the few, yet extremely impactful gifts that this project has given me. While recording this, in real-time, I could clearly see how the skillset of communication and my new level of confidence transcends way beyond creating a verbal-digital-tranmission. For me, podcasting has not only been a creative and therapeutic tool, but also a tool for my life.

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I found this unreleased interview with Kate Compton from 2015 on an old hard-drive and it was like opening up a time capsule that sent me right back to that exact moment. We recorded it in my little West Hollywood apartment on Norton Ave using two iPhones and headphones with built-in mics tucked under Kate and Emily's shirts because I didn't have any interest in voice recordings at the time; how things have changed. Emily, who wrote and conducted the questions can't be heard in the interview because I didn't even know how to edit two separate sound files together. -- The thing that stands out the most to me was just how openly and vulnerably Kate shared her story and how I wasn't able to see and acknowledge and celebrate her for her courage and self-awareness at the time. I wanted to share this because even though this thing is eight years old, I feel it's still relevant in todays landscape. In this episode you will hear Kate touch on topics such as social media, modeling, posing nude, and some of her childhood experiences that ultimately forged her mindsets and perspectives as an adult.

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Have you ever stopped to ask yourself if you really know your friends? Do you know them on a deep level or are they simply familiar faces in your life? I recently had an experience where I had to ask myself these questions and analyze how I used to approach my friendships in the past compared to how I build them now. There's a very accurate saying -- "you are the average of the five people you spend the most time with", and if that is so, what kind of people are you co-creating these relationships with?

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Have you ever stopped to ask yourself if you really know your friends? Do you know them on a deep level or are they simply familiar faces in your life? I recently had an experience where I had to ask myself these questions and look at how I used to approach my friendships in the past compared to how I build them now. There's a very accurate saying -- "you are the average of the five people you spend the most time with", and if that is so, what kind of people are you co-creating these friendships with? 

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For so long I had to live through an inflated facade to protect myself from being seen for the shy, timid and insecure person that I was. Eventually the mask got heavy and the persona that I manufactured got exhausted. It was time for a change. Finding an authentic confidence in myself was one of the most challenging endurances that I've ever gone through -- but it so worth it. Here's how I began to turn fear into fun and how I unearthed this new ability to live and love and move in this world confidently.  

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Photography is the vein that connects all of my creative aspirations with a feeling of joy and happiness, so you can imagine how hard it was to let go of when it slowly transitioned into a toxic pursuit of followers, likes and money. Here's the first of many upcoming episodes where I let you into the creative underbelly of my world. 

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Laura is back in the studio for a guest appearance as we catch up and candidly touch on what happened between us, navigating in this new space of our friendship, finding safety in vulnerability and discussing strong male emotional intelligence. I'm going to be honest, this took a turn at the end and I didn't think I was going to openly share so many personal and private feelings but I'm glad I did. This was a genuine real-time conversation that added a lot of value to both of us.

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The desire for perfection has always been the anchor that keeps me stuck. This inability to move forward because I'm too focused on what I lack, what I don't have, or what I need to get next in order to start. My professional pursuits have undergone a drastic shift recently when I stopped seeking perfection and started focusing on what I can use right now. When I stopped reaching for the shelves and started reaching for what's right in front of me.

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