24 Five times I received from the Jews forty lashes less one. 25 Three times I was beaten with a rod. Once I received a stoning. Three times I suffered shipwreck. A night and a day I spent adrift in the open sea. 26 I have been on journeys many times, in dangers from rivers, in dangers from robbers, in dangers from my own countrymen, in dangers from Gentiles, in dangers in the city, in dangers in the wilderness, in dangers at sea, in dangers from false brothers, 27 in hard work and toil, through many sleepless nights, in hunger and thirst, many times without food, in cold and without enough clothing. 28 Apart from other things, there is the daily pressure on me of my anxious concern for all the churches. 29 Who is weak, and I am not weak? Who is led into sin, and I do not burn with indignation? 30 If I must boast, I will boast about the things that show my weakness. 31 The God and Father of the Lord Jesus, who is blessed forever, knows I am not lying. 32 In Damascus, the governor under King Aretas was guarding the city of Damascus in order to arrest me, 33 but I was let down in a rope-basket through a window in the city wall, and escaped his hands.
REFLECTIONS
Written by Omar Dewan
This year at work, I was somewhat expecting a promotion. I led important pieces of work through to completion, and was seen as a “go-to” person for getting things done. So when I was told that I wasn’t getting promoted, I was frustrated and confused. I thought, “Did management not see my output and the value I added? Should I have ‘boasted’ about my achievements so they would notice me?”
This passage cuts right into my heart and challenges what I place my value in and where my priorities lie.
In this part of 2 Corinthians, we see Paul defending his ministry against those who see him as “timid” and not as impressive as the “super-apostles”. At this part of his defence, Paul boasts about himself, but not in the way I expect. I expected him to boast about the fact that he:
was a highly-trained Pharisee who used that intellect and logic in his defence of Jesus; or
travelled throughout modern-day Europe establishing many churches and bringing many people to salvation in Christ; or
actually saw the risen Jesus and talked to Him.
Rather, Paul boasts about his weakness in spreading the gospel – how he has suffered physical punishment, personal security threats, worry and anxiety, lack of sleep and an ever-growing workload, as well as hunger, thirst, and cold. But even in this strange “boasting”, Paul doesn’t attribute his perseverance to anything in himself. Instead, Paul’s weakness magnifies God’s glory, power and strength to bring about His divine will and to bring many people into His Kingdom.
Perhaps we can pray that each of us would fix our value to Christ and what He has done for us, and not attribute any achievements in ministry to ourselves. Pray that we would recognise that we could not serve God without Him first saving us from our depraved, weak state through Jesus Christ – and that it is only through His Spirit that we can serve the Lord, despite our weaknesses.