This show is about the importance of darkness and healing. After last weeks shit show it was important for me to transmute that chaos. Women know how to multiply whatever it is that somebody gives them. If you give us love and healthy boundaries we thrive in that. When you give us chaos, we multiply that as well. In the end love is the highest vibration. Love does NOT always win. Yet YOU can always win by NOT playing. Some people are not playing chess or checkers. For I am not playing at all.

Since July of 2022, last year, I have not done a show. It was hard for me to grasp that I was suffering. When I know not what to do, I do nothing. My mothers death anniversary was today as well as her birthday last month. She has been all around me. For months I struggled to keep the peace and the words in to protect other people. Doing that has caused me great shame. 

        My first book contained information that my family didn't know about. That is how loyal to the soil I am. Yet my loyalty has always been reciprocated. Recently it has NOT. I do NOT suffer for free. This is a very emotional show for me. I always cry talking about my mama. The tears flow this time for myself. 25 years later and the powers that be decided I should be tested again. I almost LOST...but here I am. Always remember I am healing but I am not HEALED. 

       This show is dedicated to my mama and my aunt Judy who passed last night in Cleveland. They passed on the same day 10 years apart. My aunt is devastated. Those were her sisters. Her confidants. Her rock's. I knew it was coming so I called the only person I know who is darker and experienced more pain than me. I am so thankful. There is healing in grief. If I can't grieve with you, I can't do anything else with you. It's #tellthetruthtuesday and I dare a MF to say otherwise. I am so tired ya'll. We are back on schedule. I am in a healing and abundant space.

Auntie is here. I'm always here. When I'm silent, I'm building or healing. I had legal issues and emotional support issues. I'm good. I'm tired y'all. Let's chat.

I missed y'all! Here's a recap of May, June and July in my universe. A lot of heartache. A lot of pain. A lot of everything but being humble. I refuse to bow to lessor energy or children of a lessor God. Folks try so hard to humble people that simply will not break. Most of those people are Black and minority women. WHY? 

Some of y'all have a lot of shadow work to do. Call your mama. Blame your father. Do whatever you need to do. Please stop trying to humble women that give 0FUX about you. We will talk Lori Harvey, Jazzy and Cam and whatever else is on my mind these last two months. If y'all are sick, please seek help. We are only going to get bigger around here. The humbling you seek from others needs to happen inside you first SIR and Ma'am.

Kevin Samuels has died. I was given the news early on the morning of May 5th. One hopes this kind of news is just a hoax. Having done a show about him years ago, my stance is unwavered. That show was reposted on my social media so you can hear what I said back then before you listen to this show. OR perhaps you already remember. Some of you are sick. Some of you are abusive. Tune in to let me explain WHY.

It was the day we all waited for. The majority of us manifested SOOOOO many things. I want you to know that even if you didn't make this special day, the day was still special. Any day above ground is special. As above and so below. One doesn't need a specific phase of the moon or day of the week to manifest. If you are indeed that beotch then act as such. Please don't feel less than if you didn't make your wedding this day (I can name 15 of us with this as a wedding day). Please don't give up on your dreams because 2/22/22 came and went. The day is what YOU make it. If you feel otherwise then you must manifest some extra esteem of your MF self. Numbers will always be important to me. They will never be more important than what the universe has in store for me. I'm thankful for it all.

Now that cuffing season is officially over we can resume activities. Let's chat about the people who shame folks about V day. Let's chat about the folks who think it's a commercialized holiday. It is. BUT if you've been a ball hair all year round and all you had to do is show up this ONE day. All you had to do is go all out on ONE day. DO IT. Unlike a vast majority I LOVE seeing your love. It's beautiful. I love to see y'all making a man more than chicken alfredo and ran thru coochie. I'm going to discuss what I DON'T like. It's you poors. It's you brown Langmores that always have something to say. HUSH.

Recently I did a live about Black men and mental health. We always say,"Black men suffer in silence". Yet they will talk to everyone else in the world and on the internet about things that don't matter. Sex doesnt matter. Your text messages don't matter. If you can google pages then you can google therapists and maintain that.

Better late than never! This week has been our first full moon of 2022. It was exhausting and exhilarating at the same damn time. We celebrated my good brothers born day. We celebrated being booked and busy. We took time to rest and receive. All I keep hearing about thus far is people suffering the CONSEQUENCES of their actions 2 to 4 business years prior. I've had to have a nice tall glass of "shut the fuck up" as well as a shot of "this is what you created". There is no magic potion or spell that's going to lift you out of that manifestation. Y'all need to learn that. Sit in your shit sometimes. At times you aren't the baddest in the room. You may not be the smartest in the room. You may have been outsmarted by a damn felon. You may not be as good in bed as you think. You may suffer the same fate you caused somebody else. Sit in it and understand your role in it so you don't repeat that raggedy shit. There is no magic to cure fate.

Thank you for the public support and outcry about my theft situation. I was so ashamed to even tell anybody. You feel stupid,used and vulnerable. 2022 will definately be about consequences of actions. Karma is a different energy, good or bad. Consequences are sometimes delayed until you understand why it is better to play in traffic, than to play with some folks.