Steph Something

Steph Something

By Steph SomethingMusic
Download on the App Store

Steph Something episodes

  • Not Into You That Way
    HUMANS - Steph Something & Matt Kaprelian
    I think that you're nice
    I think that you're great
    But you've gotta know that
    You'll never get laid by me
    Again it's not that I don't
    Think that you are great
    It's just that I'm
    Not into you that way
    Not into you that way
    I am not into you that way
    I think that you're funny
    I think that you're sweet
    But it would weird me out
    If you made a move on me
    Again it's not that I don't
    Think that you are great
    It's just that I'm
    Not into you that way
    Not into you that way
    I am not into you that way
    I don't know
    What else to say
    But I'm just
    Not into you that way
    I'm not into you that way
    Not into you that way
    Okay
    © Stephanie Gilliard
    3 min
  • Trace the Exit
    Steph Something - Composition, Lyrics, Vocals, Guitars
    Marc H. - Bass, Drums, Production
    Trace the Exit
    We crack like porcelain
    The fractures too thin and
    I gather my reasons
    I loosen my grip
    You hold to me tighter
    You clinch both your fists but
    I'm cold to your light and
    The fog is just too thick
    And I
    Am going
    I watch as the doorframe
    Expands, I trace the exit
    My hands will stop trembling
    My feet will keep moving
    But I catch my relflection
    And breath
    Feel the ghost of your touch
    On my skin
    And I
    Am going
    But I turn from the edge of leaving
    For the distance could never unmake you
    And if I were to go
    I would leave me behind
    © Stephanie Gilliard
    4 min
  • Surface
    HUMANS -Steph Something & Matt Kaprelian, Featuring Marc H - Drums
    Surface
    They love
    The appeal
    The shine, the scent, the
    Curve of a promise
    Sweetness
    Keeps the
    Wolves polite
    They all
    Want to
    Peel me open wide
    Sometimes I let them try
    Let their fingers tremble at the edge
    Thinking their getting closer
    But the closer they get
    The more
    I disappear
    They don't know the difference
    Between what glows
    And what bleeds
    For me
    It's survival
    The truth is just
    The bruise I
    Hide
    © Stephanie Gilliard
    4 min
  • I Defend It
    Steph Something - Composition, Lyrics, Melody, Guitars, Vocals
    Jochen Fleischmann - Drums, Bass, Production
    I Defend It
    Between each breath
    Where the soul’s spine bends
    I keep myself in silence
    Not to stay hidden
    But to know who to allow in

    Because peace is not passive

    It’s an act of architecture

    Every boundary is a beam

    Every no, a brick that keeps the weather out
    They call me distant, sometimes difficult

    But I am just learning the sound of my own echo

    In a room I finally built myself
    No performance required nor desired
    I cherish it
    I defend it
    I keep it guarded because
    I built it from everything I refuse to lose
    They won’t take from me
    The thinnest slice of peace
    The thought where I get back to who I am
    The world disguises sledgehammers with compliments
    They try to take it with flattery
    With guilt
    Or the slow erosion of constant explaining
    Their goal is that I exploit myself
    So they may sell it back to me
    But I will protect it
    The part of me unedited
    The thought not meant to be communicated
    No performance required nor desired
    I cherish it
    I defend it
    I keep it guarded because
    I built it from everything I refuse to lose
    The silence sighed by stillness
    The heartbeat of my authentic rhythm
    And when the noise finally eats its own tail
    And the world quiets just enough
    I’ll hear it breathing in me
    My original language
    I keep it guarded because
    I built it from everything I refuse to lose
    © Stephanie Gilliard
    3 min
  • Anarchy in the Land of the Brave
    Steph Something - Composition, Melody, Lyrics, Guitars, Vocals
    Alex Bevacqua - Drums, Bass, Production
    Anarchy in the Land of the Brave
    The homeless only getting more homeless
    Tied up in red tape and orange glaze
    Anarchy is the order
    In the land of the brave
    Dismantling and placing bets
    The worse they make it the more power they think they can get
    But we've got morals and we've got brains
    I think it's time we take back the reins
    (Dare I say.... fascisim)
    Bound up in new directives
    And endless empty invectives
    Surrounding all the huddled masses
    Oh this situation is getting serious
    Dismantling and placing bets
    The worse they make it the more power they think they can get
    But we've got morals and we've got brains
    I think it's time we take back the reins
    At the last supper who decides who will eat
    In the corridores of power and condescension
    Who will read the entrails and who'll be saved
    By the grace of god in red, white and blue
    Held to account by the depraved
    Oh anarchy has come to the land of
    The brave
    © Stephanie Gilliard 2025
    3 min
  • Cherry On The Cake
    Lyrics
    This song is for every nerd and freak.
    This song is for you if you're too shy to speak.
    This song is for all who have been turned away.
    You are special, don't care what the fuck they say.
    This song is for you whether you’re into boys or girls.
    This song is for all who don’t fit in this world.
    This is a song for those with a broken heart.
    You're awesome – just the way you are.
    They may mock you and call you a disgrace.
    But you are the cherry on the cake thrown into their face.
    They wanna make you clones of themselves,
    Isn't this boring as hell?
    This is for you if you were bullied at school.
    This is for you if you never quite got cool.
    This is for those who have pink or blue hair.
    They point at you, but you don't really care.
    This is for you if they say that you're too darn loud.
    This is for those who don’t follow a crowd.
    This is for you if you show humanity.
    You are the heart and soul of society.
    The may mock you and call you a disgrace.
    But you are the cherry on the cake thrown into their face.
    You feel alone but this is not true,
    there are millions of others, and I am one of you.
    We're the cherry on the cake thrown into their face.
    We're a splash of color between the grays.
    We are Halloween among the holidays.
    We're the cherry on the cake thrown into their face.
    3 min
  • Unbreakable
    Lyrics
    No matter where I go, there's a cloud above my head
    Someone rather see me suffering than dead
    What if God is just a big mean troll
    Who is playing with my voodoo doll
    So you could run or you could hide
    Or you give a shit and walk on the bright side
    I'm dancing through the fire, singing in the rain
    And when I'm getting hurt, I'll write a song about my pain
    No, No, No, this ain't gonna break me
    No, No, No, nothing will break me
    No, No, No, this ain't gonna break me
    No, No, No, nothing will break me
    When life gives me lemons, I ask for Tequila
    In a Monkey business, I am growing to Godzilla
    Give me more rain and I take a little shower
    I take all the water and bloom like a flower
    You could run or you could hide
    Or you give a shit and walk on the bright side
    And if you’ve got the feeling that everything goes wrong
    Dance with me in the rain while turning up this song
    No, No, No, this ain't gonna break you
    No, No, No, nothing will break you
    No, No, No, this ain't gonna break you
    No, No, No, nothing will break you
    No, No, No, this ain't gonna break us
    No, No, No, nothing will break us
    No, No, No, this ain't gonna break us
    No, No, No, nothing will break us
    No, No, No, this ain't gonna break us
    No, No, No, nothing will break us
    No, No, No, this ain't gonna break us
    No, No, No, nothing will break us
    4 min
  • Sustenance
    Wawa - Instrumentation, Composition
    Steph Something - Vocals, Lyrics, Melody
    Alex - Drums
    Ami - Guitar
    John - Synth
    Sustenance:
    In the wake of this avalanche
    That took my breath away
    Blinding everything around me
    I was struck down in its path
    Just as love demands
    You serve it well
    Each strike of a hand
    And sweep of a blade
    The fire burns
    So much hotter
    When left wanting
    To its very core
    To leave its mark
    As starvation does
    The less you have
    The more you crave
    It becomes the
    Absolute center of the world
    Yet surrender will not conquer pain
    Submission will not make her kind
    Each crumb will not sustain
    The emptiness left behind
    It becomes a total compulsion
    And my total addiction
    Now I’ve begun to ache
    I may plead, but I am ignored
    The fire burns
    So much hotter
    When left wanting
    To its very core
    Nihilism
    Engulfs me
    And to endure
    Is but to freeze
    To leave its mark
    As starvation does
    The less you have
    The more you crave
    It becomes the
    Absolute center of the world
    The absolute center of your everything
    4 min
  • Vampires From Space
    Wawa - Instrumentation, Composition, Lyrics
    SS - Vocals, Master
    Vampires From Space
    A haunting sound and violet lights,
    Announce their arrival, they are coming by night.
    They’re bringing the darkness and spread fear and fright.
    They don't come in peace, they come for a bite.
    Don't follow the call and stay at my side,
    No, they won't get you, I'm ready to fight.
    No, they won’t take you away from me.
    No, they won’t take you away from me.
    They won't take away from me, what is mine.
    I blow them away, now they rest here as slime.
    I kick their alien asses back to the sky.
    They are gone now, they’ve been pulverized
    I turn back to you and look in your eyes.
    But nothing’s left to recognize.
    No, they took you away from me.
    No, they took you away from me.
    4 min
  • The Tempest
    Wawa - Instrumental
    Steph Something - Vocal melody, lyrics, vox
    Max Deago - Lead Guitar
    The Tempest
    Woke with the radio arguing with my veins
    Poured last night's promises down the sink and watched them drown
    Slid my sins into my pockets like loose change
    But not enough for a cab or forgiveness
    Worked a smile into the corner of my face
    Held the world together for a moment
    Then it peeled away
    I dig with my bare hands
    Nails full of time, lungs full of dust
    If I ever reach daylight
    I’ll tell it the truth
    I was the tempest nobody checked for
    And I stormed anyway
    You said weekend like a promise
    I took it like a dare
    Leaned too close and burned my palms on someone else's fire
    Now I trace the outlines of names I used to keep
    They’re thin as the smoke of a cigarette and gone before I can say them
    But I kept the good parts pinned beneath my ribs
    I did
    I dig with my bare hands
    Nails full of time, lungs full of dust
    If I ever reach daylight
    I’ll tell it the truth
    I was the tempest no one checked for
    And I stormed anyway
    I practice apologies in bathroom mirrors

    Watch the sink fill with rehearsals

    Watch my eyes leaving themselves
    I dig with my bare hands
    Nails full of time, lungs full of dust
    If I ever reach daylight
    I’ll tell it the truth
    I was the tempest no one checked for
    And I stormed away
    5 min

About Steph Something

From the publisher's feed

An anti-AI and anti-pitch correction musician who loves to rock and dance.