Still A Part of Us

By Winter Redd and Lee Redd

Still A Part of Us is a place where moms and dads can share the birth story of their child who was stillborn or who died in infancy.

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How many episodes does Still A Part of Us have?

The podcast currently has 322 episodes available.

Still A Part of Us episodes:

July 12, 2026 My Whole Life Was Just Flopped Upside Down | A Mother's Stillbirth Story
Sonja and Winter talk about the pregnancy and birth of little Benji, who was stillborn at 34 weeks. Sonja talks about how they were excited to welcome in their first son, and how her prior births had made them watch her more closely during this pregnancy. There weren't any major issues that they could see during the checkups, so they were completely blindsided when they got the news that Benji had no heartbeat.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.

Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/

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1h 1min
June 28, 2026 His Race Was Short, But His Race Was Won | Birth Story From A Mother Of Loss
Sarah talk with Winter about her son Benson and his short, but impactful life. Benson was born at 31 weeks with hydrops fetalis due to a kidney abnormality. Sarah talks about the excitement of learning that she was pregnant and then the anticipatory grief they felt when they got the diagnosis that little Benson's kidneys weren't functioning correctly. Sarah talks about the few hours they spent with him after his birth and the eternal impact he has had on their lives.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.

Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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1h 32min
June 21, 2026 I Felt A Huge Bubble Of Love And Support Around Us | Advice From A Mother Of Stillbirth
Winter has a discussion with Morgan about her sweet son Fenn, who was stillborn at 37 weeks. Morgan talks about how she was able to find a good therapy group and personal counselor that helped her stay grounded. She also talks about how she loves hearing from friends and family that remember Fenn.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.

Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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51min
June 14, 2026 This Cannot Be Part Of Our Journey | A Mother's Stillbirth Story
Winter chats with Morgan about her sweet little Fenn, who was stillborn at 37 weeks due to unknown reasons. Morgan talks about how she was really excited for this pregnancy and she was feeling confident in her birth plan, but it wasn't going to to go exactly how she had planned it. Fenn was going to be an addition that was greatly wanted and anticipated by the whole young family.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.

Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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1h 42min
June 07, 2026 I Love To Share Her Story And Not Feel So Alone | Advice From A Mother Of Loss
Winter and Kelli talk about what has helped since the passing of Oakley, who lived for 3 hours after birth. Kelli talks about the wonderful women who had also lost children, that were able to help guide her and comfort her. Kelli talks about finding purpose in pumping her milk and donating it to a local milk bank. Kelli reads a letter she wrote to Oakley.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.

Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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41min
May 31, 2026 She Is As Strong As An Oak Tree | A Loss Mother's Story
Kelli and Winter talk about the birth and life of Oakley, who died shortly after birth due to chorioamnionitis. Kelli talks about how after 6 heartbreaking miscarriages, they were so excited to welcome into their family Oakley. Kelli talks about how the pregnancy was going well, but she started to have premonitions about loosing Oakley. Kelli tells us about the birth and the struggle after.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.

Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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1h 39min
May 24, 2026 I Love Her Name, Please Say Her Name To Me | Advice From A Mother Of Loss
Sara talks with Winter about her daughter Felicity, who was stillborn at 27 weeks due to unknown reasons. Sara talks about how she is able to show her daughter honor through all she does to remember her. Sara talks about the many people who were able to show great support by just talking and saying her name.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.

Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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41min
May 17, 2026 I'm Grateful For The Last Couple Of Times I Heard Her Heart Beat | A Stillbirth Mother's Story
Winter speaks with Sara about her daughter Felicity who was stillborn at 27 weeks due to unknown reasons. Sara talks about how she and her husband were so excited to have their second child so close in age to the oldest. Sara talks about being in a new city and having to find a midwife for this pregnancy.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.

Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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1h 25min
May 03, 2026 The Grief Is Here Ready To Be Cracked Open | Advice From A Father Of Stillbirth
Christian talks with Winter about things that have helped since the stillbirth of his daughter Josephine due to an umbilical cord accident at 8 months.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.

Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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24min
April 26, 2026 She Is So Loved Even Though She Hasn't Said A Word | A Father's Story Of Stillbirth
Christian sits down with Winter and talks about his daughter Josephine, who was stillborn at 8 months. Christian talks about how he and his husband decided to explore surrogacy and the process of finding an agency that catered to their needs. Christian talks about the wonderful yet heartbreaking journey of how they were going to welcome home little Josephine and the struggle to come to grips that they were so close.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs.

Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth
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1h 10min

FAQs about Still A Part of Us:

How many episodes does Still A Part of Us have?

The podcast currently has 322 episodes available.

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