Still Being Shaped

"When rest feels like a sin, whatever took its place has become an idol."

In this episode, Gabby sits down with Justin Roethlingshoefer—former NHL performance coach, USA Today bestselling author, and founder of Holy Health. Justin shares his radical journey from organ failure and a terminal diagnosis to finding miraculous healing through biblical stewardship.

In this conversation, we explore:

• The Performance Trap: How Justin went from training the world's best athletes to nearly losing his own life to unintentional habits.

• Scripture meets Science: Why the "renewing of the mind" (Romans 12:2) is the key to physiological transformation.

• The Pastor’s Health Crisis: A startling look at why only 9% of pastors report excellent physical health today.

• Stewardship over Optimization: Shifting your mindset from "biohacking" for vanity to building capacity for your calling.

• On Tour with Brandon Lake: Justin’s role as a health director on the road and how he covers artists like Brandon Lake and Phil Wickham spiritually and physically.

Whether you are a busy parent or a leader on the verge of burnout, this episode is a roadmap to using your health as your "true and proper worship."

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"I looked so honestly evil in my mugshot... I was blind and I was just so tired of running."

In this powerful episode of the Made of Clay Podcast, Gabby is joined by Breanna Wages, owner of the beloved downtown Arkadelphia bakery, Bakes by Bre. Bre shares her raw, unpolished testimony of straying from her roots, falling into a deep addiction to methamphetamine, and becoming a felon—only to find that jail was the very place God began to speak to her heart again.

In this conversation, we explore:

• The "Dirty 20s" vs. Thriving 30s: Why Breanna celebrates her 30th birthday as a milestone of redemption after a decade of chaos.

• The Bar to the Altar: The supernatural "nudge" that led Bre from a karaoke bar on Saturday night to an Easter Sunday encounter with Jesus.

• The "Help Meet" Dynamic: Navigating the first year of marriage, unrealistic expectations, and learning the beauty of biblical submission.

• Walk in the Spirit: How Bre uses her bakery as a mission field to "save some" by getting on their level, whether they are a college student or a tired mom.

• Leaving the 99: A wild "God moment" where Gabby and Bre realize they were both studying the same scripture in 1 Corinthians and listening to the same song about the lost sheep.

Whether you are in a valley of addiction or trying to find your footing in a new marriage, Bre’s story is a reminder that God can take any broken piece and bake it into something beautiful.

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"Why are you still carrying the sack of potatoes when God is already giving you a ride?"

In this raw, unpolished solo episode, Gabby gets honest about a week marked by physical sickness, canceled plans, and heavy spiritual warfare. If you have ever felt the tension between self-discipline and the need for grace, or wondered whether you are being "redirected or just discouraged," this conversation is for you.

Gabby reflects on the first Made of Clay pop-up shop and the gut-punch realization that God doesn't care about our sales numbers as much as He cares about the "one" who is wandering.

In this episode, we discuss:

• The 99 vs. The 1: How a song by Mac Powell confirmed that one heart is worth more than any marketing goal.

• The Potato Sack Analogy: Why we often ask God for help but refuse to let Him carry our heavy burdens.

• Psalm 55:22: What it actually looks like to "cast" your burden, cut the line, and leave it in the lake.

• The Exhaustion Gap: Why textbook "self-care" isn't enough when you are spiritually weary.

• Vessel over Vendor: Realigning the mission of Made of Clay back to advancing the Gospel, not just selling apparel.

If you feel cracked, fragile, or just plain tired, lean into this: God never grows weary, and He is the only one who can sustain you.

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“Cast your burdens on the Lord and he will sustain you; he will never allow the righteous to be shaken.” — Psalm 55:22

"There is nothing you can do that will make Him love you less."

In one of our most vulnerable episodes yet, Gabby sits down with Sarah Parrish for a raw conversation on what it looks like to be reshaped by the Perfect Potter. Sarah opens up about her journey through seasons of deep unbelief, the hidden pain of childhood sexual abuse, and the weight of adultery and divorce—and how it all led to a radical encounter with Jesus at her kitchen table.

In this episode, we discuss:

• The Click Moment: Moving from "going to church" to actually surrendering your life to Christ.

• The Fruit Tree Analogy: Understanding that the Fruit of the Spirit is meant to feed others, not ourselves.

• Healing through Vulnerability: Breaking the cycle of silence around childhood abuse and finding a safe space to speak truth.

• Shame vs. Security: Why Sarah chose the word "Secure" to describe God's presence in her life.

• Obedience as Keys: How small acts of obedience create "compound interest" in your spiritual walk.

• Child Abuse Awareness: Why we must be the voices for kids who don't have one (and how to get involved with CASA).

TIMESTAMPS:0:00 - Welcome Sarah Parrish1:45 - Life before surrender: The struggle of unbelief3:30 - The kitchen table prayer: "Lord, help me believe"7:50 - Feeding others with your fruit9:30 - Why community is non-negotiable for a believer17:00 - Breaking the silence on childhood abuse20:40 - How abuse distorts our view of trust and relationships27:30 - Realizing you don't have to carry the weight alone31:30 - Truth says: "I am Secure"41:10 - The Gum Springs praise moment44:40 - A prayer for the chain-broken46:15 - Blue Sunday and how to support local organizations

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"What does it look like to be a soft place to land without becoming a doormat for sin?"

In this episode of the Made of Clay Podcast, host Gabby sits down with Kyle Radford for a high stakes conversation on the intersection of early parenthood, racial identity, and radical faith. Kyle shares the raw reality of becoming a teen father and how he had to fight to keep his identity in Christ while the world tried to pin a label on him.

In this conversation, we explore:

• Legacy Over Labels: How Kyle navigated the stigma of being another young African American father in a society quick to write off his future. He shares how he refused to become a statistic and instead allowed God to make him a standard.

• The Jesus Way of Loving: Learning how to meet people in their mess (just as Christ met us) without validating the choices that lead to brokenness.

• Soft Heart, Firm Foundation: The delicate balance of offering a soft heart to the hurting while keeping a firm, immovable foundation on Biblical truth.

• Reshaped by Responsibility: How the Potter’s hands used the weight of fatherhood to strip away pride and mold Kyle into an intentional leader.

• Breaking the Cycle: Why Kyle is passionate about showing the next generation that your start doesn't dictate your finish when you put your life in the Master’s hands.

Whether you are a parent, a leader, or someone trying to navigate difficult relationships with grace and truth, Kyle’s story is a powerful reminder that God never wastes a season. He only uses it to refine the clay.

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"I can't make people believe in God, but I can give you experiences that only God can control."

In this special edition of the Made of Clay Podcast, the script is flipped as guest-turned-host Joshua 2.0 takes the mic from our usual host, Gabby, to steer the conversation. Joshua takes us back to the 90s, Pokemon cards, and streetlights, as he sits down with his childhood best friend, comedian and security manager Brandon Sanders.

This is a raw look at two brothers from another mother who grew up together and are now navigating the complexities of faith, fatherhood, and purpose. Brandon opens up about the harrowing journey of his daughter’s leukemia diagnosis during COVID-19, the breakdown of his marriage, and how he found healing through the gift of laughter.

In this episode, they dive into:

• The Takeover: Why Joshua 2.0 stepped onto the "Clay Mic" to share this specific childhood connection.

• The Hospital Room Prophecy: How a specific hospital policy during COVID-19 became a divine provision for Brandon's family.

• The Promoter’s Guilt: Letting go of the "hustle" and the heavy weight of the club promotion lifestyle.

• The 99 Sheep: A powerful story of why the Church must go after the one who walks away.

• Rivers of Living Water: Understanding why "having church" is about the people and the heart, not a physical structure.

Whether you feel "unqualified" or "too far gone," this conversation is a reminder that the Master Potter is still shaping your story.

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"Don’t just say a prayer and walk off. Stick around for the answer."

In Episode 10 of the Made of Clay podcast, Gabby Gonzales-Heck and Joshua 2.0 sit down with Jeff Irving, a State Youth Leader with over 20 years of ministry experience. From his early days as a drummer in a Christian rock band (opening for Skillet!) to his current role leading the "Super Bowl" of youth ministry (church camp), Jeff shares how a single moment of silence changed his life forever.

In this episode, we dive into:

• The "Just Jesus" Movement: Why this generation is hungry for raw truth and transparency, not just religious tradition.

• Hearing God's Voice: Jeff and Gabby share personal stories of getting direct confirmation from Scripture when they were "scared to death."

• The "Reese’s Cup" Analogy: Why salvation is just the beginning, and how seeking God is the "peanut butter" that makes the chocolate even better.

• Youth Ministry Realities: How to stay relatable (even without hair!), the importance of being "goofy" for the Kingdom, and why modern leadership requires vulnerability.

Whether you feel "made of clay" and are currently being shaped by the Potter, or you are a leader looking to pour into the next generation, this conversation is a reminder that God isn't looking for amazing people. He’s looking for surrendered ones.

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Seek the Lord. Not just believe in Him, seek Him.

This is not a normal episode. I literally just finished working out and hadn't even showered when I had to grab my mic and share a "jaw-dropping" moment of confirmation that just happened.

Exactly one year ago, on March 9, 2025, my pastor preached on Acts 4. Today, on March 9, 2026, I opened my Bible and my journal only to realize I was studying those exact same verses on boldness and unity. God is weaving a thread through this journey, and the message is clear: It is time for us to stop letting insecurity keep us quiet.

In this solo session, we dive into Acts 4 to explore:

• The Boldness of the "Unqualified": How Peter and John, though "uneducated and untrained," were recognized by the world simply because they had been with Jesus.

• The Trap of Human Power: Why we must stop trying to "play God" and reliance on our own strength.

• Unity as a Witness: How the devil uses a divided church to hide the Gospel, and why being of "one heart and soul" makes Jesus visible.

• Authenticity vs. Programs: Why the world can smell "Christian bull crap" a mile away and why they are actually craving the raw truth of the Word.

If you’ve been feeling like you need a "title" or more education before you can be used by God, this episode is your 365-day confirmation to just start.

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In 2019, Charlotte Attaway received the kind of phone call every parent fears. At 3 AM, she learned her 14-year-old daughter, Erin, had been rushed by ambulance to a hospital after doctors discovered a brain tumor.

What followed was a night filled with uncertainty, fear, and prayer. But it was also a night where Charlotte began to see something remarkable. In the middle of chaos, God was showing up in the smallest details.

From unexpected doctor appointments to the perfect song on the radio, from neighbors answering the phone at 3 AM to a surgeon who felt handpicked for the moment, Charlotte shares the countless ways she saw God working through one of the hardest seasons of her life.

This conversation is a powerful reminder that even in the moments that shake us the most, God is still present, still working, and still faithful.

If you’ve ever wondered where God is in the middle of suffering, this story will encourage you.

What happens when God asks you to leave something good for something unknown?

In this episode of Made of Clay, I sit down with Angela Suttle to talk about obedience, surrender, and trusting God when the plan doesn’t look the way you thought it would.

Angela walked away from a thriving primary care practice after feeling God call her into something different. What followed was uncertainty, faith, and ultimately a beautiful unfolding, including a weekend where 40 youth were running around Suttle Ridge, praising God.

This conversation is about listening when God speaks.

It’s about saying yes before you see the outcome. And it’s about trusting that He writes a better story than we ever could.

If you’ve ever felt the tension between comfort and calling, this episode is for you.