About the disillusionment through trauma and its analytical dissection, resulting in an approach to reality in this analysis...

This book is not a clinical record and not an argument about what “really” happened. It is a testimony of perception from inside a system that claimed to be care, and felt like captivity. After the trauma of sexual violation, I entered environments that promised safety and repair. What I encountered instead echoed the logic of a camp: surveillance disguised as protection, compliance demanded as proof of sanity, and the slow erasure of one’s own account in favor of an official one.

What followed was not only confinement but misinterpretation — diagnoses assigned as if they were labels on crates, not lives. The dossier that accumulated in my name became a parallel biography, authored without me, then used against me as if it were the only truth: a manufactured archive that rewrote my past, narrowed my present, and pre-decided my future. I found myself living under the weight of paperwork more durable than my voice.

Parables about Imperfection

The Nature of The Self in Modern Civilizations and the Infinite Tapestry of Existence, by Joannes J.A. Wyckmans

A fantasy book about the mystical, and the mystery of life, and spirituality

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A Note About Being Different: Psychotic and Society, by Joannes J.A. Wyckmans

Some notes about being different, and society as a whole, where we move to, and how we are to be, become, and directed.

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How Consumption of Food Became A Deathcult, by Joannes J.A. Wyckmans

How consumption of food became a death cult, is about how consumerism killed the spirit of life.

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Psychoticism, and the meditation of a lifetime, by Joannes J.A. Wyckmans

Psychoticism, and the meditation of a lifetime is about the conscious quandry between normalcy, paranormalcy between the soul and the body, and how euphoria can be a myth, made up by the soul, as can be it's opposite. The book tries to emphasize personal reflection and life in general.

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How my beliefsystem became a deathcult, by Joannes J.A. Wyckmans

How my beliefsystem became a deathcult, is a cynical tale bathed in humor of how the world is shit

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How Pornography and Sex Became a Death Cult, by Joannes J.A. Wyckmans

How Pornography and Sex became a Death Cult, talks about how sex can be a form of indoctrination, just like persuation.

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Corruption of the Faithful, by Joannes J.A. Wyckmans

A book about power, faith and paradox. The Corruption of the Faithfull tries to emphasize the corruption of our souls, made possible by the economic system.

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