Note: This interview was recorded in 2018.
Welcome to the Mothers on the Frontline Podcast. Mothers on the Frontline is a nonprofit organization, founded and run by mothers of children with mental illness to promote caregiver healing and children’s mental health justice through storytelling. Our vision is a world in which mental health is destigmatized, respected, and prioritized as an integral part of the overall health of individuals, families, and communities. In this episode we hear from Dianne Thacker, a social worker by profession, a stay-at-home mom by choice, and someone who is dedicated to helping other families find the resources they need to help their children.
Interviewer: So, hello. Thank you for being with us today. Can you tell us a little bit about yourself. Before or outside of mothering, who are you? What do you love to do? What are your passions?
Diane Thacker: Okay. I’m Diane Thacker. I’m a social worker by profession. A stay-at-home mom by choice. I dubbed myself as a resource specialist. Later in the game I’m 50 years old and I am ageless.
Interviewer: I love that.
Diane: Yeah. I don’t get in to, “Oh my gosh. I’m gonna be old now.” I celebrate birthdays because you can. No matter the glow on the cake.
Interviewer: That’s right.
Diane: Okay. I love to read books. But I have a kind of a weird quirk about it. I start reading some of the end pages first.
Interviewer: Oh, do you? You like to know what’s coming?
Diane: Yeah. Or to kind of see what the outcome’s going to be. Because then if I get hooked in, then I could go back to and start reading it. Otherwise it’s boring and I’m not going to read it. And then it takes like maybe two or three days just to get it done.
Diane: Okay. I like to do genealogy. Although that wasn’t a bug issue when I begin with. For those genealogist who’d go, “I know. I know the bug.” It became a- let’s see and if I call that, an assignment. When I was fourteen and I was in my great aunt’s house in a small town called Zearing, Iowa. She asked me one day, and I’m just like, well maybe I was like eleven years old, if I knew who my family was. And of course I knew my mom’s side because that was all we knew. And I didn’t understand the question as to why she was asking me that. So I’m like,”Why?” And she’s, “Well because, you know I’m working on my family tree here.” And I’m like, “Oh, wow.” She has got a big table with all of her books and the papers. And I’m looking at her bay- this big wave bay window and I’m like, “I wish I could be outside now.” But I couldn’t. So we were you know hanging out and she says, “Well, come here Diane. Come here.” So we started looking at her stuff and I was kind of like, “Wow.” And she started connecting the dots. And for me now, connecting the dots is very important. It doesn’t always happen but when you look back at your life and you see things happening, “Oh wow that’s why that happened” and will get to that later. So then just about that time, I was doing a homework assignment. So that kind of fell into place. There is your dot. One of your dots. And so I said well- both side of your family. So in this case, we didn’t know that much about my dad’s side. My dad had died when I was six and a half.
Interviewer: You were young.
Diane: Yes, I was. But I did know him and I have memories of him. He was very determined. He dealt with- he had some health issues of his own. But he was very determined, very passionate. He knew-he wrote poetry, which is what I do now. It was just me and my brother and my mom. I don’t know. And he liked putting things together with his hands- fences and stuff. And he also cared for small animals.
Diane: Yeah. I do remember one day he was around, but I remember sitting outside of my house and there was what appeared to be a woman who was homeless. And I really felt the need that I needed to go and give her something but my mom was like, “We don’t know that person.” But there was that social worker helping persona in myself that was coming out early. I lived in the neighborhood where it was deemed unsafe. But to me it was like, no there was nothing unsafe here. My friends are here. I still have- I have a friend who, I’ve known her for, is that fifty years old now? Seven. What is that? That say seven? Forty three years old? For forty three years, yeah.
Interviewer: That’s great.
Diane: Yeah. I don’t know. We did- we went everywhere together. Got lost together. Got in trouble together. [laughter] For a month together. Yeah.
Diane: Yeah. So then, one day an event happens when you have to move out of your neighborhood. So you move from your one location to another. At the time, we’re like, I don’t understand why. But going back, you look at the little- okay. So that put me into a parochial school versus public school. And yes, there are differences there. And maybe if I’m not connecting the dots, it made me understand when I have my kiddos now the differences of that. So I went to [appeal] school up until high school. And then a Catholic school. And then into college at Grandview. And I really didn’t know, you know, “What do you want to be when you grow up?” And I’m like, I have no idea. But again I knew that I had that part of me that wanted to help. And so I took a BA in Human Services. I would love to say that my professors were all like black and white. And it’s what you’re going to do when you get out of here. No, it wasn’t like that. He would tell stories about his world and experiences. And I wouldn’t understand why that had to do with the material in the book. But as I got older and began to understand, social work is not like that. It’s not like wrote down on a book. You may learn it but you’ve got to go outside the box, to live it.
Interviewer: A little messier. [laughter]
Diane: A little bit oh yeah. Okay. And then when you’re first learning the ropes of how to do that, I got my first- well, I was a nanny. Right before my work at The Boys and Girls Club, but as a nanny too. So that gave me the ability- small, to work with somebody and their family. And to bring the experiences that I had there. So I did that for a couple of years. And then I worked at one of the facilities here in town, as a youth service worker. I worked with offenders.
Interviewer: So you’ve really- from working with young people.
Diane: Yes. And main families for-
Interviewer: And families. You’re whole life, really.
Diane: Yeah. Right. And in the mix of that I worked at one of the nursing homes. I was a receptionist, but I still had to know what was happening on the floor. Making sure that they weren’t going to walk out the door. Beginning, you know, if one of the residents came into me and say, “Hey I really want to talk.” To be empathetic person to them. To feel them out to see if they needed anything at that time. Be able to be on call when the flood came, ’cause that was during the time when the flood of 1993 came through.
Diane: Yeah. And I couldn’t go home that night. And the bridge had shifted. So they asked me if I knew how- the staff there at the receptionist asked me if I knew how to do a six-phone- phone line. No, not at that time. But I had learned really quick how. And again the dots came together because I got a phone call from a- she used to be a telephone operator. And she was looking for a way to help. And she says I’m like you- just one second. Can she- yes, she can come. And so she was able to come and take care of that phone line. But if I didn’t answer that phone, at the time, we wouldn’t have that connection to the- yeah.
Interviewer: So you really have been helping people all along from the whole spectrum. Geriatric, youth offenders, families. Really everybody.
Diane: I did some volunteer stuff. I would do hospitals a little bit. I didn’t- I went for the training. And I didn’t really have to use it until, well, a friend of mine went. So I then, I was able to understand the world a little bit more. If I had gone in there cold, I wouldn’t have been able to feel what to do and how to respectfully walk in.
Interviewer: Absolutely. So yeah.
Diane: Let’s see, so my life was pretty much, yes, social work filled. Up until about 2003. We had been- I had gotten married. And he- he’s a jack of all trades. He was a fireman, ambulance driver. You name it and he’s done it, corrections and all that. He was somebody that your mom would go, “hmm.” But I was like, yes, I like him. And that’s all the way it go- this one’s going to be that way. And I just knew. But I had- we hadn’t gotten married right a way. It was we waited for 4 years. I wanted to finish college and I wanted him to figure out what he wanted to really do. And then go from there, yeah. So we got married and we were told that we wouldn’t be able to have babies.
Interviewer: Oh my, that’s hard.
Diane: Yeah. That is hard. And I know there’s a few of us out there who- when I say that, well yes. But been there done it. And it’s- it’s kind of hard to hear. Especially if you-
Interviewer: It has to be.
Diane: Yes. Especially if you wanted to have them. So we’re like well. And there’s that no. I’m like, well, no-no-no-no.
Interviewer: You don’t like no.
Diane: No. Well there’s no for a reason. You know is it going to hurt you, is it going to be something you can’t do yet. Okay. But if there’s like this, well- maybe. But I’m like researching. Because that’s what I do too, I’m a resource specialist. And I try to find those ways to do it. Now, in my particular world, it comes down to my faith. My spiritual direction. Well my- I’m...
