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By Elaine Lindsay
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In this episode of Suicide Zen Forgiveness, host Elaine welcomes David Woods Bartley, who shares his powerful and emotional story of surviving a suicide attempt and his journey towards mental wellness. David discusses his battle with depression, the profound impact of electroconvulsive therapy (ECT), and the importance of human connection in suicide prevention. He also reflects on the influence of supportive relationships and the significance of openly sharing struggles to encourage empathy and hope.
0:00 David-W-Bartley Audio
01:17 Welcome and Introduction
02:53 David's Struggle with Depression
04:54 The Turning Point: Forest Hill Bridge
08:23 The Power of Connection
10:24 Journey to Mental Wellness
16:20 Electroconvulsive Therapy (ECT) Experience
19:11 Reflecting on Trauma and Healing
29:59 Reflecting on Family and Relationships
31:31 Military Family and Personal Heroes
33:29 The Impact of ECT on Memory
36:19 Insights on Mental Health and Neuroplasticity
39:25 Sharing Personal Stories and Writing a Book
43:28 Customer Service Philosophy and Personal Anecdotes
45:53 Concluding Thoughts and Gratitude
Bio
My name is David Woods Bartley. I am both a suicide attempt and childhood rape survivor turned two-time TED Talker and international mental health trainer.
David Woods Bartley has seen his fair share of successes and setbacks, from directing a nationally recognized nonprofit to battling the long-term effects of childhood sexual trauma and a life-threatening mental illness. The latter, a brutal knock-down, drag-out fight with clinical depression, led David to a suicide attempt.
Thanks to the support of many people and being shown the necessity of putting one’s self-care on a pedestal, David continues the essential yet challenging journey from the isolation of mental “hellness” to the inclusive space of mental wellness.
His life having been saved, David is committed to moving the conversation about suicide, male sexual trauma, and mental illness from the dark shadows where they now live to the forefront of public concern. In doing so, his mission is to shine a bright light on the crisis we now face and open doors to the possibility of mental health for everyone, everywhere.
Currently, David is a member of the National Alliance on Mental Illness, the International Association for Youth Mental Health, the National Storytelling Network’s Healing Story Alliance, and Active Minds. In addition, David holds certifications in Mental Health First Aid for Adults and Youth, SafeTALK (Suicide Awareness for Everyone), and the suicide prevention technique known as QPR (Question, Persuade, and Refer).
In addition to giving two TED talks and being named a 2021 Mental Health Champion by the prestigious Steinberg Institute, David has presented more
David has been invited to present to organizations such as the United States Army, the United States Coast Guard, the Food and Drug Administration, OSH India, Sutter Health, AbleTo, the California Highway Patrol, the Indiana Organization for Nursing Leadership, the University of Connecticut, Boston College, the California Northstate School of Medicine, and a wide range of elementary, middle and high schools, community organizations, and diverse faith denominations
2-TimeTEDx Speaker | International Mental Health Presenter | SME on Suicide
2021 Steinberg Institute Mental Health Champion
Links and Socials
www.davidwoodsbartley.com
X: [email protected]
Life after Darkness: Andy Grant's Journey through Depression and Recovery
In this episode, Andy Grant returns to discuss his recent battle with a prolonged period of depression and suicidal ideation. He candidly shares his struggles, the importance of seeking help, and the various tools and steps he utilized to climb out of the dark place. The conversation emphasizes that mental health is not linear and provides hope and actionable advice for anyone facing similar challenges.
00:00 Introduction and Guest Reintroduction
01:03 Andy's Struggle with Depression
03:16 The Turning Point
03:52 Reconnecting with Life
12:26 The Power of Gratitude and Tools for Recovery
18:54 Rediscovering Joy in Downsizing
19:46 Unexpected Fun in Letting Go
21:49 Adjusting to a New Home
23:42 Community and New Beginnings
27:05 The Power of Asking for Help
30:04 Gratitude and Moving Forward
31:24 Final Thoughts and Farewell
ANDY GRANT
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transformational energy coach.
founder of Real Men Feel.
healer.
author and teacher.
See also: husband, world traveler, actor, speaker, teacher, lifelong learner and suicide prevention activist. Andy believes in living a life you love and creates books, workshops, and programs supporting that.
Healer & Life Activation Practitioner certified by The Modern Mystery School™
Transformational Life Coach
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Contact Andy at [email protected]
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Breaking the Silence: Sonya Shorey on Mental Health, Suicide, and Empathy
In this episode of Suicide Zen Forgiveness, host Elaine Lindsay interviews Sonya Shorey, President and CEO of Invest Ottawa, Bayview Yards, and Area XO. Shorey shares her deeply personal journey with mental health, suicide, and the importance of open, empathetic conversations. They discuss the critical roles of psychiatric care, the impact of hidden family struggles, and the need for greater societal support and research in mental health. Shorey also emphasizes the power of individual actions and the importance of fostering a culture of empathy and openness.
00:00 Introduction and Mission Statement
00:43 Guest Introduction: Sonya Shorey
02:25 Sonya's Professional Background
04:03 Personal Connection to Mental Health
05:37 Family History and Mental Health
09:14 Generational Impact and Stigma
10:34 The Importance of Open Conversations
16:06 Honoring Loved Ones and Breaking Patterns
28:03 Memory Wall Initiative
29:48 Supporting Entrepreneurs and Founders
30:40 Inclusivity and Community Efforts
32:46 Mental Health in Entrepreneurship
33:57 Empathy Training for First Responders
37:09 The Importance of Emotional Education
38:21 Personal Stories and Impact
46:07 The Power of Small Actions
49:51 Final Thoughts and Call to Action
51:31 Closing Remarks and Acknowledgements
52:25 Sponsor Messages and Farewell
Sonya Shorey, President and CEO, for Invest Ottawa, Bayview Yards, and Area X.O, is a strategy executive and management consultant with more than 22 years of leadership experience with private and public organizations. With expertise in regional, national, and global technology, entrepreneurial, economic development, and innovation-based organizations, she specializes in corporate and communications strategy development and execution. This includes investment strategies that secure new cash and in-kind contributions from public and private sources. Since 2005, Sonya has led, strategized, authored and/or made a significant contribution to successful multi-year funding proposals and initiatives valued at more than $203 million from municipal, provincial, federal, and international governments.
Within her executive leadership role with Invest Ottawa, Bayview Yards and Area X.O, Sonya plays a pivotal role in developing, leading, and executing strategy for all three organizations. This includes:
The first Pan-Ontario Scale-Up Platform of its kind aimed at enabling and accelerating the growth, scaleup and commercial success of more $100 million revenue-generating tech companies in Canada.
https://www.linkedin.com/in/sonyashorey/
Elaine Lindsay host, welcomes Jennifer Henczel, founder of Women in Podcasting, to share her inspiring journey of resilience and entrepreneurship. Jennifer discusses her transition from a grueling full-time job to becoming a successful entrepreneur, catalyzed by a life-altering tragedy involving her husband.
Through building supportive communities, she found strength and a path to thriving. Jennifer offers valuable insights into the importance of community, overcoming isolation, and tips for those looking to transition to self-employment. This moving narrative underscores the power of connection and shared human experience.
00:00 Introduction to Jennifer Henczel
01:26 Jennifer's Journey to Resilience
02:57 The Life-Changing Accident
06:38 Building a Thriving Community
10:48 The Power of Connection
13:24 Overcoming Fear and Embracing Community
20:05 Conclusion and Future Plans
BIO
Jennifer Henczel is a Podcaster, Author, and Founder of the Women in Podcasting Network and Inspiring Innovators Club. Jennifer’s mission is to lift women’s voices and stories globally.
Jennifer Henczel is known for her ability to build thriving, supportive and collaborative communities, and she teaches others how to do the same. She loves creating opportunities for women to connect and collaborate in meaningful ways. Using her “Rise. Reach. Results! Roadmap,” Jennifer provides tools, templates and trainings to help her members generate more impact and influence. Jennifer speaks about her mindset, messaging and monetization strategies for building communities, leveraging content and turning expertise into multiple streams of income.
Jennifer is an award winning leader and has won or been nominated for a number of awards. Most recently, she is the winner of the Innovator of the Year Award at the Quill Podcast Awards.
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In this heartfelt episode of Suicide Zen Forgiveness, host and guest Tywanah Yvette, also known as Black Butterfly Goddess, share her powerful story of overcoming unimaginable abuse and trauma. Tawana discusses her spiritual awakening and how she now uses her experiences and newfound strength to guide others out of their own darkness. From surviving domestic abuse to attempting suicide, Tawana's journey is a testament to resilience, hope, and the transformative power of love. Tune in to learn how she connects with her ancestors, helps others through her mentorship program, and is set to become a published author. Also featured are reflections on the importance of supporting veterans and a shoutout to the invaluable roles of first responders.
00:00 Mission to End Silence and Stigma
01:17 Introducing Tywanah Yvette
03:39 Tywanah's Early Trauma and Struggles
07:43 A Turning Point: Near-Death Experience
11:19 Healing and Spiritual Awakening
12:57 Empowering Others Through Personal Journey
20:13 Breaking the Cycle and Moving Forward
23:28 Breaking the Cycle of Generational Trauma
24:56 Understanding Victimization and Empathy
28:29 The Plight of Homeless Veterans
32:18 Honoring Military Service
35:56 Upcoming Projects and Personal Growth
39:34 Conclusion and Final Thoughts
My name is Tywanah, and my journey has been one of profound resilience and self-discovery. From the moment I entered this world, I've been fighting against the odds.
Born prematurely in 1975, both my mother and I faced a life-threatening situation. Her battle with pneumonia, coupled with a soaring fever, cast a shadow of uncertainty over our survival. Amidst this struggle, my biological father, a charismatic figure with a dark side, inflicted deep wounds upon me, leaving scars that would shape my life's path.
At the tender age of 15, I summoned the courage to confront the harrowing truth of my past, only to be met with abandonment by most of my family. Left to navigate the harsh reality of the NYC group home system, I found solace in becoming a mother at 18, albeit for reasons tainted by insecurity and societal pressures.
Despite enduring a tumultuous marriage and a debilitating car accident in 2004 that stripped away my ability to provide for my family, I persevered.
In 2020, I encountered yet another formidable adversary – a covert malevolent fourth-grade
teacher who relentlessly sought to undermine my spirit. His relentless attacks pushed me to despair, culminating in a desperate attempt to end my own life. However, amidst the darkness, a glimmer of hope emerged through the spiritual connection with my mother, who imparted her psychic gifts unto me.
Despite enduring profound loss and heartache, including the estrangement from my children, I've emerged with newfound strength and purpose. Empowered by the support of my ancestral lineage, spanning five generations, I've embarked on a mission to inspire others to shed the masks of societal expectations and embrace their true selves.
My story is one of resilience, bravery, and unwavering authenticity, and I am committed to sharing it boldly with the world.
Through this darkness, Black Butterfly Goddess was birthed, and is now a beacon of light for those who need unconditional love and support.
LinkedIn:
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Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61556005901505
Instagram:
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Twitter: https://twitter.com/BBGoddess888
YouTube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCad60fQW8CD8ty8cfWS1qhg
TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@blackbutterflygoddess
Website: www.blackbutterflygoddess.com
Email: [email protected]
Unveiling Stoicism: Jody Betty's Journey Through Trauma and Healing
In this episode, Elaine Lindsay welcomes back Jody Betty to discuss her new interest in Stoicism and its impact on her life and healing journey. Jody opens up about her childhood experiences with abuse and trauma, explaining how she felt stuck even after extensive therapy. Inspired by Stoic philosophy, she began exploring inner child work, learning to reparent herself and confront her past. Jody shares insights on the practical applications of Stoicism, such as taking pauses before reacting and focusing on what is within one's control. The episode also highlights Jody's work in creating supportive spaces for other trauma survivors, emphasizing the importance of enjoying the healing process and finding joy in daily life. Elaine and Jody reflect on the significance of perspective shifts, active listening, and self-validation in providing emotional well-being.
00:00 Introduction to Suicide Zen Forgiveness
00:50 Meet Jody Betty: A Journey of Resilience
01:27 Exploring Stoicism and Personal Growth
02:48 Inner Child Work and Healing
05:30 Jody's Story: Overcoming Childhood Trauma
09:38 The Power of Sharing and Empathy
12:45 Applying Stoicism in Daily Life
23:46 Embracing Change and Overcoming Fear
26:57 The Art of Active Listening
28:38 Embracing the Present Moment
30:33 Finding Joy in Little Moments
33:46 The Beauty of Photography
43:03 The Journey to Stoicism
45:40 Conclusion and Gratitude
Jody Betty is an author, acclaimed blogger and photographer.
Jody is a three time suicide survivor, and endured multiple sexual traumas from infancy to age 14. She spent many years with unhealthy and destructive coping skills. Jody eventually chose the path of healing, and now shares her stories online to help others understand they are not alone in their thoughts and feelings.
Jody’s viral blog, “I Want You to Want to Live”, written in 2016, has reached over two million people worldwide, and is translated into a number of different languages. Jody left her email in the blog, and to date, has received over 4000 incoming messages. She has replied to every single one.
In her free time, Jody passionately advocates and helps people dealing with suicidal crisis’, and mental health issues. She loves to spend time in nature and by water, as that is where she finds her peace. Jody resides in Niagara Falls, Ontario.
In this episode of Suicide Zen Forgiveness, host Elaine Lindsay introduces Curtis Knuth, an energy worker who shares his transformative journey from a challenging period of life to discovering energy healing modalities. Curtis discusses his unique approach to emotional release and how it has helped many people find relief from emotional and physical pain. He offers insights into the power of gratitude, the mind's capabilities, and the importance of raising one's vibrational frequency. Curtis also shares touching stories of client transformations, emphasizing the importance of kindness, compassion, and self-belief. Elaine and Curtis highlight the potential for healing through energy work and encourage listeners experiencing mental health challenges to seek help.
00:00 Introduction to Suicide Zen Forgiveness
01:17 Meet Curtis Knuth: From Carpenter to Energy Worker
02:37 Curtis's Journey Through Hardships
04:26 The Turning Point: Embracing Gratitude
09:14 Diving into Energy Work and Healing
11:00 Integrating Spirituality and Family
19:20 The Power of Kindness and Positive Ripples
28:56 Emotional Release and Healing Modalities
39:44 Skydiving Memories and Emotional Reactions
40:42 Exploring Traumatic Experiences
41:19 Helping Others Release Emotions
43:23 Skepticism and Success Stories
46:38 The Power of Emotional Release
54:15 Raising Vibrations and Positive Energy
56:47 Encouragement and Final Thoughts
01:04:50 Conclusion and Contact Information
I Am a Carpenter by trade who has stepped into the field of Energy work, the past 6 years I have been studying and taking courses along the lines of Energy modalities which has opened me up to creating an energy style called ERP that can quickly and easily assist one in releasing unwanted emotions!
In this 45 minute session we will release unwanted emotions using an energetic healing style where emotions are identified one by one through a quick screening process. We then connect to your auric field and transform the energy through a reduction process, which results in relief from physical, mental, and emotional imbalances. Clients do not need to share their personal experiences through talk therapy, as we are directly addressing it from an energetic level. The stories we continue to affirm are what is keeping the physiological, mental, and emotional effects in our lives. By detaching from them we free ourselves from the energetic imprint that continues to recreate disharmony in our lives. Like the layers of an onion, letting go of one emotion always reveals the next one. Clients release an average of 6-8 emotions during each session.
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The Healing Power of Storytelling with Julie Fairhurst
In this episode, the host welcomes Julie Fairhurst, a dedicated author and advocate from British Columbia, Canada. Julie shares her journey from a 34-year career in sales and marketing to her transition into writing and publishing. She discusses how a profound dream led her to writing and her mission to help women share their stories through her series of compilation books. Julie also opens up about the influence of generational trauma in her family and how storytelling serves as a healing tool. She emphasizes the importance of removing financial barriers for women wanting to share their experiences, aiming to inspire and uplift others. Julie's conversation touches on themes of forgiveness, resilience, and the transformative power of sharing one's story.
00:00 Introduction and Guest Introduction
01:32 Julie's Background and Career Shift
02:15 A Life-Changing Dream
03:55 Personal Tragedy and Generational Trauma
05:46 The Birth of a New Mission
08:27 Overcoming Shame and Guilt
11:30 The Power of Sharing Stories
20:06 Inspiring Others to Share
23:58 Discovering Infidelity
24:37 The Power of Women's Support
25:40 Addressing Abuse with Sensitivity
27:47 Stories of Forgiveness and Healing
28:55 The Importance of Positive Endings
32:26 Family Trauma and Personal Growth
34:58 Setting Boundaries with Family
38:40 Gratitude and Overcoming Victimhood
45:23 Concluding Thoughts and Gratitude
Julie Fairhurst is the Founder of the Women Like Me Book Program. She has published 36 books and helped over 160 women become published authors. Many #1 Best Selling Authors! Julie, with 34 years of experience in sales and marketing, aids women entrepreneurs in building influence and authority to increase revenue. She is a Master Persuader and expert in human behavior, offering coaching on marketing strategies, sales techniques, and writing personal or business stories. Julie is also a sought-after speaker, trainer, and prevention educator, delivering workshops on safety issues to various organizations. Julie's challenging upbringing and personal losses have inspired her mission to help women tell their stories and overcome obstacles.
Reach Out To Julie Here:
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Join The Movement: https://www.facebook.com/groups/879482909307802
Women Like Me Bookstore: https://wlmbookstore.com/
Follow Julie’s Author Profile: https://www.amazon.com/author/juliefairhurst
Empathy, Resilience, and Understanding: A Conversation with Dessi McEntee
Dessi McEntee, returns to continue their discussion on resilience and empathy. Dessi shares insights into the emotional challenges faced in her line of work, the importance of empathy, and the need to understand and respect the diversity in people. The conversation ranges from the emotional toll in professional roles, dealing with personal traumas, and how adversity can shape one's perspective. They emphasize the significance of embracing differences and removing stigmas around mental health, providing an inspiring dialogue about overcoming obstacles and helping others.
00:00 Introduction to the Podcast
00:59 Meet Dessi McEntee: Resilience and Empathy
03:29 The Emotional Toll of Animal Testing
07:09 Empathy in First Responders
15:22 Understanding Neurodiversity and Inclusion
24:18 The Power of Sharing Your Story
27:27 Dessi 's Future Plans and Closing Remarks
30:25 Final Thoughts and Farewell
Dessi is a speaker, survivor, entrepreneur, toxicologist, firefighter, and more. She is her most epic self. Built from the adversities of losing a parent not once but twice, battling life-threatening illnesses, and grappling with happiness, Dessi has used her pain to power saving lives as a first responder and billion-dollar programs as a toxicologist. Today, she brings her story to others, empowering them to flip the script on adversity and turn any obstacle into an opportunity.
Website: https://www.dessimcentee.com/
Newsletter: https://www.dessimcentee.com/newsletter
Book: https://shop.ingramspark.com/b/084?PbRpbuMnN9PcExQE9JAUphIJepoQiZRXrXHibtaWPeV
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/dessi-mcentee/
Instagram: @dessi_mcentee
In this episode of 'Suicide Zen Forgiveness,' host Elaine Lindsay speaks with Paige Hubbard, a domestic abuse survivor. Paige shares her harrowing journey of being in an abusive relationship, the challenges she faced, and the steps she took to leave. They discuss the importance of therapy, being open with children about difficult experiences, and the personal growth that comes from sharing one's story. Paige also talks about her podcast, the struggles of single parenting, and the healing process. The episode provides hope and inspiration for those facing similar situations.
00:00 Introduction and Trigger Warning
00:17 Meet Paige Hubbard
00:32 Elaine Introduces the Podcast
01:18 Paige's Background and Family Life
04:26 Challenges of Parenting Teenagers
05:29 Bullying and Personal Experiences
10:35 Paige's First Marriage
12:34 Paige's Second Relationship and Marriage
21:45 Realization of Abuse
27:06 Escaping the Abusive Relationship
34:07 Heartbreak and Therapy
34:55 Survival Mode
37:46 Protecting the Children
41:03 Podcast Healing
46:26 New Relationship Challenges
55:20 Open Conversations with Kids
01:04:07 Final Thoughts and Farewell
I have been a podcast host for a year and a half. I host Creating Yourself Podcast as well as co-host Zero Fucks Given Podcast with my friend Chelsie. I found my passion for podcasting after leaving a relationship & falling into the deepest, darkest depression of my life. I am currently in the process of getting my life coaching certification so that I can help other women who have been where I was & further more help women heal from domestic abuse relationships.
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