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Taking my eyes
off the stage,
Seeing the eyes
of the crowd
All eyes closed,
cameras wide.
No ones listening to me
to the notes deep inside.
Choose to record me
post me online
Steal my bread
and butter
used to keep
me alive.
A million hits,
the drug
of the masses,
likes or dislikes
we’re not listening
anymore,
just downloading
the moment.
Don't know what for.
Choose to record me
post me online
steal my bread
and butter
used to keep
me alive.
Thousands of me
posted online
whose to believe?
No fans of mine.
One face,
one life
one love,
one art
years of playing,
music,
you’re stealing
its heart.
Choose to record me
post me online
steal my bread
and butter
used to keep
me alive.
Music like plastic
every bottle a day
in the sea,
of forgetfulness
to be thrown away
I'm the one
in the crowd,
now looking
at you,
standing on stage
you're all playing me.
Mobile friendly,
too blind to see.
Copying's no law,
it's music and free
I'll play for you,
you'll copy for free
A chord then
for a change
If you can remember
who is me.
Choose to record me,
post me online,
steal my bread
and butter,
used to keep
me alive...
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Despite herself, and grasping both gloves, she couldn’t avoid his eyes, she looked back at him, could see his confusion, his face like the changing of seasons, flickering and changing as lights across a hillside.
‘Yes, please…’ the words slipped weakly from her mouth, then stronger,’why…why did you take it with you?’
He looked away, wanting to hide the naked loneliness in his eyes: the loss, anger and passion that still haunted his waking hours and chased his dreams in terrors whilst he slept.
Somewhere he found the strength. A stranger’s familiarity. The way the morning light had cleared the skies and reflected through the strands and waves of her grey sandy hair that flickered in waves across her face.
‘I was reminded of who I have lost,’his voice a whisper, a mere echo in the empty wind that seemed to lessen as he spoke,’the glove, two, not one… her hands.’ He struggled against the rising tears that threatened to engulf him,’she…I….and then she was taken away from me, all I had left. It was too late. I was too late.’
She could feel his pain. She stopped. Felt the air shimmer in his trapped feelings within him. But he was strong. She could feel that as he trembled to master himself.
‘I don’t even know who he is, what kind of…’ A gulf of doubt, fright and fear threatened her. She suddenly saw the trees bend over on top of her, the sky press down, the path to her office press and wave as her eyes tried to seek a place to run. Her voice to cry for help against the wind.
But then she looked at him. Through him. Their eyes met again.
‘Look, we both have to go to work. Shall we meet for the journey back?’ She looked at him as if he seemed to become whole again.As if the wind had shaped his emotions back from tumbling to an edge that he was standing upon inside of himself.
And then she added,‘I’m working through my lunch…by the way, it’s Heather.’
She touched him lightly on his lower arm, grinned at his confused expression and walked away.
He watched her walk away as if he had seen something completely new in his life. A new colour or sound, one moment of freshness. Just then, he remembered and shouted after her.
‘I’m John, by the way, I’m John,’ he repeatedly stupidly and then remembered,’Here, at four thirty?’
He waited for what appeared an eternity, but was less than a second.
She turned, already leaving the path.
And waved.
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Two dawns (and a day)
Still
is the morning,
early sunlight
on a distant hill,
missing
your footsteps
climbing
upwards
to the awakening
view.
So along
the pathway
across ripening fields
and ripples
of golden wheat
I imagine
your smile,
when these
two dawns
do meet.
For the sky,
is so perfect,
a summer
of blue,
the sparkle
of life
awakening
this August
a day
for dawn,
and the
beautiful smile
that is you.
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Blackbird
There’s a blackbird
singing across
the still morning air,
her song ripples
in the moonlight,
a melody
of a summer stream,
wishing the dawn
was already there.
For it is deep
in the mid
of winter,
the snow drifts,
high upon
the garden wall,
the skies hidden
by fog and banks
of rolling cloud,
her wings still folded,
waiting for dawn
her springtime call.
And for just a moment,
a mere fragment
of time,
the wind whispers
through trees,
the dune like drifts
the settling silence
of January snow,
as one blackbird sings,
another answers,
the day awakens,
shivers and wonders,
as the sun lifts
the heavens smile
for only the blackbird
can awaken
the dawn’s delight
and heavenly
glow.
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If (Politics and Nature)
If the moon
slipped and fell,
from the cradle
of skies
to the wind blown sea,
would it matter,
would it matter then,
to me?
If the stars
then tumbled,
in a crown
of constellations
upon the waves
of majesty,
would the fish
then listen
to the wings
of gulls calling
and crying
in glee?
And on the shore,
when the high
of tide has retreated
and left the detritus
of cost and life
upon the shore,
will there be
anyone to remember,
to remember,
when the you
and me
are no more?
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Hushed
Hushed
is the snow,
the first morning
of another day,
her footsteps still
following
the stars,
the dawn
has lifted
away,
for the silence
fills the emptiness,
the hidden blue
of her eyes,
tears in droplets
of ice,
frozen ‘til April,
in the awakening
sunrise.
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Morning bells
Morning bells,
the church tower
lost in flurries
of snow
does chime,
winter light
returning,
dawn edging
above the drifts
and clouds
of dawn
and time,
For another year
stretches,
in calendar days
the retreating shadows
of yesteryears,
‘how long?’
the blackbird
sings
above the hours
‘how long?’
he sings,
into the darkness
waiting,waiting,
until spring
does hear.
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Running
Running
with the sky
full,
open
the last
of dust
of stars
in my eyes,
the wind
in my hair,
the dawn
snuffed
into silence
memories
of night
and blindness
hidden,
by the wind
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High are the stars tonight
High,
are the stars
tonight,
beyond the skies
of this room
of bed
and sleep,
with dreams
to become,
the earth turns
an invisible hand,
across the heavens,
in time to trust
and time
to keep…
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The Glove
The doors once again hissed tightly shut, this time closing behind him. No place to sit. He put his bags on the floor by his feet. Leaned on the glass panel and looked around him. He held the glove uselessly in his left hand and just for a few stops, shut his eyes, and trusted to the muffled rocking motion, the regular stops and the warm, dry welcoming air blasting from the heaters.
He awoke with a start. Feeling a hand pressing lightly against his arm, and a deep, whispering voice, that unequivocally stated:-
‘Good morning, you have my other glove I see…’
He looked into her eyes for the first time. Blue, tearful, and sparkling, with a sense that he was looking at the ever changing skies, above an incoming tide.
For the first time, the words, his thoughts, his very sense of himself, simply fell away, this as as he looked into her gently receding blue. As if he had been struggling against drowning his whole life only now to have found someone, a stranger, offering him earth to stand on and a blue sky to trust.
She said again,
‘It’s mine, I think I have the other to match…’ and she touched his arm again.
His legs suddenly felt weak. His heart rate rippled and he heard the recorded voice announce his stop as the team trundled to a halt.
The doors hissed open. His bags at his feet seemed to belong to someone else.
She touched his arm again, ‘Are you okay? I’d like my glove back, please, see, they match. The next stop, is mine.’
‘This is mine, ‘he stumbled, ‘ I…here, sorry, I found it at my station. On the bench.I….’
The words struggled to come to fruition, coherency: his breathing was constricted. He felt light headed, as he lost his balance and fell against her.
The doors closed with their predictable and shuddering thud. The tram whined and rocked, speeding up in lights and reflections to the next stop.
Briefly, she steadied him. The next stop was her own. He released the glove as she took it from his hand.
‘The next is mine…how will you?’
She looked past his eyes to the display behind his head.
‘I will walk back, the press office is not so far, you? Where do you work?’
Around them both, the insulated lives of others hurried on screens, through ear phones, the occasional book, and blank stares at the passing streets and shops, as they sped past the standing traffic queues of cars, busses, and lorries, coughing and blinking impatiently.
‘Just here,’ she whispered quietly, ‘behind the church, across from the city gardens, the practice.’
‘Yes,’ he said, bravely taking her description for an invite,’I can walk back from there.’
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