This was theeee most random dream to have it remember considering the cast lol. It was so real and powerful I had to share with somebody! Maybe it's an omen of what's to come?🤔 Idk but that mug was "different"

Chiiile I just want to know when's enough ENOUGH?? 😖 on this journey of bettering ME, it seems like I keep on losing people and truth be told it's throwing me for a loop. It's like, I'm a better me, BUT not better than anybody, BUT not willing to take anything less than the best from anybody, no matter who they are or what they may have done in the past. I'm not who I was, and I'm sorry BUT not sorry at all! Still... Elevating wasn't supposed to equate eliminating, this much,that I knew of. Damn, "it's lonely at the top" took on a whole new meaning. But humility is a big part of this journey, so I be having to stop and ask myself "is it me??" ... I just want to be happy. Preserving my peace by any means necessary.************** On Your Mark...Get Set...38!! https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w ***Twitter @TalkAbtItTiTi *** [email protected]

Soooo I had been feeling like Gandhi's third cousin on his step daddy side twice removed, all peaceful and whatnot... When I got my peaceful ass handed right to me yesterday 😖 I was vibrating so low I was closer to like Eeyore's protege 🥴 But I learned... AM LEARNING.. a valuable lesson about how I wait, and who I Really believe God to be to and for me. This one will take some time being my 0-💯 meter game still a little strong. But when you know better, you really can make the choice to take accountability and do better. Sure sounds good LOL it's hard though. I'm going to try... It's worth it!

When you know, that you know you know, that you know.. but fear makes you loose hold of what you know...be still and know again!!🤣 Fear makes things appear unconquerable, or like good things are so impossible or unattainable. Liiiiies!! All lies. Honestly when I think about where I've come from and God's tender love, mercy and consistency towards me I remember I've come out of 100% of my struggles a survivor. This too shall pass********* On Your Mark...Get Set...38!! https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w *********************************** https://twitter.com/TalkAbtItTiti?s=09 ********* [email protected]

WHERE IS MY BOO?? 🗣️ "KAKOOOO!!"🥴 chiiile I was having a moment when I woke up to early out my dream from my date with some dude whomever he was, looking all goodt or whateva. I was like enough is enough got'damit! I need some love in the shape of a man and I mean neOOOOW! LBVS but I had to take a breath and remember that the best things do take a little bit of time and what I asked for was no small deal. I could wallow in my loneliness or get up and enjoy the Sun and continue to prepare for what I know is coming my way. I can't wait to look back on these days of longing and laugh at how impossible I thought things could be, and the limitations I put on God. He's never failed me yet so I can't wait to testify!! ******************* On Your Mark...Get Set...38!! https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w ***Twitter @TalkAbtItTiTi *** [email protected]

It's been a while..well considering my new goal was to post at least biweekly! Lol but HEY! don't you judge me, God ain't through with me yet!!🤣 lbVs. Anywhooooo I been minding my own business trying to put some things together for myself and my child's future. Customer Service will play a huge part of it all, hell I've been preparing (unbeknownst to me) my whole damn life, to serve. (NOT slave, don't get it twisted) So, yes I think it's a pretty big deal. Besides karma, the customer service provided will keep you on your toes hunty! Bc rather over the phone or face to face, people love to show their ass! But besides the foolishness, does good/bad c.s. determine the success of your ventures? Or do people just need to take you as you are or keep it pushing? 🤔https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w

Valentine's day just passed and I am SO glad to be passed that point in my life where it was a day of dread and gloom! Life's so much better when you have people you love and genuinely love you in return to share it with. I had to learn the hard way that everyone ain't your friend. Don't lose love or miss out on all the good times you can share with the real ones, harping over the one's to foolish to recognize the joy it means to have someone like the one and only YOU!! https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w

I was dead set against the "New Year -New Me" resolution because it is so damn ghetto and cliche IMO!! Lol BUT WHY I get this new resolution dropped on my spirit first thing in the morning.. that I did Not ask for... that ULTIMATELY results in a "New me" because it's a whole new perspective! Lol Look at God! I be ready to act a whole ass clown but God be having my angels snatch me by my collar like "Hold Up"✋🏾☝🏾👇🏾 LOL https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w

2020 has been a whole muthafucca and I'm not too sad to see the bitch pack her bags!! Through it all though, we seemed to have made it just enough to pass to the next level if the Lord says the same. The countdown is on and I got a little more shedding to do before the clock strikes 12. I hope and pray I make better use of my restart this time around. How about you?https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w

Fuuuuuuuuuuck the dumb shiiiiiiiT!!!🥴 Same ol shit, different day.. idk about you, but I need something NEW! It's been "one of them days" for about a week now smh.. Still, things could always get worse. My thoughts are all over the place, and when that happens I just have to take a minute to re center myself.. Lord. I think I'ma need a lil more than a minute or two😫 link to my channel and that documentary on the bloodline of Jesus below: ******** https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w ********* https://youtu.be/NMr5CReVKzI