ShiT be heavy boss, and I's TIIIIED!! But at the end of the day, I essentially made it THROUGH the day, and will try to push on through the next. It's so hard sometimes though, I swear... having you loosing sleep and whatnot. Still more often than not, a change in perspective can help ease your mind, even will help you go back to sleep and bring a little bit of peace to your day. That and a fat ass joint I KIDS YOU NOT!!😂 https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w

ESPECIALLY during this pandemic, it's easy to fall victim to depression. Alot is out of our control and things may never be the same. Eventhough it's been bad, for some reason God has turned things around for my good. Even if it's just peace of mind, (which is golden to me) I'm somehow making it through this thing better than I was before. It's a daily fight, but I honestly feel like going on! https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w

We all think we know, but do any of us really have an idea? What makes "right" right? And by whose standards? In a world filled with so many differences, whose to really say? .....................................................................................................................................................................................On another note............................. On Your Mark...Get Set...38!! Follow my vlog on YouTube documenting my chapter 38. My ups downs and in between. Follow me on my journey to see what a difference 1 year makes. Growth? Setbacks? Drama or Favor?? Chile Idk! Ima be watching just like y'all 🤣 https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w

Sometimes yuh ou got to write it out, as much as you need to speak it into existence. Everything may not be exact, but still, everything starts with a vision. What's your "Happily Ever After " look like?

Sometimes we think we have to fit in someone else's mode or calling to be effective or counted worthy. Well I'm here to tell you, NOT SO!! God wanted YOU, he didn't ask for another THEM.

Remember back when you were little and you would think of the best 3 wishes you would make should you ever cross a genie? How daunting the task to get the wishes JUST RIGHT because more than likely the genie would try and trick you. As an adult, I've recently been refreshed with the realization that ... for one, I don't think genies are real ( spirits and Magic is a whole nother convo), and even if they were, I'm not likely I would cross one... and two, being in a relationship with God.. wishes, dreams and possibilities are limitless.. and even granted

I published and unpublished this episode about a good 10 times because it just seem to be tooo invasive regarding my personal life. But, again, somebody else may be going through something similar. Sometimes, I think we get so used to the masks we hide behind that we almost forget they are there. I was CHALLENGED over this past month or two to remove my mask before God, to be real about my true heart's desires, and who I really am as a person. I'm always asking God to take me to the next level, crying that I am ready. But how can God give you what you want,when you don't even know what that is, because you can't keep it real with yourself? When I got real.. it got REAL

Shooting the shit while getting my hair braided like we do, we discussed a plethora of things that we as women deal with in life today, now in the 2020. Introducing:

SHAQURINA! YOUTUBE: Queen's Beauty Hall | Business IG + FB: BraidsbyQueen

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChZ28ngzvjvV4LdsMengt7A

PATRICE LASHONNE!

https://patricelashonne.com/

Promiscuity is always looked at as a negative attribute for a woman. The the freedom to pick and choose and entertain a variety lovers as men do has always been looked at as shameful for a woman. Why is that really? Does the stipulation to be a "lady" really apply in today's world? Truth be told some of them ladies are ho's, too..

Trying to figure out what I really Really want. Sometimes we really think we need life to go a certain way to be happy, not realizing how happy you already are where you are at. Still, change is good...right?