Time restriction. Ready to sacrifice our lives. Shema x2.

We can at any moment be beyond the ‘spirit of folly’ - clouded judgement. Hidden love, contains fear - I never want to be separate from HaShem. Planning to repent is problematic, if you do, you can still repent. The cross of infinite and finite that allows for infinite to be felt within finite and finite to be a container for infinite. What do you bow to. Not being lazy - priming our animal parts - body- laziness (becomes depression), mind - worry (becomes anxiety). Channeling your body’s energy allows you to channel your minds energy. Use it for Gd - learning, davening, giving. Access to the infinite within ourselves. When we honor structure + time, we get access to beyond structure + time, feeling Gd’s infinite light within ourselves.

3 cardinal sins. The separation our animal consciousness and garments (thought, speech, and action) experiences, and then the closeness. The Oneness our divine consciousness experiences always.

The dregs - your cholent pot. Adultery vs. idol worship. The spirit of folly - clouded judgement. Sensitivity - being a step ahead of your fall. When man sins vs. wild beasts.

Everything has its opposite. Unity - Separation. Rotten apple. The kingdom.

Who needs to daven. Why. I learn Torah, my *finite containers* - mouth and mind are being filled with *His infinite wisdom*. Contemplating this should arouse awe. You are needed, with whatever capacity you have today.

Learning Torah - I am in total union with HaShem. Not a hug. Not a kiss. Completely. Utterly. Unified. The Tzaddik. The importance of letting go of old beliefs, breaking walls, cleansing, and learning the lessons.

Soul is found within body. Gd’s infinite light (soul) is found within mitzvah (body). 248 limbs of man >> 248 limbs of Gd. His deepest desire is the interaction, activation of His soul, like our deepest desire is activation of our soul - a hug, a good conversation, to feel understood, known, or chosen by someone.

Face to face battery - charging pad. Extension backwards battery - extension cord in the next room. Peak of separation - the belief that I’m okay without Gd. What am I serving. Who. Why.

Gd made us feel separate from Him, though we aren’t actually. Stained glass windows. Gold confetti. ⁠So you can choose Him.