While I made light of Ezry being missing on the last show, it really does bother me.  I guess I thought if I took it to seriously, it would really mean she was gone.  I always did deal with serious issues with humor first.  I think I have come to the conclusion that she isn't coming home.  I know it has only been a week but I feel like I need to mourn her and move on.  We had Ezry for 10 years.  She was our first pet, and I loved her very much.  Nothing would make me feel better than to be proven wrong by the universe and to have her bound out of nowhere and back to us, but the reality is, we had a wonderful 10 years together and her memory will be with me always.  I love you Ezry, no matter where you are, I hope you are at peace.  We Miss You.