At age 14, Angel Yau was hopeful a depression questionnaire would give her a chance to finally talk to someone about her mental health. Instead, her doctor dismissed her answers, telling her these were simply everyone’s struggles. Thus began several years of downplaying her own symptoms, some of which were shared by her parents.
With untreated anxiety and OCD, simple decisions like whether to take the train or a cab became debilitating. She finally sought out therapy and learned how obsessive thinking prevented her from knowing her own mind. “Am I easygoing or am I afraid of upsetting other people? Am I kind or am I scared of conflict?” She learned to recognize her parents’ own issues and develop empathy for them. And she finally got the validation of an official diagnosis.
Angel Yau is a comedian, storyteller, writer, and award-winning filmmaker from Queens, New York. She is an NBC Diversity Scholar finalist and has been featured on the Risk!, Mortified, and StoryCollider storytelling podcasts. She has performed on Ronny Chieng's Take Chinatown Comedy Special, starred in an Amazon/Funny or Die collab, "Soojung Dreams of Fiji,” and was recently featured in a BBC documentary about being an Asian American woman in comedy, dealing with mental health. Angel founded and hosts "Asian American Film Thing" and "Shoes off, Mouth off," both shows featuring AAPI artists, filmmakers, and storytellers.