The Amū Awakening

Religion is a touchy topic for most. However, that is not the case for me. The more I let go the more freedom I obtain. I have nothing against anyone that is religious I'm just simply touching on some aspects of my prior religious journey. It has come to an end and it had to in order to me the face new beginnings. I don't regret any parts of my journey. Everything happened how it was supposed to happen, for that I am grateful that I have a voice to express what I am no longer suppressed by. May this encourage everyone who hasn't started to start their healing journey.

Happy New Year to me and anyone that celebrates the New Year on the 7th of spade day. This is the day of Spiritual Victory. It is all about conquering and protecting the mind from outside noises of any sorts of destruction and disruption. Life is deeper than spirituality and the only way to know that is to live through that. This day holds so much significance May anyone on their discovery journey succeed and conquer all the stumbling blocks that try to come in between. There is so much more to be expressed about this day in particular. This is just the tip of the iceberg.

Knowing thyself frees thyself from being what others will want you to be. It took me a while to get to this point. There's one thing for sure though, I will not backtrack. When it comes to getting to know yourself, it's a marathon. It's an ongoing journey. You don't get to know yourself in every aspect overnight. It takes time and it takes character development. When it is all said and done it takes patience and grace for you to get through obstacles that may come in the way of the process. It's important to stay the course and stay focused. Don't allow anyone to derail you from you. May this episode uplift everyone that turns in.

This time last year I was just starting. This year I'm taking Qayamta even more seriously. I'm taking everything back to its roots ... Qayamta for me is the remembrance of AliYah and purpose. I'm making a commitment to stay the course no matter what the collective may try to force. I fight back in multiple ways, setting myself free from strong delusion is one of many ways. May everyone that listens to this episode find their path ... Follow your own script don't allow anyone to narrate your story ... My relationship is of oneness with AliYah. This Qayamta will resemble and reflect that.

It is based on the climate that I'm witnessing that drew me into discussing what parasocial is. I'm witnessing and noticing a lot. That's usually an indication that I need to wake up in a certain area. I did / do self-examinations. I have to make sure that I'm not caught up in the parasocial web myself. It is so easy to get caught up in the parasocial web especially when you didn't grow up with a loving support system. You just have to remind yourself to love you more than you love others. That way you can even the scale rather than putting yourself in a one-sided situation were you're loving entertainers more than you love and yourself. Don't escape your reality face it by pouring into yourself like you pour into your favorites.

The most fulfilling thing I've done this year is a deep cleanse. I'm cleaning out my closet, in a literal and figurative sense. I will always mention how far I've come. I remember times being deep and deprivation not knowing what my next meal was going to be, not knowing where my next sense of home was going to be, and I know what tomorrow will hold. I take nothing for granted. I take everything as a step in stool. This deep cleansing has really shown me how far the healing process is willing to take me. I am all for it. May this episode inspire someone to have a deep cleanse as well.

I don't fully know what's going on, what I do know is there is a fight of identity. There's an epidemic with identity. I clearly see it as an identity crisis. To all my authentic souls, guard yourselves, protect yourselves, and stay from among those who don't know themselves. I'm going to tell you like someone stated across my social media feed, when a person doesn't know themselves and they are around you long enough, they will become you. It is either that or they will be a doormat/people-pleaser. It is important to give people their space well enough for them to sit with themselves in order to begin to learn who they are. Don't fall victim to the identity crisis. In the words of Dora, swiper no swiping. No identity swiping shall form against me.

I will always say this until my transcendence, show up for yourself in ways you wish others will have shown up for you. Do not throw a pity party, if anything shows up for yourself well enough that you are the party that uplifts and fulfills certain parts of you that were missing. The Almighty shows up and shows out for us as well. It is for those who are acceptable to help to begin with, from the one outside of all of us and inside of us. We are never truly alone in this. I say all this to say, that the best encouragement is self encouragement. May this episode help you all stay encouraged.

The dark side of DNA is not talked about enough. When I come to dwell on the topic alone; is DNA really talking about as much as it should be? DNA plays a major role in how we function. Yes, we as a collective.

I take my DNA seriously, especially due to the fact that I see the major role that it plays within my daily life and my daily structure. There are many souls that are attacked within this area. It is due to the lack of awareness that causes this malicious reality. I want to shed light on the darkness of DNA in hopes that reciprocation can lead us all to the betterment of DNA. Here's where my solution displays.

Today I've decided to talk about the pros and cons of gatekeeping. Yes, there are pros of gatekeeping. I'm going to elaborate on it the best way I can to my ability. This is just an introduction to a conversation that has many layers in regards to gatekeeping. I have mentioned how it can be hindering on one end. I have also mentioned how it can be a safe haven on the other end. It all depends on what side of the spectrum you're on. As for me, my goal is to obtain the equilibrium side of the spectrum. Here's my take on gatekeeping thus far.