This is deep conversation that I wanted to share in my podcast. Many claim their positive, meanwhile there are positivity is causing a negative effect that can betrays back to the collective. If the instructions of what it takes for you to be positive doesn't sit well with righteousness is it really positivity or is it negativity in disguise it's positive ... I always say that, if you control your duality, then your reality is controlled also. Make sure your positivity only affect those in the negative way if they DON'T follow the instruction rather than if they DID. That's going to go over a lot of individuals head. However, always remember that your definition of positivity is not the same as the next, so stay conscious in the rare of that ... Make sure that what you love about being here on this Earth is not senseless to was not to love.

This is a topic I've been wanting to talk about for quite some time now. Financial abuse should have never been a thing. However, it is and something must be done about it. I am going to talk about this from my experience. I will also discuss the solution, because for every problem there is some sort of solution to the orientation ... I am going to be the freedom I wish I had grown up. I would not pass down what was passed down to me. I will be the one to break every chain including this one. Financial abuse is not a choice, it's a force. You can either fight against it or for it. Now, that's the choice.

This is my introduction of Astrology. Astrology is a whole nother level of psychology. Most May argue otherwise, because someone are not wise beyond the eyes see the patterns that flow within the universe. I am going to touch on the portals. I will mainly just discuss the names in a little bit about them. Every layer deserves is on episode. That is what I shall do. This is a series within a series, so enjoy the ride. I am taking you all on meaning of them.

Right now, I'm in a head space of just trying to find balance. Is it really balance that I need to find? Maybe, I just need to recognize that balance was / is there all along. I just need to accept and apply what I've learned along the way of discovering ... I just had a realization a moment, it's time that I stop fantasizing and turn my manifestations to affirmations. My vision will become a reality, mark my word. I'm already in motion ... Perfectly Imperfect I am.

If I didn't learn nothing else this year so far, I have learnt that consistency is the fuel that will lead me to my destination. Even when I feel like giving up, I have to keep going, because that's when I need the fuel the most. I realized in this moment as well, there has to be a reason for everything. What is the reason I'm fighting? What is the reason that I keep going? I'm starting to sound like Cardi B, so I won't keep saying what is the reason! Lol. I hope you all get my point though. You got to have a reason in order to keep going in this life. I'm just now discovering at 25 that my reason is freedom. I just don't want a piece of it, but the fullness of it. I will receive what I make preparations for.

I am so grateful that I am still able to use my voice rather than letting / allowing my voice to be in vain. If nobody else hear it, I will for I am my biggest supporter. I'm going to ride for me lol. My content is to show for it. In addition, I decided to start Season 2 off with discussing the evolution of my life which is being Qádah and what that means to me. Here's my viewpoint.

Evolving from spirituality has been a journey for me. In every part of my journey there's been growing pains but just like when it rains, the rainbow must come at the end. I'm at a point of my life where I'm finally reaching the rainbow. I refer to the rainbow as chakras, as this is what signifies the meaning of the rainbow for me. As an end result, meaning helps me better navigate through these hell of a world system. Starting with spirituality, this is how I better navigate to evolve from spirituality.

Learning who AliYah has been a journey to remember. This journey as made me realize that curiosity has taking me places that knowledge never will. Willingness is what expose me to AliYah and AliYah is who reveal the remedy behind my curiosity. For that, I wanted to share with you all what AliYah means to me on this New Year Day. I hope are informed as I am and learn something from this. Love, Peace, Qádash.

I'm realizing in this very giving movement that freedom is a process. There are many doors I have to go through as an individual, and spirituality is one of those doors. I do not use spirituality as guidance to my destination. However, I use spirituality as a tool that can lead me to my destination. For example, many people use a car to get them to their destination. That's exactly what spirituality is for me, a car. My destination to freedom is being Qádash, which I will elaborate on in the next coming episode.

Faith is nothing less, nothing more than what we're expecting out of this life time as living souls. Faith as I describe is a tool to getting you from one state to the next mental state. I don't take my experience with faith for granted. This is why I acknowledge this is where I once was. The only reason why there's a "was" because a better tool has fallen to place. I had to get from one place to the next to experience what I walk by now. Here's part two to my journey from Faith.