This episode describes how I found Presence, all of sudden, out of the blue, when I was anxious to complete a 7-minute video shoot for my first episode .. Wake me Up.

Right at the time I sat down before the camera, I had only 12 minutes left.. the clock was ticking!!
 
Torn between.. Yes, I can do it - pumping myself up .. and No, I’m going to fail again - my inner voice bringing me down.. I was seriously tensing up ..
 
Then, this strange thing happened..

I decided to take a step back from all of that.. from the positive .. and from the negative..
 
While I was removing myself from the situation (energetically), I took a deep breath in.. and exhaled all the tension I was feeling in my body and released all of it into the earth..through the bottoms of my feet..
 
In that moment, I felt no tension, a weird calmness, and an inner feeling of nothingness ...

Now.. I had only 11 minutes left and I wasn’t feeling the pressure anymore .. somehow I went into a zone.. connected with my core.. with my own energy..

There was no thought in my head.. I entered into nothingness.. where I found Presence...