We are called to follow. That is really hard sometimes. God has gifted us with abilities and talents, of strengths and weaknesses, we are created in his image, aren't we? Yes, but it isn't "us", it is "God through us". It is so easy to get caught up in what we can do for ourselves, even through what God has gifted us in. But what we lose sight of is what we are capable of. We are called to follow Him, just as the early disciples were. They learned and grew while watching his every move, every word, and every decision. Looking back at stories from the OT we see Joshua and Moses following God. The situations that they were in would have been impossible on their own, even with their talents and abilities. However, knowing that through God they are capable of much more, we see them triumph in miraculous ways. We are called to spread the light, to reflect the light, to share the light, not to be the light. Our own pride can creep in and cloud this truth. We need to stay steadfast in our pursuit of God, and then, we will be able to live in the Kingdom, where we can the life we are capable of, through Him.