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n this episode, we dive into Esther chapters 4 and 5, where everything shifts from fear to bold action. Faced with a crisis that threatens her people, Esther is challenged to step into her purpose—even when it could cost her life. With encouragement from Mordecai, she begins to see that her position isn’t accidental, but part of a bigger plan “for such a time as this.”

We talk about what it looks like to wrestle with fear, make courageous decisions, and trust timing we don’t fully understand. Esther doesn’t rush—she pauses, fasts, and prepares before taking action. And when she finally steps forward, it’s not loud or dramatic, but intentional and wise.

Chapter 5 shows us that courage doesn’t always mean immediate results. Esther takes a strategic approach, inviting the king and Haman to a banquet instead of blurting everything out. It’s a reminder that bravery and wisdom often go hand in hand, and that waiting can be part of the process too.

This conversation explores messy faith, quiet strength, and what it means to show up when it really matters—even if you’re unsure, afraid, or not fully ready.

Welcome to today's show! 

You may not always like the environment you’re in. You may question the process. You may even grieve parts of your journey. But Esther reminds us of this truth:

God can use what He did not cause.

He didn’t design broken systems—but He knows how to navigate them. He didn’t create injustice—but He raises people who will confront it at the right time.

So if you’re being stretched, refined, and even uncomfortable—don’t rush it. And if you’re facing a “chapter 3” moment—where opposition is rising—don’t fear it.

Because preparation and purpose are often happening at the same time.

And right on schedule, your voice will matter.

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In today’s episode of The Beautiful Messy Show, Pastor Heather Baxter shares powerful insights from the life of Esther—reminding us that even in the middle of life’s most uncertain and “disastrous” situations, God is still at work.

Esther’s journey from orphan to queen reveals a deeper truth: you are not where you are by accident. God positions us with purpose, even when the path feels messy or unclear. Through seasons of preparation, hidden growth, and courageous obedience, Esther shows us what it looks like to trust God fully.

This episode explores how we all face moments that feel overwhelming—our own “King Ahasuerus” situations—but like Esther, we are called to rise with courage and faith. What may look like a setback can become the very platform God uses for breakthrough and impact.

  In this episode, you’ll be reminded:

•  You are positioned for a purpose 
•  Preparation happens in hidden seasons 
•  Courage often requires risk 
•  God can turn your mess into a message 

Be encouraged—your story isn’t over. Like Esther, you are being called to step into your moment “for such a time as this.”

Beautiful Chaos: Purpose and Power is raw and uplifting!  Embrace the messiness of life while stepping fully into who you’re meant to be. 

Today's episode dives into real conversations about growth, setbacks, self-discovery, and the strength it takes to keep going when things don’t look perfect.

This show is a reminder that your struggles don’t disqualify you—they shape you. Today let's explore how purpose is often found in the middle of uncertainty, and how true power comes from owning every part of your journey—the polished and the broken.

If you’ve ever felt like your life is a work in progress, this podcast will meet you there—and help you rise anyway.

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Pastor Heather

Coaching, teaching and Spiritual Formation

Welcome to The Beautiful Messy Show with Pastor Heather, a space created for those who are ready to embrace both the beauty and the mess of their faith journey. Through honest conversations, biblical truth, and practical encouragement, this show exists to help you grow, heal, and walk boldly in the life God has called you to live.

Pastor Heather, founder of International HB Women’s Ministry, carries a deep passion to coach and empower women to live in faith and freedom—right where they are. No perfection required, just a willing heart.

In this episode, we’re grounding ourselves in two powerful truths: you are not alone, and your voice carries truth. Rooted in Scripture, we’ll explore how God’s constant presence brings peace in every season, and how choosing to hold onto and speak His truth leads to real freedom.

Whether you’re in a season of uncertainty, growth, or renewal, this episode will remind you that God is with you, He’s already gone before you, and He’s calling you to rise up and speak life.

This is your invitation to step into faith, walk in freedom, and trust that even in the mess—God is making something beautiful.

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Happy April and Welcome to Quarter Two which is SEASON 2! 

Today’s episode is for anyone who feels like a work in progress — which is all of us. Life can feel messy, uncertain, and unfinished. We carry questions, flaws, and moments that don’t quite make sense yet. But that doesn’t mean the story is over.

There is purpose in the process.

Growth doesn’t always look polished. Sometimes it looks like setbacks, delays, or starting over. But every step — even the hard ones — is shaping you into who you’re meant to become. You are still being refined, still being molded, still becoming.

So if today feels heavy or incomplete, remember this:
You are not behind.
You are not forgotten.
You are not finished.

The work is still happening — in the quiet, in the waiting, in the becoming.

Stay encouraged. Stay hopeful. Your “completion” is coming. 💫

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Welcome back to Beautiful Messy Show, where faith meets real life in all its imperfect, powerful moments.

This week, we’re diving into Week 4 of our Bible study with HB Ministries, and today’s Wednesday episode centers on a verse many of us know by heart—but are still learning to truly live:

Philippians 4:13 — “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”

At first glance, this verse can feel like a motivational quote, something we say when we’re trying to push through challenges or reach goals. But today, we’re slowing down and breaking it apart to understand what it really means.

This isn’t about doing everything on our own or achieving perfection. It’s about recognizing that our strength doesn’t come from ourselves—it comes from God. In seasons where we feel overwhelmed, uncertain, or even defeated, this verse reminds us that we are not operating alone.

On today’s episode, we talk about:

• What Paul meant when he wrote this verse and the context behind it
• The difference between worldly strength and God-given strength
• How to lean on God when you feel like you have nothing left
• Real-life moments where trusting God changed everything

This journey isn’t about having it all together. It’s about trusting God in the middle of the mess—because that’s where His strength shows up the most.

Hey friends, welcome back to The Beautiful Messy Show…
where we embrace the messy, the healing, and the becoming.

Today’s episode is really close to my heart. We’re talking about identity in Christ… and how affirmations rooted in God’s Word can truly change your life.

Because let’s be real—
 if we don’t know who we are… the world will try to tell us.

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Welcome to The Beautiful Messy Show—the place where faith meets real life, and we learn how to find God in both the breakthroughs and the breakdowns.

I’m your host, Heather—CEO of HB International Ministry. Our ministry exists to walk with people in every season of life, helping you adjust your faith through believing, beholding, and becoming the person God created you to be.

I’m also an author, coach, and event speaker who is passionate about helping people grow spiritually, heal deeply, and live with purpose.

Here on The Beautiful Messy Show, we have honest conversations about faith, life, growth, healing, purpose, and the messy middle of becoming. Because the truth is—life isn’t always polished or perfect. Sometimes it’s uncertain, sometimes it’s stretching, and sometimes it’s downright messy.

But even in the mess, there is beauty.

Each episode is designed to help you pause, reflect, and reconnect with your faith so you can move forward with clarity, courage, and confidence.

So wherever you’re listening from today—whether you’re driving, journaling, walking, or just needing a moment to breathe—welcome. I’m so glad you’re here.“

We’re about a quarter of the way through the year. This is a beautiful moment to pause—not to judge ourselves, but to gently notice where we are. Let’s sit with the one word we chose for this year and see what it’s teaching us so far.”Journaling Questions for Listeners

1. Reconnect With Your Word

• What was the word you chose for this year?
• Why did that word feel important or meaningful when you chose it?

2. Notice What’s Happened

• Where have you already seen this word show up in your life?
• What moments or situations have reflected this word back to you?

3. The Beautiful Messy Part

• Where has living out this word felt hard or messy?
• What resistance, fear, or obstacles have come up?

4. Gentle Self-Reflection

• What is this word currently teaching you about yourself?
• Has the meaning of the word shifted or deepened since January?

5. Realignment

• What is one small action you can take in the next week that aligns with your word?
• What would honoring this word look like in this current season of your life?

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In today’s episode of Beautiful Messy, we’re talking about what happens after you give God the vision. How do we live, move, and set goals while we’re still waiting on Him to work?

We explore the difference between vision and goals, why waiting is an active part of faith, and how setting one intentional goal for each area of your life wheel can help you steward your season without striving. This episode is an invitation to execute faithfully, wait patiently, and trust God with the outcome—learning how to walk in obedience while the vision unfolds in His timing.

If you’re in a season of waiting, this conversation will remind you that you’re not behind—you’re becoming.

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