The Becoming Beneficial Podcast

These Netflix documentaries can be overwhelming, but they’re covering very important stories. I’m sharing some of my thoughts after watching the Netflix Documentary series, “Death of A Pastor’s Wife”.

Some spoilers are shared, but I still encourage everyone to watch it if you’re able to.

As a Chrisitan I learned various teachings and doctrines that took me places in life I regret. Places that I’m trying to heal from now. This is another part of me working through giving Jesus the wheel of my life…

As I’m working through deconstructing my faith, I’ve realized that I have hard feelings from giving Jesus “the wheel” of my life.

The machine has been thriving off of this system of economics since its inception. At some point, enough is enough. I’m expressing my frustrations and processing how to respond to the machine we’re all living in.

Sharing a stream of consciousness where I’m processing some philosophical perspectives I’m working through. It’s a work in progress.

I’m concluding that it’s important for humanity to be in harmony with the rest of existence, and the Matrix we’re living in is doing everything it can to disrupt that harmony. The Machine thrives off of causing dissonance.

If we take the time to be still and listen, we can get back to the original song we all came into this world with.

Scams are on the rise, but really when did they stop? Life feels like a scam right now and I'm trying to figure out how to get out of this terrible funnel.

Comparison has only caused problems in my life, and yet I still struggle to let it go. Damn…

Unplugging from the matrix can require a lot of loss. Faith deconstruction is a part of that unplugging process and it has led to a lot of discomfort for me. A lot of loss that I'm navigating and still figuring out. I'm holding on to belief that it is worth it though.

For all of my life the words, thoughts, and beliefs of certain people have been praised and pedestalized. Particularly, old dead white guys.

I’m working through unlearning that belief. As well as trying to embrace discontentment.

That’s what I’m working through in this episode.