Why ? Why normal?? Still no reason why I passed out returning to st Louis!!! Ugh! So annoyed! Also they still saying that I have d gorge again!! Can anyone please help me get food that I recognize ??https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/deshonporter?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/messageSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/support

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So did the echo but didn't know they wanted to have some kind of contrase they tried both arms and my veins was way too small so they couldn't do the contras part only the regular without it but I was cought off guard when they told me.--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/messageSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/support

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Well it's almost time for my last test at Barnes because after today everything is all Mercy I'm going to Barnes competition!!! --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/messageSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/support

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Question am I just here to exist? only and not free to enjoy life because of inflation being priced out of living people telling to stay in apartment and can't go out anywhere? THAT'S WHAT I DO NOW!! romantic love is only for those who have money a high paying job a bad boy type ect and if you are only living in a studio apartment poor broke and ugly then die alone? That's what I'm being told by this crazy world I wish my late wife never passed away. Other people can find someone fast after a break up or a death of a loved one but they have a high paying job there looks are there they're the man or the lady type of who they want to have a relationship with not a poor person trying to make it in this crazy world! person like myself I always get hit on by romance scammers and while others find real love and some walk away form dating for awhile and the one who hurt the victim who was cheated on or hurt another way Made it really bad and difficult for people trying to find love or find love again, and haven't given people like myself a chance to maybe find love that was taken from my or others lives. So I might not be your type ladies aka princess of big d county just hear me out again here me out. I was very happly married my late wife passed away I have been totally faithful to only my late wife that's why I've been struggling over her loss, I never cheated never went to bed angry always held her when we slept. I was supposed to enjoy my life with her nope 2016 worst year ever I'm struggling others getting love I'm loved deprived haven't been kissed in years! Don't know what a hug 🤗 is I miss the affection and happiness we shared. I'm 48 close to 50 after a year or two I can't be a father and no my mind not even on adoption this pain and lack and letdowns I'm feeling it hurts I'm in deepest pain. Please don't give up on me.pray for me mental health is so real.--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/messageSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/support

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I don't want to see a normal reading on my echo because my heart is broken when I am still missing my late wife. Please help me with food real food the food I know what I'm eating!! https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/deshonporter?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/messageSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/support

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Wow history was made yesterday at GSP but there was a lost episode of scrabble that no one will ever see. Plus a sad update on the scary mental health awareness story If you or someone you know is thinking of harming themselves, the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline provides free support at 1-800-273-8255. Starting on July 16, 2022, U.S. residents can also be connected to the Lifeline by dialing 988. .https://fox2now.com/news/national/naomi-judd-died-of-self-inflicted-gunshot-wound-says-ashley-judd/--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/messageSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/support

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Ok update I put all transfers airport to palace extension and podfest hotel all in one few places didn't like my card still so if I don't get my non emergency medical transportation for echo I won't go because getting to international drive from the airport and back on the 30th is expensive!! WOW. Saved money for the stupid incidental fee at palace extension. I will get GrubHub just because the fact that today starts the heatwave early ugh. Thankfully I have my round trip flight.--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/messageSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/support

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Hotel room is paid for the whole time I'm at the conference now forced to save $50 for stupid incadental fee, but bank blocked my card forced to wait until 9am! and still have to get airport transfers Lyft cash premium YouTube and some food. The cost to get to where I'm staying is high. I will be on internet drive. Hello credit union I'm the only fool using my own account.--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/messageSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/support

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in a nightmare I got killed by someone stabbing me with get this sicciors!--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/messageSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/support

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Wow this is the second time hospital said this Deletion Syndrome DiGeorge Syndrome first they said it April 1 then again on yesterday. Better be able to get that non emergency medical transportation but in order to do that I have to call 3 days before the 20 to do the echo.--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/messageSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/support

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