What's new in the life of this borderline butterfly!

Most situationships leave you with a broken heart or the question of what if. Mine left me destroyed...mentally and emotionally. This episode is dedicated to the Leo who broke my heart in the worst way

Just a quick check-in from your host. New content coming soon.

Falling in love with a Borderline is either going to make you feel like the best version of yourself or it's going to kill you. In my experiences I usually end up wanting to kill myself. In this episode I dive into my 4 relationships that helped build me and break me.

Will I ever find love ?

The term Favorite Person sounds like a compliment; but when a borderline chooses you to be their FP it can be anything but.

My journey of self awareness and healing showed me that my FP should be the woman who has never left my side.

Sexuality & Mental Health are often compared and in this episode I recall my coming out story & the trauma that followed.

As a recovering borderline, acknowledging the start of your mental decline as well as triggers that may arise is the first step in making better choices. For me, the person who remains my biggest trigger and ultimately my biggest obstacle is my father.

This is the story of the summer he broke my heart before any man or woman could.

Attachment is NO JOKE and for me my first real experience with attachment came in the form of my 4 best friends.

When I lost them my emotional hurt was so serious you would have thought they died.

This is my love letter to them.

In this first official episode I take you all back to 2005 where my mental health journey started and where I had my first therapy session, heard BPD for the first time, was labeled a SLUT and a THIEF (two words that would haunt me for the rest of my life), and where I first learned that some girls don't get to be Prom Queen.

Welcome to The Borderline Bipolar Butterfly a PodsByErin Podcast

This is my audio diary sharing my journey through the battle grounds of mental health from the age of 10 to 30. How misdiagnosis’s, toxic relationships, negative self image, and years of suppressed sexual trauma, and a major death in my life led me to finally seek help and get answers about my mental health.

Tune in Friday's at 10pm for weekly episodes of hope, resilience, and honesty.

xoxo,

The Borderline Bipolar Butterfly 🦋