What's new in the life of this borderline butterfly!

Most situationships leave you with a broken heart or the question of what if. Mine left me destroyed...mentally and emotionally. This episode is dedicated to the Leo who broke my heart in the worst way

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Falling in love with a Borderline is either going to make you feel like the best version of yourself or it's going to kill you. In my experiences I usually end up wanting to kill myself. In this episode I dive into my 4 relationships that helped build me and break me.

Will I ever find love ?

The term Favorite Person sounds like a compliment; but when a borderline chooses you to be their FP it can be anything but.

My journey of self awareness and healing showed me that my FP should be the woman who has never left my side.

Sexuality & Mental Health are often compared and in this episode I recall my coming out story & the trauma that followed.

As a recovering borderline, acknowledging the start of your mental decline as well as triggers that may arise is the first step in making better choices. For me, the person who remains my biggest trigger and ultimately my biggest obstacle is my father.

This is the story of the summer he broke my heart before any man or woman could.

Attachment is NO JOKE and for me my first real experience with attachment came in the form of my 4 best friends.

When I lost them my emotional hurt was so serious you would have thought they died.

This is my love letter to them.

Finding an escape to find peace is a great tool for someone who struggles with their mental health. This week I revisit my passion and my true escape from the bullying I experienced as a kid.

Theatre was my home and my heart for 9 years. From lonely 10 year old girl wanting to be someone new for a few hours to a 19 year old with a desire to be a star one day; this episode reminds all of us to find quiet in the noise and a voice in the silence.

In this first official episode I take you all back to 2005 where my mental health journey started and where I had my first therapy session, heard BPD for the first time, was labeled a SLUT and a THIEF (two words that would haunt me for the rest of my life), and where I first learned that some girls don't get to be Prom Queen.