Bullying does not just come from external sources. Bullying is also an internal emotion that we as humans can control! Hear me out in this latest episode about lifes biggest bully... It is ourselves and our mind.

I seem to find myself in the WORST situations when it comes to relationships. Here are two recent relationships of mine where one of them I never would have ever thought would do the things she did to try to ruin my life!

This part 2 Episode goes further in deep into the minds of myself about events that Transpired when I was a child. This set of bullies are two people that I looked to and trusted the most as I grew up as they were my own Parents! Things in this episode got a quite emotional for me as I told my story. But at the same time, I needed to let this out! I go over just a few examples of what I experienced, and why I remain to be so nice and kind to others. The traumatization of someone who was always mean and angry to me, when all I ever wanted was for a best friend.

Dont get me wrong I love my parents unconditionally, but the hell they put me through as a child, stemmed out my emotional instability, my fear of anger that took me years to get over, my programmed mind to be a people pleaser, and my damaged mental well being. I have been disowned SEVERAL times by both of them.

Times have changed though, and now that I am almost 30 years old, my dad is finally a good friend of mine, who I can talk to about anything. I say good, because he isnt my "Best" friend.

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-Thomas Welker

Not only was I physically bullied at school as a child and young adult. I was also emotionally bullied by my parents at home. The negativity and toxicity was traumatizing. And got to the point where I terminated my relationship with my own Mother! I hated doing so but I did what was in the best interest of myself and my family. Come listen to my accounts of what happened to me growing up mentally and emotionally. A BIG reason why I am the way I am today!

This episode I briefly go over a time where I was purposely ran over on a bicycle by an individual who constantly bullied me verbally about my weight and the fact that I wore glasses. This one is shorter than the other episodes but I also speak about positivity and my plans for the future after I complete my stories of times I was bullied.

This experience extended out for years. And wound up with me finding myself being Home Shamed because of the type of home I lived in. What sparked this, and what fed into it. How I overlooked it all.  Send me some voice messages with your situations and I will give you what I would do in that scenario to stay positive! Thank you all for your continued support!

Throughout my childhood and well into my adulthood, I have always had to deal with bullies, and those that wanted to take advantage of me and the kind heart that I have always had. I was chronically depressed and had suicidal thoughts at times because of the trauma that I had to deal with regarding being picked on. My goal is to be a positive inspiration to those in similar situations. To help them overcome this demon, and reduce the amount of teen and young adult suicide as well as to prevent others from being hurt by the traumatizing experience.

This is episode one of many that I will share my personal experiences and how I grew to overcome each and every situation and obstacle that was thrown my way.

Stay positive! You are worth everything!

-Thomas Welker