Iām afraid of:
being heard
disturbing people
making too much noise
taking up too much space
dominating and monopolizing the sound space
being too loud
These fears were so strong they held be down, I let them hold me down, when I was a giggling teenager. Full of energy and life I was and yet I kept my most precious voice locked away. I sang my heart out in the car, alone on my commute to school each day - 1hr each way. When I got to college I felt kind of depressed for the first time in life. Something was missing. I came home for Christmas and sat in my car (I didnāt have or need a car at college), switched on the radio and sang along. There it was!!! My daily hours of singing were missing from my life at college. My 19 year old self realized in that moment the powerful role that singing and making noise plays in my well-being.
Zoom forward a decade and now Iām recording The Cha Wilde Show in my very own music studio in Seattle. Iām there before the sun comes up today. Itās raining outside, trains are going by and Iām singing and making weird animal noises. Iām continuously learning how to produce music, mix songs, perform, teach, speak and deliver beautiful packages of fun inspiring sound to people. Iāve had this vision bubbling in me for a couple years. The podcast; Iāve interviewed people. Iāve explored abstract concepts of creativity. Iāve guided you on production sessions and some of the songs we made on the podcast are going to be on my upcoming album. Look out for āCruel Worldā and āHello My Loveā. You know the song āLike a Bird Iāve Flown Awayā on my album āThe Sound of Freedomā was also created on my podcast.
If youāre wondering what I mean ācreated on my podcastā, I mean you can listen to me creating the song from scratch to finish. I recorded the entire process and edited it down, condensing it into a 1hr magic unveiling song creation experience! SO freaking fun.
Now, Iām nesting in my new studio and clicking ārecordā on the computer and āplayā on myself. Enjoy this new episode of The Cha Wilde Show ā itās got fresh music Iām producing live for you, a deep dive into playfulness and why itās worth learning how to write happy songs, and a little bit more about those fears I mentioned (the ones about making noise and showing up big in this world).
SOUND IS LIFE
Make noise, beautiful creature.
Let us enjoy your voice, your silly sounds.
Make us feel your presence in the vibrations, reaching through space to hold us.
We are in this together and our music is our most sacred magic.
How else can we feel each other so deeply and be so woven as one?
When you tremble in fear of making too much noise, shake it off.
Remember, SOUND IS LIFE! Be alive!