The Dark Muse

This episode of The Dark Muse begins with a short ancestral meditation to set the tone for healing generational trauma through family constellations. I explain what the family constellation method is and how it is practiced. I share my personal experience of healing headaches and uncovering a secret story about my grandmother through this practice.My first teacher, Volga: https://www.volgabo.com/0:15 Ancestral Meditation6:10 What Is Family Constellations?13:32 Healing My Headache16:58 First Family Constellations Experience21:52 Experience as Participant25:06 Grandmother - Mother - Daughter RelationshipFollow me on social media:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aleksadivitkina/TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@aleksadivitkinaYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@aleksadivitkina

In this episode of The Dark Muse, I share my experience at a 3-day transformational event, Awaken, led by Danny Morel. I tell the story of how I discovered Danny and what drew me to attend. I share insights gained from speaking sessions, breathwork, group exercises, yoga, and meditation, comparing Awaken to a plant medicine retreat without the use of plant medicine. The episode concludes with some fantastic news I received about her health.If you’d like to connect, feel free to email your questions or suggest topics you’d like to hear discussed at [email protected]:35 Who is Danny Morel?3:44 Uber Upgrade6:00 The Most Powerful Thing Outside of Plant Medicine8:16 Childhood & Our Parents9:35 Three Energies of Human Mastery14:38 Ancestral Healing18:36 Day 3 - Masculine & Feminine Healing23:22 Inner Circle & Collective27:29 Great Health NewsDanny Morel: https://www.instagram.com/dannymorel/

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In this Valentine’s Day episode of The Dark Muse, I explore love and romantic relationships. I share insights about my first love and previous marriage. Through lessons learned from various relationships, I have developed my own formula for truly healthy love. I discuss maturity, emotional intelligence, independence, and commitment to self-development. While toxic love is still love, is it the kind you’re seeking?If you’d like to connect, feel free to email your questions or suggest topics you’d like to hear discussed at [email protected]:30 How To Love 2:58 This Will Change How You View Love4:58 Fear7:18 My Love Story9:40 My Daddy Issues & Burning Man Wedding11:41 Endings Are Sacred13:00 Open Your Heart13:56 Queen Treatment14:47 My Healthy Love Formula15:17 Maturity17:42 Emotional Intelligence18:49 Independence 20:08 Ongoing Inner Work21:38 Reworking the Definition of LoveFollow me on social media:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aleksadivitkina/TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@aleksadivitkinaYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@aleksadivitkina

In this episode of The Dark Muse, I open up about my recent kambo journey. Kambo is a South American healing ritual that uses the poisonous secretions of a giant monkey frog. I discuss what drew me to this medicine, how to prepare for it, and what to expect during a session. I also share my personal experience of undergoing 3 ceremonies in 21 days. My kambo practitioner in Miami, FL: https://www.instagram.com/kambokat/If you’d like to connect, feel free to email your questions or suggest topics you’d like to hear discussed at [email protected]:50 Disclaimer 3:13 Important Things About Plant Medicine4:01 What is Kambo?4:25 Why I Did It05:57 Manifesting the Right Guide8:10 How to Prepare9:41 First Ceremony18:22 Second Ceremony21:19 Third Ceremony24:02 A Few Days After the Last Ceremony26:05 Kambo Helps with AddictionsFollow me on social media:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aleksadivitkina/TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@aleksadivitkinaYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@aleksadivitkina

This episode of The Dark Muse begins with an Oracle deck inviting us to change our perspective on the current situations in our lives to keep creating our desired reality. Inspired by this guidance, I take the conversation into the depths of true friendships and how our social environment impacts us. The discussion ranges from evolving relationship dynamics to the possibility of parting ways, urging the audience to transition from a victim mentality to an empowered one, and from a scarcity mindset to one of abundance. Emphasizing the need for strong personal boundaries, I wrap up the episode by providing a few motivational affirmations to incorporate into daily life.If you’d like to connect, feel free to email your questions or suggest topics you’d like to hear discussed at [email protected]:25 Oracle Deck Card of the Day2:01 Embarking on a Spiritual Journey Changes Your Relationships2:53 Your Environment Affects You4:49 Life is Dynamic, So are Your Relationships7:27 Relationships that Ended Didn’t Fail 8:14 Letting Go Brings Something Better9:10 Losing One Friend, Meeting Another in Six Days13:42 Shift from Scarcity to Abundance Mindset15:41 Stop Comparing Yourself to Others16:39 That One Friend Who Always Complains17:29 Stop Validating Victim Mentality19:54 Focusing on Negativity Brings More Negativity22:57 Motivational Affirmations Follow me on social media:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aleksadivitkina/TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@aleksadivitkinaYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@aleksadivitkina

In this episode of The Dark Muse, we begin with a meditative experience of tasting milk chocolate to set the tone for the story to follow. I reflect on my spiritual journey over the past decade, revealing what has shaped me into the person I am today. With spirituality gaining popularity and a wide variety of teachers and gurus available, I offer my insights on what a true spiritual guide should embody in the modern world and how to discover the right one for you.If you’d like to connect, feel free to email your questions or suggest topics you’d like to hear discussed at [email protected]:28 Meditative Milk Chocolate Tasting Experience7:08 How Did I Become Who I Am Today8:47 Yoga: Bikram + Vinyasa Flow 10:22 First Spiritual Teacher: Kundalini + New Moon Circles17:16 Burning Man Experience19:25 Becoming a Transformational Coach24:59 Leaving Boston, Getting Stuck in Argentina25:53 LA - The Dark Night of the Soul28:38 Spirituality is a Hot Topic, How to Filter InformationFollow me on social media:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aleksadivitkina/TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@aleksadivitkinaYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@aleksadivitkina

In this episode of The Dark Muse, I explore the emotional state of humanity and analyze the collective transition that started in 2020 with the pandemic. The pandemic taught us valuable lessons, reminding us of true values and the essence of being human. I highlight the importance of embracing feelings rather than overthinking, allowing emotions to surface for a healthy release. The episode concludes with a brief guided meditation to help reconnect with the heart.If you’d like to connect, feel free to email your questions or suggest topics you’d like to hear discussed at [email protected]:03 What a Week!2:10 Reconnecting with Nature2:41 Lessons We Learned from Covid Pandemic7:15 Allow Yourself to Feel Emotions10:53 Why I Couldn't Cry 12:02 Society of Fake “Happiness”17:34 Blocking Emotions Leads to Addictions20:50 Meditation to Start Feeling AgainFollow me on social media:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aleksadivitkina/TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@aleksadivitkinaYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@aleksadivitkina

In this episode of The Dark Muse, I open up about my upbringing and the influence of my strict mother, who always sought to maintain control over my life. This personal narrative leads to a discussion on limiting beliefs and their impact on our lives, often without our awareness. I share insights on how to rewire your mindset, encouraging you to replace your limiting beliefs with your empowering affirmations for a healthier outlook on life.If you’d like to connect, feel free to email your questions or suggest topics you’d like to hear discussed at [email protected]:56 Childhood and Where I Came From4:08 Best Law School Tuition Free7:11 Life-changing Trip to the USA10:26 Limiting Beliefs and How They Affect Us14:57 Become an Observer of Yourself16:13 Rewriting Limiting Beliefs17:36 Be Prepared for Changes20:22 Coming Back from the USAFollow me on social media:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aleksadivitkina/TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@aleksadivitkinaYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@aleksadivitkina

In this introductory episode of The Dark Muse, I welcome the New 2025 Year by sharing my journey and the inspiration behind this podcast. I reflect on both the collective and personal experiences of 2024, highlighting the profound transformations that have occurred over the past two months. As the clock strikes midnight, I guide listeners through a brief release meditation. If you’d like to connect, feel free to email your questions or suggest topics you’d like to hear discussed at [email protected]:19 Non-traditional New Year's Eve2:58 Who is she?6:58 Podcast name9:45 Saying goodbye to 202416:30 The funeral of my old self21:18 Release meditationFollow me on social media:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aleksadivitkina/TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@aleksadivitkinaYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@aleksadivitkina