we are keeping things light today. hopefully you enjoy a little humor and poor noise quality. i have been working some overtime lately and haven't had time with my family so here is how i chose to spend my morning since they were up anyways. enjoy the first death of a dream podcast interview with my two kids.

in this time it is ok to struggle. it is ok to admit fault. it is ok to be in low. come back up give yourself space and time. ask for help if you need it. i know it is hard right now. you don't have to be fearless right now. find space and ask for help.

the world is changing every single second these days. i have seen some amazing examples of grace and love. look for the helpers they are everywhere. the people running into the fire to figure this out. also acknowledging that not everyone wants to run into the fire and that is ok. find space and grant grace because we do not know. take care of the things in your control today and be sure to watch out for your own mental health. all the love for this community. visit www.nussinc.com for even more from the death of the dream.

you owe it to yourself to show up how you want in this life. pick something that you want to grow in during this downtime and show up there. learn everything you can. stop only showing up for the game of no accountability for your life and what has happened. you can choose. you can choose to show up and move past the things that "held" you back. show up bigger. show up with the fierceness you deserve for your life. Check out more on the death of a dream at www.nussinc.com

i know, trust me. i wanted to just post the photo. i wanted to just do the workout and find followers based on thier belief that i was just better. i wanted everyone to love me because of all of these things but this wasn't really me. this was a part of who i was but not the whole picture. the real stuff. the starting over and chasing new stuff that is who i really am.

no matter what that call is. i am requesting that you show up great for your life. promote yourself into the vibe you want to feel. stop pushing your focus on others and look inward. you are the best answer there will ever be. seriously no one else could or would ever have what you have and that is awesome! if you do not promote yourself no one else will. practice grounding yourself in greatness.

i always thought those low moments were the ones to hide. the ones that broke you and did not build you. but now i realize those moments are what make us. instead of covering them up i talk about them EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. why? because those are building you as the person you were meant to be. you can avoid them or include them. including them means you are going to show up every day for the hard. the rejection. the failure. and you will grow into the person you want to become. avoiding it will never give you what you are truly looking for. Check out more at www.nussinc.com

reckoning = the action or process of calculating or estimating something. that is where we are. no doubt in my mind. women all over the world are starting to realize we are the answer and starting to deal with the voices of inadequacy that are holding us back. calculating their next move. if all we have to do is shut down this voice to reach our dreams our gray-haired self is going to be livid that we weren't willing to just do it. 

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this is the thing. for the most part, i am terrible at hiding my reactions to situations (RBF's in the house shout out). you will instantly know if i am into any situation or not because it is likely written on my forehead wrinkle. its a thing. what i did not realize before today was that i have all kinds of feelings and i am really good as covering them up to the point where i explode six months later on repeat until death. not anymore i am calling it letting people in like never before and feeling those feelings out loud. my body is built to protect me good people and i am going to let it. check out, even more, the death of a dream at www.nussinc.com

we all have those moments. yes even you karen. where we feel lost and confused and like the entire world is caving in. been there and in those moments like maybe you freaked out and punched a wall or knocked a child's toy violently into the wall (seems oddly specific) anyways what you reacted to maybe wasn't the real issue. because my moment like this was deeply ingrained in this journey. in this realization that i am going to have to show up as the real me or i will keep coming back to this place.

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