The edge of the bed Podcast

The edge of the bed Podcast

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The edge of the bed Podcast episodes

  • What My Abuser Told Me About His Childhood | I’m Back in Therapy

    How do we talk about the cycle of abuse without excusing the harm someone caused? In my first episode back, I reflect on what my abuser told me about his childhood and the questions it left me with. I also share an update on life since the podcast stopped, my experience with health anxiety, and why I’m returning to therapy.

    35 min
  • I was sexually abused by a family friend | Arjuna Tierney

    In Today's podcast, we heard Arjunas's story of child sexual abuse. Arjuna was sexually abused by a friend of his mother then r***d at a later age by an older friend.  


     We discussed Arjunas's struggle with accepting his sexuality after abuse and the methods he has used to heal from his trauma such as yoga and meditation.  You can keep up to date with future episodes on my Instagram @theedgeofthebed


      Thank you all for watching! please leave a like and a review if you're listening on Apple podcasts!  #traumahealing #childsexualabusestory #yogatraumahealing

    57 min
  • My experience with depersonalisation, PTSD and dreaming of my abuser | A catch up

    In today's podcast, it's just me! I thought it would be good to catch up with you all and also discuss some topics I've wanted to for a while and also update you on some of the work I am doing behind the scenes.  


     I discussed: dissociative disorders and my experiences and story with depersonalization, derealization disorder. I also covered how you should react if a child tells you they are being sexually abused. I also spoke on my experience with PTSD and night terrors and meeting my abuser in my dreams. Finally, I spoke on my current mental health struggles and expressed how important I believe it is that I am vulnerable with you all.  


     You can keep up to date with future episodes on my Instagram: @theedgeofthebed  


    Thank you all for watching if you enjoyed please leave a like and a review on Apple podcasts!

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    48 min
  • I was sexually assaulted in my school | Claudia 'How it changed me'

    In today's podcast, we heard Claudia's inspiring story of overcoming emotional abuse and sexual assault. Claudia shared how she has felt the emotional abuse she faced as a very young child has affected her in her life Aswell as describing some of the cruel treatment she was subject to.

      Claudia also shared her story of sexual assault that happened in her school and the negligence the teaching staff had towards the incidents. 


      You can keep up to date with future episodes on my Instagram @theedgeofthebed   

     learn more about Claudia on her Instagram @howitchangedme 


     Thank you all for watching! please leave a like and a review if you're listening on Apple podcasts!

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    38 min
  • I was sexually abused by my step-grandad in front of my family | Perry Power

    In today's podcast, I learnt about Perry's story of child sexual abuse. Perry shared his full story and also discussed healing from trauma, publishing his book, starting his own charity and child sexual abuse and masculinity.   


    You can keep up to date with future episodes on my Instagram: @theedgeofthebed  

     learn more about Perry's story on his Instagram: @iamperrypower  


    Thank you all for watching if you enjoyed please leave a like and a review on Apple podcasts!

    51 min
  • Take responsibility for your healing | Antares ' The sense of pain'

    In todays podcast I had a great conversation with another young male survivor of child sexual abuse. We discussed our experiences and how they have affected us and shaped us into the people we are today. We went on to share our future plans and aspirations for a making change around the current issue of child sexual abuse. Finishing with what Antares has found helpful in his healing from his trauma.


    You can keep up to date with future episodes on my instagram : @theedgeofthebed


    learn more of Antares's story on his instagram : @the_sense_of_pain


    Thank-you for listening. I hope you enjoyed the episode if you did please leave a review and like the podcast!

    45 min
  • End the use of prisons? | Joseph Conway
    In this episode I disscuss the Prison abolition movement In the context of child sexual abuse. I chose to bring in my friend Joseph Conway, who is a politics and anthropology grad from the university of Manchester who specialised in prisons and the arts, as he is a supporter of the movement and is educated on this topic. We also covered the poll I put out on instagram which posed the question : what is most important when dealing with sex offenders in the justice system? The four answers were: Rehabilitation, Protecting the public, Punishment , Deterrence. I really enjoyed my discussion with Joseph, he's the first guest I've had on the podcast who I know in real life! He was also around and in the same church as my abuser and me around the time the abuse was happening, which we also touched on. 
    You can keep up to date and join in with the interactive Polls on my instagram or Facebook page:
    @theedgeofthebed
    Video clips will be posted to YouTube also: The Edge Of The Bed
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    46 min
  • Reflecting on the 'A Letter To My Abuser' video | Catching up with Jeremy Indika

    I am so happy to be back! In todays episode which was the start of season 2!  I caught up with Jeremy indika. Jeremy is a child sexual abuse survivor and activist. You can listen to his full story on our last episode together :


    Jeremy has to go to court in April as his abuser is prosecuting him! Hi story is insane and you need to hear it. You can keep up to date with Jeremy:


    Facebook: @Jeremy Indika 


    Instagram: @Jeremy Indika


    I also discussed my video ' A letter to my abuser'. I shared the stories behind the video and why I chose to present it in the way I did.

     I Hope you enjoyed! you can keep up to date with me on:


    Instagram: @theedgeofthebed 

    or on facebook: @theedgeofthebed


    Thank-you all for the Continued support.


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    21 min
  • Recovering from chronic fatigue syndrome | Vera Wilhelmsen | Edge of The Bed Podcast Ep 8

    Vera has such an inspirational story! I loved speaking with her and relating with her and I hope you all enjoyed it also. You can keep up Vera on:  

    Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0cyHUj7rY2ER96B-O0FijQ

    Instagram: https://instagram.com/verawilhelmsen?igshid=md776th6y80j  

    Thank you for all your support on the channel. Let's make mental health and abuse an open conversation and remove the stigma.  

     Keep Up to date on:   

    My Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/p/CJdz1gEpHfP/?igshid=1sj164dyf9qru 

    Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/106241311289383/posts/143794380867409/?sfnsn=scwspmo 

    Much love to you all, feel free to contact me if you're struggling with any non-emergency situation with mental health or abuse on Instagram it Facebook.   If you have any Guest suggestions please leave them below and I will try my best to make it possible. 

     PTSD, depression, my child abuse story, child abuse, awareness,

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    32 min
  • The Recovery | Forrest Lang Part 2
    Forrest Lang is an author, veteran and child abuse survivor with an incredible story of healing and redemption.   If you would like to read more about Forrests book Angel Blue here are some links..   
    Angel Blue: A homeless foster kid, raped, beaten, and forgotten, finds redemption in a war-torn country, returning from Iraq to blaze a trail to healing.  
     Read more:  
    Website:  https://www.forrestlang.com/ 
     Instagram: https://instagram.com/angelbluebook?igshid=941vjztetmoj 
     Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/angelbluebook-100798494995868/  
        Thank you for all your support on the channel. Let's make mental health and abuse an open conversation and remove the stigma.   Keep Up to date on:  
     My Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/p/CJdz1gEpHfP/?igshid=1sj164dyf9qru  
    Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/106241311289383/posts/143794380867409/?sfnsn=scwspmo 
     Much love to you all, feel free to contact me if you're struggling with any non-emergency situation with mental health or abuse on Instagram it Facebook.   If you have any Guest suggestions please leave them below and I will try my best to make it possible.  
    PTSD, depression, my child abuse story, child abuse, awareness, Forrest Lang,
    36 min

About The edge of the bed Podcast

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The Edge of the Bed is a trauma-centred podcast led by Ryan Gadsby, a survivor of childhood abuse, teacher and advocate. Through honest conversations and lived experience, Ryan explores safeguarding,…