Jamie and Bobby take on Train to Busan, one of the most emotionally devastating zombie films ever made — not because of gore, but because of what it says about caregiving, responsibility, and the terror of losing control of your own body. In classic Exorcist Within fashion, they move past the surface-level zombie chaos and dig into the film’s spiritual, psychological, and cultural layers: sacrifice, collective survival, and the fear of becoming a danger to the people you love.

Bobby brings the historical backbone — tracing how Train to Busan fits into the lineage of zombie cinema from Night of the Living Dead to 28 Days Later — while Jamie connects the film’s themes to real-life caregiving, trauma, and the emotional labor of showing up for others even when you’re exhausted, scared, or grieving.

Together, they explore how the movie weaponizes a closed system (a train) to force characters into moral clarity, how parenting becomes a crucible for transformation, and why the film’s final moments feel like a spiritual gut punch.

Join your exorcist host as she gets ready for the day and counts down her favorite horror movies of 2026 (SO FAR)

In this episode, Jamie and Julie (two provisionally licensed therapists) dive into Backrooms (2026) and all the psychological terrain hiding beneath its liminal wallpaper. This conversation moves through memory, trauma, shadow parts, and the strange comfort of horror as a mirror. We explore how the Backrooms operate as a metaphor for the places we mentally exile our pain. Together, we unpack how neural pathways shape our habits and fears and why shadow work feels like wandering an endless yellow maze. We talk boundaries — the ones we set with clients, with ourselves, and with the parts of us that still think they’re stuck in the Backrooms. There’s space here for humor, cats, cultural references, and the soft landing that comes after facing something terrifying. We close with reflections on letting go, the peace Mary finds at the end, and the quiet truth that healing often looks like choosing a door you were once afraid to open.

MAJOR TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR SEXUAL ASSAULT AND SUICIDE!!!!! This episode digs into the messy, uncomfortable, deeply human terrain beneath Midsommar — not the surface‑level “feminist revenge fantasy,” but the quieter, more complicated story about victimhood, gender conditioning, and the ways we’re taught to perform power or passivity. I’m pulling apart the cultural narratives we inherit about consent, masculinity, femininity, and who’s allowed to be seen as a victim. When we stop flattening characters into archetypes, we can actually see the trauma, coercion, grief, and systemic forces shaping their choices. And maybe — just maybe — we can extend compassion without losing accountability.

• Why Midsommar reads less like feminist cinema and more like a meditation on victimhood
• CONSENT
• The cultural conditioning of masculinity and femininity — and how both can trap people
• The drama triangle: victim, rescuer, persecutor… and how to step out of it
• Personal reflections on trauma, codependency, attachment, and emotional regulation
• Why compassion is not a loophole — it’s a tool for understanding systemic harm

• Nonviolent Communication — Marshall B. Rosenberg
• FRIES Consent Model
• Drama Triangle (Karpman)

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This episode plunges into The Evil Dead as Jamie and Bobby dissect its filmmaking legacy, its mythic lore, and the raw human fears it exposes. Blending personal stories with cultural insight, the conversation reveals how horror—at its most chaotic and unhinged—becomes a mirror for resilience and the strange comfort found in confronting the dark.

• Indie Origins & Nostalgia
  The hosts revisit the scrappy beginnings of The Evil Dead, celebrating its DIY spirit and the way its low-budget ingenuity shaped generations of horror filmmakers.
• Practical Effects & Innovation
  From stop-motion grotesqueries to Raimi’s kinetic camera work, the episode highlights how practical effects and creative problem‑solving became the film’s signature terror.
• Lore & Mythmaking
  The Necronomicon, demonic realms, and supernatural rules of the franchise are examined as foundational pillars of modern horror world‑building.
• Themes of Isolation, Control & Trauma
  The conversation traces how the film’s cabin setting, possession sequences, and moral dilemmas reflect deeper psychological struggles—loss of agency, derealization, and the fight to reclaim control.
• Personal Reflections
  Childhood memories, formative scares, and adult rewatch experiences reveal how horror evolves alongside us, becoming a lens for vulnerability, growth, and emotional endurance.
• Behind the Scenes
  Raimi’s chaotic filming techniques, the cast’s physical endurance, and the film’s shifting critical reception are explored with humor and admiration.
• Franchise Evolution
  From Evil Dead 2 to Army of Darkness and modern reimaginings, the episode charts how the series expands its mythology while preserving its feral energy.
• Horror as Metaphor
  The hosts connect the film’s brutality and absurdity to real mental health experiences—hallucination, trauma, resilience—framing horror as a tool for understanding the self

In this episode, we break down Joe Hill’s King Sorrow through the lens of trauma, power, and the ways people try to survive what stalks them. Instead of treating horror as spectacle, we look at how the story exposes real emotional patterns: sorrow that becomes a force of its own, systems that trap people in cycles they didn’t choose, and the small acts of compassion that keep characters from losing themselves. This conversation focuses on how Hill uses supernatural elements to highlight psychological truths and the social pressures shaping each character’s choices.

• The cabinet of curiosities as a symbol of inherited trauma, temptation, and the weight of history
• King Sorrow as a representation of social conditions that feed despair
• Acceptance and resilience shown through the Six — and how their coping strategies differ
• Ghosts as either supernatural or psychological — exploring how the story blurs the line between haunting and mental projection
• The mirror as a tool for confronting uncomfortable truths and distorted self‑perception
• Privilege, trauma, and social constraints shaping each character’s emotional and moral development
• Intertextual references and Easter eggs that expand Hill’s universe and reinforce recurring themes
• The ambiguous ending and what it suggests about whether sorrow can be defeated or only transformed
• Character-focused analysis: Colin’s fixation, Gwen’s grounded acceptance, Van’s search for peace, Donna’s determination (and Robbin Fucking Fellows)
• Community and connection as the only reliable counterweight to both personal and cosmic threats

Welcome CA to the podcast and welcome back to Neil! Our roundtable unpacks Joe HIll's novel the way The Exorcist Within always does:
as a psychological excavation, a cultural mirror, and a spiritual autopsy of the choices that shape us. This is part one of a two-part deep dive! We're just getting started!

In this episode, Jamie and Ryan (and Ed and Loraine) crack open The Conjuring 2 — not just as a horror film, but as a mirror for belief, partnership, and the strange ways our lives rhyme with the stories we love. We talk about the Warrens on screen versus the Warrens in real life, the almost‑meeting with Patrick Wilson that still lives rent‑free in our minds, and how growing up Catholic leaves a permanent soft spot (or soft terror) for nuns who shouldn’t be in the hallway.

This conversation drifts between the paranormal and the deeply human: what we believe, why we believe it, and how those beliefs shift as our visions and goals evolve. We explore the importance of helping others, the “live and let live” ethic that guides both our work and our relationships, and the quiet parallel love story between us and the fictional Warrens — devotion, flexibility, and the willingness to face the dark together.

And yes, we also talk about why The Conjuring 2 still hits: the jump scares, the atmosphere, the charm of the cinematic Warrens, and the way Valak taps into a very specific Catholic childhood dread.

In this episode of The Exorcist Within, Jamie opens the door to the haunted hallway where horror, hard rock, and mental health intersect. Through stories of mosh pits, childhood trauma, religious pressure, and the strange comfort of the grotesque, she traces how “dark” art became a lifeline.

This is an episode for the ones who were told they were too intense, too emotional, too dramatic, or too strange — and found refuge in distortion, monsters, and the loud honesty of heavy music.

• Horror and hard rock as emotional exorcisms — places where fear, rage, grief, and identity can finally speak.
• Concerts as sacred communal spaces for the misunderstood, the anxious, the neurodivergent, and the kids who never fit the mold.
• The shared mythology of horror fans and rock fans — demonized by society, deeply empathetic in reality.
• Music as a trauma-processing tool, especially for those raised in silence, shame, or religious constraint.
• How protest songs and horror narratives mirror each other in their refusal to look away from suffering.

• Jamie’s journey through trauma, identity, and the healing power of sound — how distortion became clarity.
• The way mosh pits function as nonverbal group therapy, built on consent, care, and catharsis.
• The emotional milestones marked by bands like System of a Down, Pearl Jam, and Disturbed, each one a chapter in survival.
• The tension between religious upbringing and the “forbidden” music that ultimately offered more honesty and compassion.
• System of a Down for President?

In this insightful discussion with Bobby, we explore the rich symbolism, cultural significance, and spiritual themes of the Korean horror film Exuma. Our hosts delve into Korean shamanism, cultural history, and the film's intricate details, offering a deep understanding of its depth and meaning. Join us as we delve into the complex themes, cultural elements, and behind-the-scenes insights of the film, exploring its supernatural elements, cultural references, and emotional depth. This episode features a deep conversation about the movie's symbolism, character decisions, and the impact of its storytelling.