The Final Wake Up

Kanye said what?!? Is he mentally insane, or is he telling a super f*cked up truth? Let's wake up to the reality of what Kanye is saying in his "birthday party 2020" campaign.

In this episode we dive deeeeep into Kanye, the reality of CIA mind control, the movie (documentary) Get Out, the Kardashian's involvement, and more. I then tell my own story of speaking up about the truth + nearly being snatched up by the police and taken to a behavioral hospital against my will. THANK THE LORD THAT I GOT OUT OF THAT!

I also talk more about HOW the events we're seeing in the world today is an effect of spiritual warfare -- a true battle of God v. the Devil -- and how today's events have already been recorded in the Bible.

1:00 - the spiritual and physical things are so blatantly interconnected right now and it's on display for all to see

2:17 - when I started going through my "new age" spiritual awakening, I finally opened up to Kanye at the time when people most thought he was going crazy... because we were experiencing similar things

4:38 - it was similar to how I switched my support to Trump after hating him for so long. I've heard a lot of personal experiences with Trump that have shifted my perspective

5:00 - Kanye doesn't REALLY want to be president! Give the man some credit, he's exposing a lot of dark truths... Remember his blonde hair? Remember how he went to a behavioral hospital? Remember how he went to talk to Donald Trump after?

6:35 - How the CIA took in Hitler's best men, continued human experiments, then created Hollywood in order to program people on a mass scale. The people in Hollywood can be either in on this, or are victims to this!

7:00 - Selena Gomez, Wizards of Waverly Place, Bipolar, Mental hospitals / insane asylums, human experiments, mind control.....

7:57 - Kanye tweets, "Everyone knows the movie Get Out is about me"

9:20 - How Kanye is being controlled by the Kardashians and he exposed them on Twitter. Kim's sex tape wasn't leaked, it was SOLD by her mom, Kris Jenner. Best Momager ever, right?

10:33 - Kanye's album Jesus Is King and what I've been learning so far on my journey toward Christ... talking Demi-gods, gods of money, fame, child sacrifice, etc...

11:58 - Why I'm drifting from new age spirituality and how peoples' "guides" and "angels" have turned into demons and attack them once they start looking to Christ. Satan disguises himself as light... its juuusssttt a little bit off.

13:09 - My bad, scary, abusive experiences at Texas Christian University. How sexual assault and domestic abuse was rampant on campus, teachers were engaging with students in inappropriate ways, my campaign for sexual assault awareness was never looked at or used... All going on during Kavanaugh, #MeToo, Stephen Crowder appearing on our campus, etc...

15:00 - my experience with abuse at TCU, with star running back Kavontae Turpin... and how coach Gary Patterson just "didn't know about his arrests"

16:22 - How this correlated with the pedophile rings with Jerry Sandusky and coach Paterno... I could see the same signs from my campus and Coach Patterson

17:21-24:00 - My story of talking to a mental health professional at TCU after being diagnosed with a heart condition, how I exposed all the things I had been seeing / experiencing and how they tried to send me to a behavioral hospital against my will (literally sending the campus police to me).

24:11 - then I start hearing about corruption, money, pedophiles, sexual abuse... I hear other stories of female victims also from Texas Christian University, etc...

24:50 - THEY DIDN'T THINK I WAS CRAZY. THEY KNEW I KNEW TOO MUCH AND WAS STARTING TO SPEAK. I was a threat to TCU and I think that's exactly why they tried to rush me to the behavioral hospital. 

26:26 - What you see going on in the world is SPIRITUAL WARFARE. And I'm starting to believe the cure is to just accept Christ and have faith.

27:00 - PRAY FOR PEOPLE AND THE WORLD. Invite Jesus so we can experience Heaven on Earth. Pray to find true love and truth. 

28:45 - Do what love would do 

In this episode I talk about how I suddenly got put on a new spiritual path I NEVER expected... the path to learn about Jesus Christ. I had seen so many spiritual leaders in my new age community suddenly switch up + become Jesus-y. I did nootttt get it... Until I watched videos by @_lovealreadywon_ on instagram. Now, I might just be on my own adventure to explore the life of Christ, who he was, what he actually did, and what role he could play in my life. I dive deep in this episode to the workings of our world, and how we can all tell there is something wrong with it the way that it is right now.

1:00 - How + why I use spirituality to navigate my reality

2:30 - Reconciling our beliefs because of the massive outpour of information that's been coming out lately

 5:00 - "Punk rock + shamanism + psychedelics + Jesus" ??????????????

8:50 - I went back through my book, Make Your Own Magic, and saw the whole thing with new eyes!

11:00 - Rabbit hole of human trafficking, sex trafficking, organ harvesting, satanic ritual abuse, etc... Survivors followed me -- FOLLOW @0becki0 and @coco_berthmann..... Here's the link to Becky's youtube channel: https://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=emb_title&v=MdELZJk4YgM

14:15 - Searching for God in external places + not feeling like I knew God personally

19:20 - Make Your Own Magic + making the relevant pieces into their own online course - Mental / emotional / physical / spiritual HEALING (so I can cut out the parts I don't feel right about)

21:30 - I had been getting signs from my surroundings that I was about to embark onto a deeper spiritual journey

27:00 - Being a Christian but not acting like Jesus --> bad reputation

In this episode I talk about the world events going on - Covid, BLM, pizza gate, pedowood, human trafficking, corruption. It can be hard to discern the truth when there are so many disinformation campaigns going on at once. I take you through my perspective on today's events + do HeartMath with you, to help you tune into your heart for deeper clarity.

1:33 - The first time in my life I realized that I was 100% brainwashed, waking up, then finding Out of Shadows + realizing I was brainwashed AGAIN

2:40 - The news is not essential, it's just a business. They are making money, and they do things to make money... not to help people.

6:26 - Obama, tax-payer money, and labs in Wuhan, China...

11:25 - This is all planned. Here's how and why: (hint, people with bad intentions exist)

15:40 - How rich white people are profiting off of Black Lives Matter

19:45 - Planned Parenthoods being located in the center of communities with less access to resources, and what it has to do with eugenics + current politics

22:30 - Using emotions to manipulate people + divide people in order to gain control

26:10 - Living in the "politically correct" narrative + how it low-key made me depressed, helpless + completely drained

28:15 - My personal experience with the black square movement on Instagram

32:20 - The clashing realities of mask v. anti-mask people

37:03 - Doing HeartMath in order to help you discern truth + break away from conditioned emotions

38:10 - DO HEARTMATH WITH ME!!! <3

44:00 - More on the "matrix"

I wanted to take some time to honor the full moon + lunar eclipse and special cosmic energy they bring... and ended up receiving a mental image with a hidden meaning! I explain what the meaning behind the garden waterfall is + how you can apply it in your own life to keep your perspective toward the hopeful. It's a message of what's potentially possible and how to access that potential.

1:18 - It's a full moon and lunar eclipse! Capitalizing on that heightened energy

3:30 - The #YearOfNoFear and how I got a visual metaphor(?) analogy(?) and wanted to share the symbolism 

5:49 - Here is the image that I saw: A bowl. That looks like a leaf. And water...

7:15 - The cup + water metaphor I use when I'm doing HeartMath mentoring sessions...

12:14 - You can't help anybody if you're not helping yourself

17:30 - Your subconscious works in images

I'm talking "waking up" and "conscious living." What are the backbones to this podcast? Why did I make it and what do I hope to accomplish with it? You'll hear about how Joe Rogan and Duncan Trussel inspired me, the story of my podcast cover, and more!

1:17 - The first time I ever listened to Joe Rogan + blew my mind

2:28 - Duncan Trussel + Midnight Gospel inspiring me to start this podcast

3:33 - THERE'S NO PODCAST LIKE THEIRS FOR A YOUNGER MARKET?

6:33 - What guests will I have on the show?!

7:30 - "WAKING UP" What does that mean? What is programming? 

11:50 - Okay... so then what is "conscious living"?

14:30 - What is my goal in making this podcast? What does it mean to shift mass consciousness?